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Friday, May 4, 2007
Losing my way
First things first, Stephanie said that it's okay. That's all she said. It seems like she doesnt really care about the situation which...makes me happy a little bit but scared too that she might spread it...well she knows that if she does that, she's risking her secret too, so that makes me feel safe...
Ella posted me a comment on myspace with some video. She told me to watch it...ALL of it (because I'm usually too busy to watch it all.) So I did. It was a music video about poor people...it didn't really make sense to me but that's Ella for you...
So I called Ella around that time (6:30 P.M.) and we just start...talking about some random stuff. I love talking to her. She always makes things intresting. It's also so awesome to be able to talk about how I really feel without fear of being judge...That's probably why I like talking to her. A quarter of our conversation was about Sean...
...And we were talking about like if Sean DOES recognize me and...stuff happens would I be on top or bottom? turns out I'm bottom...I must say I agree with her.(If you dont get it...ask one of your perverted friends.)
I asked her a question I ask myself everyday..."Sean torments me, crushes me, makes me cry EVERY week...so...why do I still love him?" and she awnsered that it was because I feel so protected about him. She took the words out of my mouth...I told her that I would seriously kill myself if it ment that Sean would be granted eternal bliss.
"So...you would kill yourself just so that Sean would be happy?"
"Well...yeah..."
"And he ignores you and crushes you...I'm sorry, Gale! but I must say that I hate that bastard!"
Can't wait until Saturday!
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