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Thursday, January 3, 2008


*heavy sigh*

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

a lot of stuff had been bugging me.
it all buzzes through my mind,
day-in,
day-out.
i'm loosing sleep because of it and when i finally get some sleep i dream about it.
i wake up in the morning only to find that i've been thinking the whole night,
just to find that it weighs on my mind even more the next day.
like ricky yesturday.
he was kinda agressive at studyhall.
my friends say he can be annoying and stupid.
but besides his dumb reasoning, agressiveness, and annoying tactics nobody can see why i love him.
nobody but me.
he was agressive during studyhall but during lunh he showed his soft side.
he was talking about how his cat had two kittens on christmas eve, and how all the other times that cat had got pregnant her babies all died, accept these two.
and i know he didn't know it but i could tell he was sad for that poor cat.
and he continued to tell us about how the mother cat put her little kitties on his bed.
he didn't want to hurt them in his sleep or move them because they were sleeping.
so he gave up his bed to the two little kittens.
and kuro.
your always saying how people judge you because of the way you look and because steve's your brother.
i saw past that.
i saw the kind and gental person you are!
how come nobody sees that!
nobody sees the good in other people!
they judge them by looks or what emotions they show on the outside!!
but nobody sees the real person!!!
why!?
it's screaming in my ears; a great, loud sound!
but to everyone else there's silence...
am i the only one who can tell?!
i don't understand society!
i'm very angry with people and how they don't understand....
nobody seems to understand...
nobody can understand
NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND ME!!!
WHYwhywhywhywhy....why can't they understand....

=BLEED IT OUT=

~Kajime, the cold and broken hearted fool

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