Thursday, January 24, 2008

I'm ready for the good times
I have decided to leave MyO. For the final time. And this time, I mean it. I would like to stay in contact with some of you, so don't be surprised if you see a comment from me every so often. Hopefully, more often. :D

There is so much I want to say, but know I can't and shouldn't because it would cause problems on here...There are a lot of good things I want to say, but I just can't find the words for...except thank you to those of you that commented frequently and those of you I have stayed in contact with for the past 2 years. Your kindness was very much appreciated and was really supportive me during some really awful times, even if you were just killing time perhaps. I still want to say thank you.

Of course, I am also thankful for this site. If I hadn't found it, there's no telling where I would be right now and I don't want to even think about it. Because, if not for this site, I would never have met Ran. Like I told him today, I am very thankful (EVERY day) that I have him in my life. He gives me hope and love. Two things that I thought didn't exist in the real world. That I could never obtain. That people tried to take from me. He gave it back to me and is still giving more and more everyday to me.

And as much as I would love to end this post the way I had originally planned, I will simply let Ran take over. This, is just for me. A reminder...


""" Harley i have told you that to me you are the perfect woman for me, i have told you many times how much i love you and will continue to tell you how much i love you. i have never felt this way about a woman before, i have never had this passionate of a feeling for anyone. no one has made me feel the way you do. I never thought love this powerful ever existed. i know i have been in love before i just didnt know it could go to this level. when i think of you my heart feels lifted and my mind body and soul are in perfect alignment. they all agree on one thing my heart is right you are the perfect girl for me and we all love you more than words can ever express!!! i cannot wait to get out there on the 29th. 3 days 2 nights of pure heaven. holding you in my arms and never letting you go.

to all my friends, you have supported me and Harley so much and im here to tell you all your support has been greatly appreciated. there are some who have been more involved than other but they know who they are the only name i want to mention in this post is Harley's. If this is my last post ever. i want it to be about my happiness and my girl. this is the last thing i would want to leave all my friends with. i want them to know i will never forget them and i also want the last thing for them to hear from me in a post is just how happy this perfect woman Harley has made me. but i have a feeling once things get to more of a normalcy. (that word is not even used right) i will be back to posting and commenting but right now i think at least until the 2nd i wont post again. cuz on the second i will post and tell everyone about my trip to see my girl. i might even put up pics but i will leave that to Harley i dont know if she will want to have her pic up all over my sight but i think she wont mind will you babe ^_~

now as for me. i know some people have been worrying about me but dont. i am absolutely great. the love in my heart for Harley and the feelings she has for me and the fact that she has chosen to stick by myside and fight with me to make this work. has made me the happiest man alive. i may have days where i worry a little but hey dont we all. but even while i worry im still happy cuz i have my girl!!! so to all my friends just know i am happy. happier than i have ever been but you know whats funny i have a feeling that even with as happy as i am and as in love as i am. that when i get out to see Harley i will be even happier and more in love than i am now. is that possible LOL well yes it is. I think that with Harley there is no limit to how happy i can be or how much love i can feel.

straight to Harley....I love you so much and cant imagine life without you. i want all my friends who visit this sight to know how i feel about you and everyone in my life to know as well.. Hell there is part of me that wants to stand on a street corner and just bug people who walk by and show them you pic on my phone and tell them how i much i love this girl. hey maybe when i visit you and we are walking down the street maybe i will just tell random people we pass. what do you think^_~ """


Like the song says, I'm ready for the good times. Let's go, Babe...*Laughs*

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

You're so beautiful, it hurts to look at you.
Hehe I never know what to put for my subject headings. Sometimes, movie quotes. Sometimes, music lyrics. Sometimes, I imitate others' headings. I can never stick with one style. Oh well. Today, it is a quote from one of my favorite television shows of all time--My So-Called Life. This show aired years ago, so I doubt anyone here now will remember it except for 'old' folks like me. *Laughs* Ran has gotten me the first three discs and will be bringing the final three tomorrow. W00t! W00t! I want to see Jordan and Angela hook up!!!

