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Sunday, August 12, 2007

this would probably be the second time I've cried this month. it's a new record that I cried over what people -might- think about me.

Dustin is gone...forever now. I probably wont ever see him again. But what hurts the most was taht he left with a smile on his face. We're still friends, in fact he himself called me -his- best friend. so that's what hurts the most. I've never cried so much even over Sean. And It was just tonight that I realized that with Sean, I knew deep down that Sean didn't care worth shit about me, and he never will, so it was easy to get over him. But Dustin actually cares about me. He loves me. And now that he's probably moving (or atleast not going to the youth group anymore), the odds of seeing him again are down to zero. I just wish there was something more I could do other than pray.

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