Sunday, April 22, 2007

ok..so umm i was gonna say something but im just thinking when actually im trying to do that sociology essay but im jus thinking i guess so umm yeah so while im not workin on that essay, i was lookin through documents...but anyway on one of them u said that u wanted to be the girl that i point to an say "thats her"...well the truth is...you are that girl and i have already said that...


an umm ummm
ummmmmmmmmmmmmm
oh yeah an there was a time when i never wanted to say that i loved anyone for fear that those words would be wasted if something happened or if they were said too often, that their meaning would become less important...ya know like most high school flings where they say that they love the person but then they end up going out with someone the next week...but the point is that i like to think of myself as a little more experenced in life an not be that type of person....so in other words...





i love you

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

I sing cuz I want to
And not cuz you ask me
I sing when I’m happy
Angry, lonely, or just bored
I sing when I hear it

I dance cuz I want to
And not cuz I care
I dance when I’m joyful
Amorous, enraged, or just anxious
I dance when I feel it

I laugh cuz I want to
And not cuz you expect it
I laugh when I’m surprised
Tickled, at ease, or just crazy
I laugh when it’s there

I write cuz I want to
And not cuz I can
I write when I’m inspired
Stoked, confused, or just lonesome
I write when I have it

I love you cuz I want to
And not cuz I should
I love you when I’m blissful
Silly, alone, or just down
I love you always

I do it cuz I want to
And not cuz you say so
I do it to be different
Individual, unique, myself
I do it whenever
I do it cuz I’m me

-Artukei

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Monday, April 16, 2007

She came calling
One early morning
She showed her crown of thorns
She whispered softly
To tell a story
About how she had been wronged
As she lay lifeless
He stole her innocence
And this is how she carried on
This is how she carried on

Well I guess she closed her eyes
And just imagined everything's alright
But she could not hide her tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years

My anger's violent
But still I'm silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence Is shared by millions
Remember you're not alone
Remember you're not alone

Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years

For we have crossed many oceans
And we labor in between
In life there are many quotients
And I hope I find the mean
the mean, the mean

Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Well if you just close your eyes
And just imagine everything's alright
But do not hide your tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
Maybe we can wash away those years
I hope that you can wash away those years

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i kinda hit somethin brown...with spots...kinda looked like a deer


well...yeah


umm...my yard...

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

jus so i dont forget again heres some thoughts

ok so when you were tellin me all bout ur life an the such...why u were sick an everythin...well u asked me if i was mad...i honestly didnt know what you were talkin about...so when i asked you want i was supposed to be mad about...that was an actual question cuz it really hadnt occured to me that you had done anything to which i should be mad about...

oh an there was somethin else...but i forgot..ummm...od i cant remember but at least i got one thing done i guess

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

oh yeah....

i will fight for you...in some way

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Monday, April 9, 2007

well...there are many ways in which you can fight for love

but its fighting for someone that doesnt really care anymore that bothers me

if you love someone but they are seriously thinking about leaving you for someone else or have already cheated with another person...how can they say that they still love you

id be like...i love you, but i still want to go out with these guys on these nights...in which that would make no sense because that wouldnt be love if the other person wasnt truely commited

now if someone did somethin that screwed up a relationship up like i dunno punching there dad than i could see fighting to try to save the relationship

so basically fighting for love that was never there really doesnt make sense

but there are more than one way in which to fight for love...basically

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

umm i dunno...that really does explain it all

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Friday, March 30, 2007

...why should i try to find something better with im already so happy with what i already have?

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

santa has how many deer?

ok so hmm..tonight was an interesting night...went to school, went to work, came home, hit a deer, ya know the normal things -_-

but seriously that deer was a real dfckhead to run out in front of my truck like that...an really there was nothin i could do cuz it happened in like a matter of three seconds like 1.he enters my headlight beam 2. he almost gets across 3. i hit him an begin a string of words that would make the worst sinner blush

but yeah im fine i didnt think it really did anythin to my truck until i got home like less than thirty seconds later an got out an seen that one of my headlights was hanging out an then came another string of words

but yeah when the deer hit my truck i seen it go off to the right an a piece of it went off to the left...so basically it was its hip meat an when i went back up there to see the deer a dog had drug it off to the other side of the road an was tryin to kill it an i could hear it cryin an everything but i couldnt do anythin bout it like shoot it or anythin cuz thats illegal...which is kinda stupid but whatever....umm yeah i guess thats my night

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