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Saturday, August 11, 2007

as in, I'll be okay.

You know what? Lifes too short to be hung up. I can't be sad, I promised myself I wouldn't be. I'm stuck somewhere though, stuck between a place of my two halves. The part of me that wants everything, and the part of me that is willing to let go, and go back.

It seems I'm in the medium, but honestly, I'll take the medium. Trying to be one or the other would test my patience, and I'd become something I wouldn't want to be.

But if you must know, that feeling you get...that cold, empty feeling....it's still there. but not as bad this time. You have to let go of the ones you love sometimes, but they'll find the way back, back to the path that can't be set by mere mortals, but by God and Fate.

-"There was a message written in stone, and it read "My love will not die, please let it be known...", but I promise. I'll be your distraction. Angels and Airwaves

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Friday, August 10, 2007

I feel
Why do I feel this way? I know everything is gonna be better...

but me and Stephanie broke up today, for the reason of her. She needs to find herself. She says there can't be an "us" if there isn't "her" first. I love her, I love her so much I have to let her go. But I feel funny. I feel so cold and empty inside right now. Like something isn't right. What if the pastor who told her this was wrong? What if something someone else said fucks up the greatest thing I've ever had, what if I lose the one person I love because of some guy who thinks he knows what he's doing. The thought makes me sick.

and it makes me wonder who's against me

I feel like I've worked hard to get what I've wanted, but everytime it always gets messed up and something bad happens.....

why me?

This isn't a suicide note by the way, it's just venting.

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Monday, August 6, 2007

Oh man...I have so many stories I want to tell, but sworn to secrecy I am...it's so awesome though.

But yeah, life is good I suppose. Non-stop band, work ($$$), Halo 2, and my lovely Stephy

Life is good

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Monday, July 16, 2007

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Selma Texas,

Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre


Me, Stephany, Josh, and Jon will be rocking out to the likes of


If you want, come look for me

I'll be wearing a White shirt with a Sublime Shirt under it, a hollister hat, and probably have a very sexy lady with me.

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Friday, June 29, 2007

First Paycheck
92 wingwangs

60 for 2 warped tour tickets

30 for gas in my car

and the rest for savings?

that's money for ya

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Well I think it's all good
My life pretty much has been planned for me, not by my parents, but by me and Stephanie

So yes. We're going to Texas State together, then moving out to California.

I'll have everything there, the LA Punk scene, the surf, and my profession of being a music teacher.

And yes, I do love her

But moving on, college is a pain in the ass, and managing a job too, but minimum wage will get me my rig that I want.

Expect new guitar shit in the future.
such as

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

The update that'll probably be the last one till summer
Well, I've got pretty much everything I need in life now. I don't think anything can really get me down

1. I'm in fuckin' love with this girl

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It's been a total of 4 months (really 7), but being with her everyday (including weekends) for those months, I'll probably ask her to marry me. It's great to find someone you love who returns the love back.

2. Pretty much doing gigs every weekend and probably getting a job in a budgeting department, and finishing my basics for college, and still playing guitar.

3. I got fuckin' Pokemon Pearl for the DS, and it kicks ass.

That's all

Peace till next time, and all the time.

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Well I could go to school....
and sit there for 4 hours doing absolutely nothing, or just stay here and do my homework...

and have the convience of actually being able to listen to music, go to the bathroom, sleep, and eat....

yeah what do you think I'm doing right now?

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Well, really, so long. I've been so busy. But I think i've finally found a moment.

Anyway I'll give you an update and check your sites.

1. I'm very much in love...yes I am. check me at www.myspace.com/thenextprophet to see how good it is.

2. I think I've hit a creative slump, and I'm reading "Alice in Wonderland" and writing a song in tribute of the book.

3. My band is still not getting anything done. But hopefully sometime this summer.

4. We are currently playing an illegal copy of "Tank!" from Cowboy Bebop in my jazz class. hehehehe.

That's pretty much it.

I'll update later, and check your sites as well


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