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myOtaku.com: The Thief Kuronue

Monday, February 4, 2008

Has anyone else ever intentionally waited until they were stressed so that they can work? I noticed I do it a lot, but damn, I did nothing but built up stress for the past couple of days so that I can perform better. I've got two speeches tomorrow, both requiring a fair amount of research, but one sounds far more casual than the other...and I've had a while to do them, and I keep thinking about them, but I haven't *done* anything of significance yet. I even pulled an all-nighter last night because my mind thought I was stressed, when in reality I know I have nothing really to be stressed over because my classes end at 6 tonight and I know exactly what my topics will be...yet I do this. I stay up all night for no reason, doing nothing but worry about the work I don't have done, yet not necessarily always working on it. Yeah, I do work on it a lot when I'm up at four in the morning, but a lot of the time it's nothing but just waiting around. Even doing stuff I *want* to do feels like work. I borrowed Gaiman's Sandman from the library and I've borrowed three manga and 1 novel from a couple of people and I can't get around to it because I convince myself I don't have time - but I do repetitive things to pass the time, like circulating checking my email accounts even though I know I just checked it ten minutes before... Odd, isn't it?
--Thief
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