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• 2007-10-29
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• Kajime
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• Becoming a serial killer who's MO is beating people with slippers
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• Forever ago
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• FullMetal Alchemist, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Wolfs Rain, Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Avatar the Last Airbender...
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• To make a name for myself
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• Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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• COMEDY RELIF, Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
rough day
"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho
i'm at the anime club christmas party.
i wish i could enjoy it as much as everyone else...
i'm just not having a good afternoon.
chorus class destroyed me.
i'll get over it though.
i'll update this more later.
ok, update.
i'm just gunna come on out and tell you this.
i'm sad.
why?
well,yesturday an anynomus person said something to me about singing.
they said that they couldn't sing with me because my voice was too low and that they couldn't hear me but they hardly ever sing in chorus on top of that they never talk when we're alowed to.
so, today, i sat next to someone else and that person sang and talked and laughed.
it was bad enough the first comment had broken my heart but now this?
so i didn't talk to anyone all of chorus except for a nod or a shrug.
after that the bell rang and we had the club party today.
i put my folder away and waited for that person.
they caught up to me, so i started to walk.
i made it out the doorway and stoped to wait for them and they totally ignored me and walked off.
disappointed and even more broken hearted, i shuffled to my locker alone untill i ran into leo.
and then, after the party, we were packing up.
that person left without saying goodbye to me or anything.
nobody but leo (who i told i was all set. thanks you leo) offered to stay and wait to make sure i got home safely.
as i was standing outside in the cold all by myself, i sang a song.
i sang it with all the broken peices of my heart and in the strongest voice i had.
and it was then when i realised that the anynamus person hadn't talked to me all day accept for a weak 'hello' that morning.
and even that didn't help.
i was so close to crying; nobody will even know.
and if you actually bothered to read this; thanks.
~Kajime
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