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Sunday, August 28, 2005
it's late at night. so i post only few lines. tomorrow more! i swear! the last night with kai in the holydays wasn't so great. i felt this night so lony. he called me an egoist, 'cause i asked him, if he wants to move to me and my mom.
i feel me like an unloved dog today.
see ya tomorrow
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
my last post for my vacations with kai and my parents! i'll miss you! mostly my snufflekitty, kitty cat girl, travelingdisciple and themusicdied. and all the other friends from otaku. hey if you had some important news in the next 2 weeks and you want that i know this write me an email, and all which write a fic, please send me with an email, the new parts. my email-address is: darkshadow_hanyou@yahoo.com.
i was two day by kai, it was really great, we had a lot of fun *grin*. and we watched 'wrong turn' a great horror movie with eliza dushkuh, but kai was sooooo afraid, that i swear that i never want to see a horror movie with him. kai told me that he get's a bruise on his neck, my fault. (he called me 'viciouse, little wolf')>i hope his parents don't go crazy> i asked him how much i can write and what and he told me that i can write what i want. and when I'll write to much he'll complain about it. in some situations he don't liked when his cat watched us. sometimes i'm a bit jealous of the cat. she's around him the whole day! stupid cat. it was really great to be close to him these two days. it really looks like that we had two great weeks in hungary. and in 5 or 6 weeks we'll travel to london. and our task there is write an english diary; ok, i'll write so often here in my 'diary'. so this task is easy. maybe i should say our teachers that they have a look at my otaku-page. ok, here i wrote more then i'll write on the schooldiary. i think that the teachers aren't interested what between kai and me happen.
so see you the next time on monday the 29th august.
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Monday, August 8, 2005
the next week i havn't so much time to update. 'cause i'm with kai and my parents two weeks in hungary. and this week i'll be by kai till tomorrow and my mom is at home this week.
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my short fic
It doesn’t matter what will happen between us, it won’t be like it was. I miss your warmth, when i huge you, when your warmth is only around. I miss to sleep close to you in the night and put my arms around you. However the angel goes his own way. Also when our ways cross, that isn’t the same. When i, the devil dreamed of you, my angel, i hoped in a way that i woke up next to you. But everytime it was empty. When you aren’t around the lonliness killed me like a demon, which power i can’t banned alone. But when i stand in front of you and look in your brown eyes, which i loved so much, i can’t tell you what i feel. Maybe i don’t want to tell you what i feel, ’cause i’m afraid to lost you. Maybe i don’t wanna tell you how much i need you – or love you?
Everytime i’m hang around alone and atare in the emtyness, the strengh demons, like lonliness, rage and sadness want to get ma and my soul, i hope that you came. Yes, i hoped, thet you came and huge me and only comfort me. And when i asked you, what you did this very icy winter, if we did this what we did the last years, you told me that you come with me, when your angel come around with you. You destroied my hope, that it could be like it was. I renembered the last years.
The others are right, i’m only a dog for you and when you don’t need me anymore, you’ll let me go. So i stands in the rain, like on the beginning. Dogs are loyal. This damm loyal i get too. It doesn’t matter what i did, you’re still in my head. And when i cut my skinwith a blade, you’re still in my head. And whan my blood flow you’re in my mind. My angel, i’ll let it end. I ram the blade deep into my heart. I wanna har like my rips break, like my skin is cut and my blood is mixed with the rain. In the left hand a gift from you, in the right my blade. I wanna make the last cut. Suddendly are you behind me, my angel. In the rain. You huged me, but i don’t let the blade fall. When you stand in front of me and i saw your beatifull brown eyes, which i loved so much. I let my blade fall. You huged me again. You say something, which i didn’t hear; ’cause the rain washeed it away. It rains a lot and my blood which cames out from my little cut in my skin ’ll mixed with the rain. Suddendly my right hand do what it wwant and ram you the blade in the back. I ram the blade again and again deep in your heart. And it stopped to beat. When i saw your blood on my hands, i ram the blade into my heart. A last time i looked in your brown eyes, which i loved so muc, this eyes which can banned my. But it’s to late. My live is gone. It begins to snow in this moment. If i heared the words you said, which the rain washed away. You said: I love you my little devil.
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Saturday, August 6, 2005
wow, i'm so bored today. i erad a book called 'the tales of the otori' a very great book. i'wait for my fav series on saturday 'tru calling' and i'll play pc or game cube atfer i watched it. what should i write. i draw some great pics, but they're to big to submit. my mom remenbered me that i want to draw a 8-pages manga for a competion, and i must send the pages in the end of august. and i havn't a story yet! so i must get a great, cute, short story. maybe i take some characters from inuyasha or so. i don't know, hope i get a great idea, 'cause i wanna win.
i really miss kai!
isn't kirara cute?
i really like this gif.
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Friday, August 5, 2005
today i get this postcard from kai.
i subbmited new pics!
my poor fussel had today 2 asthma attacks.
kai cames home again, hope he visited me soon. i really like his postcard. i don't know if i should show my mom this card. maybe she'll go crazy if i show her the card.
today was my last day in the old people's home. i don't must get up so early! i'm happy that this week is over. the work there was really boring i read there two books for school.
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Thursday, August 4, 2005
boring day
Wow, i bored as hell. But what i should write? Mhhhhhhhh.... yeah, i can give you the dates from my next vacation:
autumn-vacations 17th till 28th oct.
Christmas-vacations: 23th dec till 2nd jan.
Winter-vacations: 12th till 25th feb.
Easter-vacations: 13th till 21th march.
Last but not least the summer-vacations: 24th july till 1st sep.
Today i worked in the old peoples home again. They talked about things like sex, when old people had sex (it scared me a bit. lol), solarium and such stuff. The only good thing today there was that i can go home very early. So i get a meal from my grandma.
Kai cames back home tomorrow, but i think he cames so late that he don’t visited me tomorrow. On saturday they make a party for his dads birthday, so he can’t came around, but i really hope he cames sunday. Kai i miss you so much.
So much write stories and add them on otaku, i should translate some from my stories into english then i can add them here. Good idea?
I was this week in the cinema again, i watched ’siegfried’, a german comedy. It was ok for a german movie.
i like kagomes face in this pic! She looks really funny!
awww, so cute!
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Wednesday, August 3, 2005
Oi! What Kind of Loner Are You?
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yupp that’s right.
Kai gave me a call one day ago, really nice from him. Oh, i miss him so much. I told my mom that he gave me a call and she talked about the balloon fiesta. She said that’s to much hugging and holding hand for only friend. I don’t answer her about this. I’m so stupid, it was a great chance to telling her the truth.
On my working place they talked about gays, i don’t say anythink about it, ’cause i read.
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Monday, August 1, 2005
today i should work in a old people's home, i work nearly half an hour then i pass out. when i lain on the floor i can't realized what was happen. they said i should go home, so i went home, but in the evening i go in the old people's home again and work there.but i feel better now.
i gave kai a ring when he drove at the seaside with his parents, yesterday i got a message on my phone, and kai told me that he nearly lost it. ohhhhh i missed him so.
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Sunday, July 31, 2005
wow it's so boring without kai. i played black and white, i get the tiger at first but i want to get the wolf. the tiger looks eally evil. he's long fangs and is dark. i really like this game. i'm a evil god in this game! hi hi.
i watched the movie 'freaky friday' over 16 times. i like this movie so much. and i watched other stuff on pay-tv. and i watched 'will & grace', 'friends' 'men, women & dogs' and such series.
the next time when i see kai is the 8th august! i really miss him so much.
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