Birthday 1992-08-03 Gender
Female Location Montreal Member Since 2006-11-18 Occupation Student Real Name Heidi
Achievements Awards in Visual Arts and Drama Anime Fan Since Ever since Pokemon came on :] Favorite Anime Very Hard to Choose Hobbies Painting, Drawing, Writing Poetry, Helping others. Talents Arts
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Current Mood: On Edge
Currently Reading: Comic Party -Another Round
I'm sorry for te absence, today I finally finished my Math Exam! Took longer than I expected, but it's done now, I'll use tomorrow to look over it.
I'm sorry that I keep on ranting on and on about James, but I promise this will be the last after tomorrow, for a long time x3; I didn't see him at all today, other than in the morning and at the end of the day. However, in the morning when I saw him, my friend kept on elbowing me saying "Hey look! It's James!" "Why don't you go talk to him?!" REALLY LOUD, my face turned into a tomato...and after school he was in the Music room, he had just finished up with his guitar, yeah, and that's about it...My friend is going to get his picture and she's going to give me a copy ^///^ (I feel like a stalker ^^;)
Tomorrow is my last day of school, it should be fun...I hope, my friends want me to skip school with them, I feel kind of bad if i do that though (where is my sense of adventure >D ) So that we could go to China Town for the entire day (China Town gets really boring after an hour or two...) So I'll think about that.
Today in Biology, we watched a documentary on "Body World" an exhibit that shows real corpse as art form and is also educational! It found it kind of disturbing to see how they prepared the bodies, And even children. There one here in Montreal, I might visit but...I don't know xD
Minn and Haylie Yun are leaving to go back to Korea! I'm so depressed, the were really good friends...so I'm going out to buy them a gift later on before they leave, and I'm making them keep a little piece of Canada with them back to Korea xD
Minn is going to America (she's going to New Hampshire) I'm going to miss both of them so much Dx
I'm sorry I don't have much to say....but um, yeah...that's it ^^;
Current Mood: Happy
Current Post Time: 9:59pm
Is Currently: Dead
Thank you so much for all your comments, I really appriciate it!
Aww, Kelsey, you are too amazing! Soo much better than me [Hugs] so don't you ever say your not good enough [Hugs] your a really great person, with many talents, one of them being able to help people out like no one else can, and that's because you have a very kind and understanding soul. Not everyone is like that, so you should be proud [Hugs]
FalseDelusion to answer a question you asked in my guestbook, unfourtunatly no, the picture in my webcam on DeviantART is not me, it's Kanon from AN Cafe (who is a guy) dosn't he have amazing hair?! I want amazing hair! But no, it has to be strait and layered T_T
Also, I'd like to thank you for your advice on the picture of mine, advice is always welcome, even if it's negative/constructive critisim.
Today we continuted our Math exam, the teacher was reading out a question and then he started writing something on the board whilst laughing...he gave us the steps we had to do to figure out the question! He says “He has never done this before, but he feels that the Ministry of Education hasn't made a fair math exam.” It, kind of made me feel bad, like I was cheating...
Half of the stuff on the Exam, we didn't cover, or just briefly discussed.
Good News! I now have 200 guestbook entries I'm so happy ^_^ so I thank you all who have signed my guestbook! I love you all to bits! I look at other people's guestbook, and some of them have like 56 pages of entires O_O; it kind of scares me.
I'm on my laptop right now, I kind of hate it...it has Windows Vista on it. Vista sucks [Laughs] It is the SLOWEST OPERATIONG SYSTEM EVER! Do you have any idea how long it takes me to even turn on the stupid computer? Let alone open a while without it say (Not Responding) [Cries] and the thing that gets me is, I don't have many programs on this thing. The internet, and windows media player?...that's it.
Oh yes, time to make Mizuki Chan blush! Today at lunch, I went over to the near by park with my friends to have luch. I saw...ugh, I might as well tell you his name, I mean it's not like you know him right?! I saw James, my crush [Blushes]. We walked up to the top of te hill and sat at the benches and ate. His group came up and sat right next to us (at this point I was blushing like crazy xD)
He's so cute~ he's like adorable and cute, and he has such a nice “emo” hair cute ^///^ my friends always try to tell him, so it kind of looks weird. Once they tried pushing me into him...and another time they kept on yelling out his name “James!” “James!” I don't know why I won't approch him. Am I to shy? Or do I not want to be his girlfriend, but only want him as a firend? I confuse myself x]
I gave him a code name...for some reason it's “dog” ha ha! My friend Sora came up with that, she's so crazy! I love her xD Miss Sora Park!
I don't have much else to say, other than apologize that I can't be on to comment everyone.
I'm sorry you guys! You know that right?