Today, that's all I've felt like watching. I guess I'm feeling a bit nostalgic. Besides being lazy. It always feels weird being home on a Saturday or Sunday. You see, I haven't a weekend off since I was sixteen, which is when I started working at the theater, and up till about two years ago. I constantly feel like I have to do something. *Laughs* I must have A.D.D. Of course, I usually end up staying home and sleeping. Sleeping in on a Saturday or Sunday is one of my favorite pasttimes now. :D

Monday is slowly approaching, but I'm not dreading it like normal. BECAUSE Ran is going to be with me all week long!

But it's getting late and I need to stop. I still got my room to clean-up and make some cookies. I hope everyone gets through the week okay. I know timechaser will. He's got enough music to block out the world, on its way to him. As for the others:

Yensid: I hope you are doing okay. Thank you again for the advice on other online communitites I can join. When I get back, I'll definitely look into it.

Grif: Sorry to come out of the blue like that. I wish I could explain but it's hard. I guess I'm letting old demons eat at me again. It's just self-preservation what I'm doing.

Hina: I hope your sister will feel better. *Hugs* Hopefully, though, she'll be more careful she gives her heart to in the future. FYI, girls mature faster than guys.

Ran: You'll always have my heart, Babe. Love you.

Later,

Harley


No quiz today. But a pretty piece I found on photobucket. It's called Hush. And no, it's not mine. I wish.



How would you like to meet her late at night? LOL

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Part Sugar, Part Spice, Part Procrastinator...
So far, I have been online for over a hour now, reading people's blogs. If I had to choose, I think I would prefer to read blogs, instead of write them. I just really enjoy reading about other people's days. *Shrugs*

So, how's everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing okay. I am currently recovering from some weird strip throat type sickness. Over the weekend, my throat was becoming sore and by Monday, I could barely talk or swallow. I felt horrible! And I had to call out for Monday, but could care less considering...An unwell Harley at work is like throwing mice to a snake...Combo is deadly. *Laughs* But seriously...

How bad did my throat hurt? Well, I bought a 12-pack of Ginger Ale on Monday and emptied it by Tuesday morning, not to mention an entire box of Drumstix! Today, I am feeling a bit better. Throat doesn't hurt too much, but I keep coughing and blowing my nose. It feels like I'm using sand paper, instead of tissue! I hate being sick. No matter what kind of ailment

Strangely, however, my tolerance for the customers has somehow risen. I don't know if it's the painkillers I am on or my frustration after I found out Heather got promoted over me to Floor Staff. You see, I work as a cashier at Borders Books. I LOVE that store! I love it so much that I am constantly finding myself broke. Hehe But I'm not a 'cheerful' person. When my grandmother died, it was kind of hard to be smiling when you are grieving, you know? There are times when I just can't leave my baggage at the door, especially with an ex-boyfriend there stalking me every week. But Heather is always smiling. She practically sparkles. Not to mention she always looks like she stepped out of a Gap ad. *Heavy sigh* My curly hair has gotten so out of control that I've finally decided to cut it all off and go with simple short cut. Maybe, then I can stop cringing when I look in the mirror.

But I most admit I like Heather. I think she is a terrific and very nice person. It's just frustrating that I keep getting held back for one imperfection or other. My sales numbers are better than hers but it just ain't enough... I don't know.

Well, I got to go. Ran will be calling soon. He's also coming out this weekend to see me. I'm really looking forward to this visit. I know he just came out in December, but I crave his presence like Homer craves his doughnuts. LOL

Taker care, everyone. I'm out.
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   Quiz of the Day:
Wait! Actual post will be posted above. This quiz is delivered by the wonderful molleta. Unfortunately, I had to take this quiz twice before I got my true result. You'll see. LOL

First attempt:

How to make a tomieharley

Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 1 part self-sufficiency 5 parts joy

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com


Second attempt:

How to make a Harley

Ingredients: 3 parts pride 3 parts ambition 5 parts ego

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com


There we go. :D


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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Harley comes out of hibernation
Hello!

How's everyone doing? Did everyone survive Christmas in one piece? Don't worry. Once we get past New Years', it will all be over. W00t!

I probably should have waited on posting my Christmas post, but too late now. *Shrugs* I guess I'll fill in the holes before and after Christmas now. But where to begin though...Hmmm...

