myOtaku.com: Tanuki Bandit
Friday, July 27, 2007
I feel soooooooo completely loopy right now. XD
Yey for painkillers. x_X
Meh, I hate feeling utterly depressed though.
Everything hurts. XD My heart's aching, I twisted my ankle, my mouth is throbbing and I can barely take it even with the tons of painkillers, I've got a migraine since I couldn't eat before the dentists did their thing, and I've even got cramps to boot.
I don't even know what to do about my online love anymore though. ._.; I mean... We talked after the break up and I think we're back together... But the fact that she's kinda dropped off the face of the earth after leaving an odd message scares me. First of all I've been worried about her safety....but I don't even know if she can stand me anymore. XD Let alone the fact that I had a nervous breakdown this morning because I get so scared of needles and the IV they had to use to sedate me (I was shaking/sobbing so hard when they attached me to all the machines in the office I shook the chair. XD I would have been laughing had I not been freaking out.) and all I wanted was for her....hell...anyone... to give me a hug and reassure me that it'd be ok.
._.; So... Yeah. I feel really alone now and it really sucks.
I'd be calling people but my mouth is still all swollen and I can't talk. XD That and I keep forgetting and bumping it somehow and making it bleed again. X__x;;;
So yeah... I'm pretty much hating life at the moment. XD
Oh, I did get pressured into a facebook. That has served to distract me a little. I just don't know what pictures to put up.
So... Yeah. I'm off to play Diablo and try to distract myself.