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Tuesday, May 22, 2007


Things.
Aren't looking happy. o__o

-My own heart is having spazzy problems... I don't know if it's stress, depression, anxiety, whatever... Or if it's actually a problem. I went to the school nurse and she said "Go to the doctor. o_O Now." So yeah. >__>

-A really good friend of mine, Jeff (lives in Maryland) just called me to let me know that his surgery went ok... He had to have his gull-bladder-whatchamacallit taken out 'cause it was having problems and stuff and apparently they noticed that his heart wasn't doing so well, and it was affecting most of the rest of his body parts. x___@;;; So now he's talking transplant... And I'm reeeeeeeaaaaaaaally worried. Meh... I wish I could at least go visit him... Give the guy some support while he's stuck in the hospital eating nothing but ice and being told how his body is failing him. >___>

-My buddy from Germany seems mad/hurt that I stay up until 2-3 in the morning to talk to her, with no regard for my personal health or whatever... But since I wasn't going to school and I've been so stressed and having trouble breathing, being able to talk with her and feel relaxed and happy for once is the only thing that's actually done any good. x__@;;;

-My own feelings for two different people are starting to make me even sicker.... And having cramps, a stomach bug thingy, this heart thing, AND having emotional difficulties.... I swear one day my own mind is going to kill me.

-The Rube Goldberg project is due Thursday. I haven't done a single thing to help Jordan because I've been sick, and I've been feeling horribly guilty which isn't helping my physical state.

-My piano teacher won't answer her phone. I need to move my lesson back because of the project. *points up* And she's not the type of person to be nice.

...I think that's enough to rant about for now. x___@;;;

~Tanuki

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