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Monday, December 20, 2004


   HiYa *sneaking sneaking*
Just sneaking into my dad's computer to see how everyone is doing.

Just to let you all know we got here safe and the wedding was beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm Happy and Sad all in one! More on that later!

We spent the day at the beach and we were not planning to go in the ocean, but we all ended up wet and cold in the end!! LoL Most of all we all had a BLAST finding seashells and swimming in our clothes!!!!!! There was my son, my three nieces, and my three nephews there at the beach and it was their first time seeing the Pacific Ocean. The seven kids, aging nine to two were all running around in their wet clothes, having a great time (oh, to be young and carefree again, LoL)!! My sisters, their hubbies, and I where all chasing after one kid or another, while collecting seashells and lost surf boards! My bro was doing the loner teenage thing, while my dad and Leslie (dad's new wife) were enjoying being grandparents to the 7 grandbabies. It was really something to be seeing!

For the most part the last two days have had there ups & downs, but it looks like the beginning of a cool vacation/holiday!

Well I'm out to check in with as many sites as I can!
*huggles*
SeeYa
p.s. MissYa and Happy Holidays!!!

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Thursday, December 16, 2004


   I'm going to miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh man I hate this! I a starting to get something! My throat is all sore & I sound like a frog! LoL Rippit Rippit What a way to start a vacation! Oh well, I go to the store tonight & get some throat stuff!

Well it is that time; this post most likely will be my last post for the year! I what to wish everyone the best of time this holiday season with whatever you do!
*HUGGLES*

I will let you know how things go in Cali (Huntington Beach area) as soon as I can post again! So take care & be safe with whatever you do & where ever you go!!









*HUGGLES*
If I didn't get to your site to say my good-byes, Please forgive me! Your not forgotten! LuvYa and SeeYa soon!

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004


   Hey there!
How was everyone day/night yesterday?
Mine was an alright one for the most part! Other then the cleaning at work (which continues today) and the mixed emotions about the future, yesterday was a good one!
Once again, I apologize for the ranting yesterday! All this dust is going to my head! LoL Well I got to get back to cleaning, so I might not be able to get to my rounds of site seeing today!
Have a great one and I will check in tomorrow and see how everyone is doing. And to say my good-byes before leaving Friday to Cali for 2 weeks!
SeeYa
*Waves*
p.s. Thanks for all you comments yesterday they really helped!

A Greeting by Panda!!

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004


   Another long one........................

What a bag of mixed emotion I’m feeling right now,
so please forgive the mood(s) in this post!

What a dirty day here at work! We spent the morning cleaning the desks and the computers! The worse part has got to be cleaning the mouse(s) and having to get on the very dusty floor! Sitting on the floor isn’t that bad, it is just all the dust that comes on everything! It as if we never dust/clean the lab!! LoL The cleaning is the only thing I won’t miss about this job! I luv helping (most of) the students, my boss is cool, and there is a great group of lab assistants also working in the lab!
I have been a ‘work-study’ here in the college’s computer lab for 2 and ½ years and it is a great job! But, man, I hate that I’m ‘graduating’! Well I’m actually just getting my associates degree. Next year I’m going to have to choose getting another job or going to another school, maybe both! The fact this trip to Cali for my dad’s wedding, falls now is actually kind of good! It means that I get to have a relaxing two weeks before having to face ‘All Those’ up coming job interview!
I must say, the sh** in high school never truly prepares you for life after school! High schools should have more real life class included with the normal core curriculum!! This is something I wouldn’t have said back then.
American High Schools are short changing our youth!
Not to sound all ‘old fartie’ and stuff, but ENJOY your high school year, even if it is a living hell to go thru! Because, life can and will take some harder turns! I know what is to be a “Rat in a Cage” (Smashing Pumpkins)!!
Sorry for this little rank! I guess I have to do the adult thing and I’m not really wanting, too! LoL Plus, being covered in dirt is making me all ‘UUUGGG’! LoL
Have a great one!
I’m out to do some site seeing!
SeeYa
*I would say ‘Huggles’, but at this point ‘Waves’ is the safer bet! LoL*

Today’s greetings!
Yea!

Don’t worry if I lost you, this post was just a rank about life’s silly stuff!

This is one I should remember right now!

To all MyO Friends that are going thru hard times or choices!


p.s. I was wondering if you all saw my other wallpapers from yesterday and what you all thought of them? Thanks!!!!

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Monday, December 13, 2004


   HiYa and Sorry this is one is kind of long.......