I remember from December 15 to the 18th, I spent all that time with Ran, who flew in to visit me. We didn't do much. We hung out, went grocery shopping, went shopping (He bought me a nice shirt from Kiss and a 'costume' from Victoria's Secret. ;D), saw the Chipmunks' movie, and went out to eat to places like K&W and IHop (my favorite place!). Just basic couple things.

For those of you who don't know, my boyfriend lives in Colorado and I live on the east coast. Currently, we've been dating for a year and four months now. And now, I'm in the process of trying to move out there to be closer to him and to go to school. Remember that 'good news' I was talking about before? Well, I'll tell you what it was now. I got accepted into my first and second choice schools out in Colorado! Some good news, right? Right?! :D Now, there's only the money issue. I'm trying to save, but it's hard. I hope I can get financial aid, but I won't know till Monday. *Crosses fingers* Let's hope.

I'm kind of scared about moving away from home, but those days I spent with Ran were some of the best days I ever had--except for the last day. It was total chaos! First, I overslept and was unable to get some sweet biscuits before I had to go take my math final. Second, the math final. I wish I had taken bowling instead. I can't even use the credits for the class...MOVING ON!

After Ran left, I've been basically gorging myself on cookies, muffins, chocolate covered cherries, and all sorts of other good but junk food ever since. *Laughs* Part depression and part having access to lots of good eats!

Not much else to say really. I'm missing Ran. I got to try three new animes: Black Lagoon, Blood: The Last Vampire, and Chobits. I'm totally obsessed with the anime Blood + now...

Okay, I think this post is getting too far long. Time to say good-bye now. My butt is killing me. :D

Happy holidays, everyone!


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Quiz of the Day!
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nWhat Is Your Anime Hair Color?n
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I guess I should start calling these 'Quizzes of the Day' unless I want to only show off one quiz for a set time period or when I change my theme.

I already got my hair cut once because I thought it would be better to cut it--instead of my body or someone else's throat. It seems like that's the only thing I can do lately. I'll probably cut it again. I'm sick of fixing it everyday...
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

   Bite me
Time: 5:15 a.m.

*Laughs* I went to Walmart the other day with my mom and found a Happy Bunny t-shirt themed out for Christmas. It was red and covered with snowflakes; the Bunny was wearing a Santa hat over one ear with these words at the top. I had to get it. Needless to say, my mom was not pleased. But oh well...

I think I'm starting to dislike Christmas, like a lot. I don't know. It just tends to make me more depressed every year. I mean, you got the crazed customers to deal with
--inside and outside of work--, there's never any close parking spaces at the mall; there's more out of state drivers who have no idea where they are going on the road; there's more 'homeless' people begging for money on street corners, the Salvation Army ringing their bells, who make me feel guilty that I can't spare any money, and who could forget the greedy customers, who are constantly trying to get discounts for every little thing with coupons that are weeks old or just plain making a fuss over how expensive a dvd or somthing costs. I'm just ready for this holiday to be over with...I'm not a kid anymore and I know the truth about Santa, so...The magic is gone from Christmas for me.

But I'm trying to make it a little better. Watching movies like Love Actually, National Lampoons Christmas Vacation, and The Christmas Story. I even baked cookies, especially for tonight, which is one of my favorite things to do. I even tried the cookie cutters I got from Walmart. I got Christmas ones, like snowflakes and gingerbread people and Christmas tree, but I couldn't resist getting Halloween ones too. :D However, there was a slight...mishap with the peanut butter cookies I tried making from scrath. Apparently, I put too much salt in them. Yeah, they were bad. One bite and all I could taste was the salt. I loved the look on my mom's face when she tried one...

So how is everyone? Is everyone out of school and enjoying your break I hope? I don't have any plans for today, except to appear at a family function for my mom's sake. She's been getting more depressed since my grandmother's death. I just don't know how to help her anymore. Except helping with chores, staying in school, and taking her out to do stuff...

I've got to cut myself off now. My meds are kicking in and I can barely keep my eyes open. I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas, and if you are traveling, please be safe. *Hugs*

Later,

Harley
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   Quiz of the Day!




Who Is Your Blood+ Date?


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Well, I wanted it to be Hagi, but they're both voiced by Crispin so...*Shrugs* I don't mind. I bet he's got a dark side... :D
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