Sunday, August 5, 2007

affliction
the world will be alright
just use me
the futures bright without me.
were we holding hands when we died?

(just some grabed lyrics from afi.)

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   i wear two crosses
one of metal, one of wood. the metal one i wear to my back, to protect from the cowardly attacks of demons. the wooden one to bear witness to the evils of humanity.

a bit random, but hey, this IS the one and only prince of shadows and frost.
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Friday, August 3, 2007

this is the best way i can say it the best way to say that
above not wanting to burn forever in hell i wish to have a master who needs my service i had someones in mind but he turned out to be an asshole and the others contract expired at the end of this year so yeah heres the suckiest peom i ever wrote, called "Servant"


I want to be yours,
Yours alone.
There’s no other master,
That I desire.

I am a slave.
What’s more, I enjoy it.
I’m your humble servant.
A tool.

Am I beautiful?
Am I useable?

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

not really a poem, not really lyrics, not really thoughts, not really feelings. just a jumble of crap.
you never understand never understand that i wanna hold you tight wanna shield you from all things of night. no matter how hard i try something always seems to happen to you it destroys you, condems you and its my fault for not protecting you. my all aint enough to make it better so rip me break me use me toss me. i tried to show you how warm love could be but failed half way, no you'll never again see the light of day.
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some of my newer, suckier poems
name
you take me down,
or at least you try.
i never understood,
why you wanted me to die.

i served you well,
all these years.
did as you asked,
fought your fears.

but it didn't matter,
not to you at least.
i'm just another meal,
at the devils feast.

fineto
done with this world of lies
done walking in this shity disguise
tired of all the rage and pain
tired of being insane

all these years, chained inside
so ling living a lie
mjaybe this lie has become fact
in that case i might as well die.

too many names
i want you
but will you stay with me
you mean more than you'll ever know
i found my place in the world.
i coud stare at your face for the rest of my days.
i'm not all right when you go
i'm not fine.
i never want you to go cause i am all yours,
so please be all mine

beyond
have you really left me?
no, that wasnt your character.
you must still roam these halls.

i miss you darling
i hope you havnt gone,
for someday i will join you
but not yet.
not yet.
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i'm back from
that strange world. i couldnt find any smoothies, and had to bail from the tree-seat cause i didnt want to face a certain person but otherwise things are super (except for the pain inn EVERYTHING below my waist (dont ask, legs, feet, toes, cells) so yeah)
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   i'm off
to a world of smoothies, may moore, trees shaped like seats, and lots of other random nonsense stuff. bye!
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so hyper
in case yall cant tell. got a haircut the other day, so know i look like britney. i miss that glorious mane. oh well.....maybe nexttime i'll get it down to my knees. then i'll dye it raven black and braid it. yup it'll be awesome.

in other news the day is wonderful and i havnt excorcised in AGESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS so when my ma gets home i'm gonna ride for a while. probably stop by MAY MOORE for a while and sleep under tht tree. its a great tree ya know? almost like sitting in a chair. but i'm rambling. anyways, see ya later!
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   so guess
what i cant officially get the new tattoo... i'm gonna do it myself with body paint and speacial markers and stuff. it wont be real, or lat forever but it'll look pretty and last for a while.
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

   i'm gonna get
another tatoo. (hopefully) most likely celtic knot work wrapping my bicep, goin to the wrist with a central image ont he back of the hand. its gonna be real perty.
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