Well, It is getting near! What you might ask is getting near, my father’s wedding! I said I would let you all know more about it as time got near. My parents have been divorced since I was 7yrs old and my dad has been with my ½ bro’s mom for 16 yrs or so. My dad left her for an old college sweetheart a year or so ago and now they are getting married. This is cool I guess, cuz she is nothing like my bro’s mom who wanted nothing to do with me and my 2 sisters. They have asked us to be there when they get married, so that my dad can make up for all the shitty things he’s done. Which is kind of all confusing (emotion wise) cuz my dad has been a shadow of a father to me and my sisters. Don’t get me wrong but him, he is a great dad, it is just that he was never around for us a whole lot! Now that he is trying, we don’t quite know him or what to do!
Plus, this will be my 1st X-mas with him since I was 7! Man, families can be the BEST and the WORST things in life during the holidays!
That is all I have to say on that (for now)!!!

I’m off to do some site seeing and stuff!
SeeYa
*huggles*

p.s. I will be leaving on Friday (17th) go Cali for X-mas and not sure if I will be able to post during that time! So this is just my head up that Thursday may be my last post for the year!

p.s.s. I glad you all like/luved my last poem! It truly where I’m at in my life with getting my Associate Degree in Computer Science and not know if I should keep going at a 4 yr college or get a job!!!!! *huggles* I will let you know what I pick soon!


EDIT: How the new theme?

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Thursday, December 9, 2004


   HiYa

Its is a poem week! LoL
I've finished all my class and Finals for the semester (2 A’s and 2 B’s, good semester for the most part), and I wrote this! I decided to scan the sheet of paper and not to type it, to keep the emotion and the meaning of the poem more personal! It is where I'm at in my life and I know some of you might know how it feels!!!
Have a great one and Chat ya later!
SeeYa
*huggles*
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004


   Another Poem....

Here is another sad poem,
I wrote at work try to kill time!
How did it trun out?

Lost Love
Staying awake trying to avoid dreaming of you
Racing thoughts of wondrous moments together
Wishing for away to clear my thoughts of your face
Remembrances of your love linger in the air
Haunting my every thought and action
Never fading in time or strength
Relentlessly hoping for peace
Sitting and waiting for your return
Knowing that day will never come
Knowing your gone forever
Knowing I’ll never hold you near
Knowing I’ll never hear your voice again
Knowing there’s nothing I can do to bring you back
Lost and befuddled
Constantly crying about my lost love

I just want to say Thanks for your comments on yesterday’s poem!
I know the poem is little gloomy and dark, which is what I wanted out of it!
It was based on past emotions and moments in my life where things have left me feeling empty inside.

Today’s poem is a mixture of everyone and everything, I have ever loved and lost in my life.

Well I got to get back to work, so I’ll chat you later!
SeeYa
This greeting goes out to ALL MyO Friends!



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Monday, December 6, 2004


   A poem......


Empty
Nothing alive inside
Nothing to look forward too
An empty crack left within
A hollowness that can’t be filled
Where nothing grows
Awakes to a vacant existence
An existence without dreams, desires, and hopes
An existence where nothing matters
Where happiness is short lived and depression thrive
Every corner leads to another heart-ache,
another let down,
another misfortune
They say trust in God
They say time heals all wounds
Easier said then done I say
Making lemonade sounds easy enough,
but nothing can take away that sour taste
left behind when things go wrong.
Looking back at better times,
only makes things harder to swallow.
Looking forward into the blackness of
the unknown future, only makes it
seem more hopeless and empty.

Just something I wrote at work
and wanted to know if is was any good!
Sorry, if it is a little gloomy and dark.


Oh yea, Thanks for your comments on my last post.
I really glad to hear that I’m not the only one going thru the end of semester rushies. LoL
Have a great one!
SeeYa
*huggles*





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Friday, December 3, 2004


   HiYa

How was everyone’s week?

Mine was very busy getting all my last
projects and assignments finish.
I dislike this time of the semester. The mad rush to get everything done and to study for finals is getting to me. My head has been hurting all week and I not getting enough rest at night worrying about school stuff. This is the reason for all the simple posts this week. I didn’t have enough time to do everything and come here.
Well, I’m off to try to get to some site seeing!
Have a great one!
SeeYa
*huggles*
p.s. My greeting for the week has to be this one.
LoL
*ouch hurts to laugh*

p.s.s. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!


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Thursday, December 2, 2004


   HiYa



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