Friday, January 26, 2007
The week couldn't get any worse.
Now I'm pissed off at BOTH A and B.
Well, mostly B, actually.
But BOTH of them pissed me off.
A did something unforgivable - something that I'll never be able to forgive.
Both A and B did something else that I will never -ever- be able to forgive.
I am restraining myself from calling them worse names than 'idiots' because it'll be a whole bloody mess to clean up if they ever find out my true feelings.
I mean, they just went off on their own, without me... As if I didn't exist.
That's exactly how I've been treated.
Once they meet up with their friends from outside - those that I do not know - they totally ignored me. As if I am not as important as them. They didn't even bother to introduce me to them, or vice versa!
Isn't that just plain rude?
I thought that things between us would cool down. It's been a few days, and since they don't know that I'm mad at them, there wouldn't be any point in staying angry... BUT.
But I found out something that neither of them told me. It's quite an important thing - not life and death situation, but it's still pretty important. But it's something that I think I deserve to know.
I mean, all three of us were in on it together. Why didn't they tell me? I don't deserve to have as much fun as they do? It's not fair.
It's just not fair.
I know I'm being kind of emotional lately. Maybe it's because the O Level Results are coming out soon. The results will mean a lot; it decides our future. It certainly does.
I'm confused at the moment. Which school to go to, which course to take... I've got a lot of things on my mind. I'm not sure of anything any more.
I'm such a confused idiot.
I need some time to think things through.
This problem with my friends is certainly not welcome. It's a hindrance!
I don't know what to do anymore.