I was at my stupid computer desk all day! I was bust working on my second blog site Elusive-Rhapsodyit's still under construction.. it's actually turned out pretty good, I'm really pleased with the turnout [Nods] I have a really cute layout there!
You also might have noticed that I changed the layout of my MyOtaku site ^^; it's been a long time since I had a layout like this on MyO so the coding might be a little odd, like where the comments are. I'm sorry but the comment link is in the Navigation bar? If anyone can help me with this please leave a comment or PM me please heh heh. The layout features the group Antique Cafe my personal favorites are Kanon and Bou (Bou left AN Cafe though TT_TT)
Again, I feel even worse for now having time to visit you guys! Your all wonderful friends and I'm glad to have met all of you! You guys mke me feel so special I <3 all of you!
Iv'e been working on a devinat for the past few days, here is a screen capture; please tell me which looks best (the only diffrence is the nose colour...black or peach?)
You all left such wonderful and supportive comments in my last post, so I just wanted to thank you for that ^_^ all o my friends Online or Off make me feel so good!
Ugh...I don't really have much to say I'm sorry [Pouts]so how about some questions?
1) What are your top 3 "hangouts" on the internet?
2)Are you the owner to any other sites?
3)What type of music would you destroy, to never be heard again?
Current Mood: Depressed
Currently: Dying from heat
Is Trying to: Come to terms with her crazy old self?
Quote of the Week: "Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing."
Guys! Please forgive me, I'm feeling rather depressed and I have been for the past week. I don't know what has come over me but I'm feeling so low, I wanna....scream?
And after that tear emotion apart, if that even makes sense. Heh heh, I'm so...weird.
I also feel very stressed, with exams and what not. I feel awful for rarely ever updating and actually visiting you guys. I'm a horrible friend, aren't I? Don't lie, just say it.
The STM is on another strike again this year, so every Wednesday I have to walk home -_-;
The only run on peak hours of the day, so when exams come around I'll be walking everyday...stupid STM.
I'm sorry I haven't visited any of you, I rally can't..though-
I'm very busy, and I-I don't know to tell you the truth. I'm so caught up in my studies my head is all messed up.
I made a fool of myself today, well, not really.
I was talking to one of my good friends (who just happens not to be in the same class.) Yeah, so there's this guy in her class..that's..um [Blushes] yeah, you get the picture.
Anyway, I get for some reason extremely klutzy around him for some reason...(even more than I already am)
As I was going back to my class before the bell, I bashed right into him xD ha ha! It's kind of funny, I started apologizing like there was no tomorrow...I don't think I've said "Sorry" that many times before x3 I was so red.....^///^
It's kind of weird though, my friend from my old school used to be his girlfriend...
Well, now I'm feeling really embarrassed and...
silly, I'll have to cut this post short..
Sorry! Current Mood: Stressed
Is Currently: Typing and studying like mad!
Currently listening: Techno
Ah! Gomen! [Hugs] I was gone again I'm so sorry! Iv'e....been studying so I won't be back for a while yet..soo...take care everyone! I'm really stressed! I'm sorry! [Hugs].
I'm sorry! I just checked the contest but the site is on hiatus so I don't know what's happening [Sweatdrop] but thank you all for the support guys! I love you! Also, a HUGe thanks goes out to LeKun! Your the best! When I get the results I'll have to give you a gift [Smiles.
So yeah, I have to go do my homework and study for Math (Bleh T___T)
Listening: My mad typing skills
Reading: Kingdom Hearts Manga (vol.1)
Eating: Air =D
Random Quote: "Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses."
Hello minna-san, how is everyone doing? I'm actually quite suprised that I got comments for yesterday's post! I thought that all of you removed me from your friends list a long time ago! You guys are the best[Huggles]!
I luff you to le Kun [Laughs],I loved reading your comments they all made me so happy ^^
Today, was okay, I guess >w< my math teacher is prepping us for the final exams, but I personally think he's a bad teacher, why? Well, for one all he does is talk about what he ate for dinner and sit on his ass and assign random pages in the text book for us to complete for “Homework” although, he never checks it, so no one really gets it done.
My friend Sora (from Korea) thinks that he is a horrible teacher, she always comes to me a complains about him [Giggle Snort] same thing goes for my friend Nigara (from China) there both exchange students. Sora is staying here in Montreal for 5 years (till 1st year CEGEP) and Nigara only until Sec .4 TT_TT she has to go to Toronto for Sec .5 which makes me sad [Pouts].
You know what else makes me sad? My friends Minn and Rachel are going back to Korea this summer! My friend Minn is going to the United States for grade 10 after summer vacation in Korea. I'm going to buy them gifts and I'm going to make sure we take lots of pictures before te year ends!
I'm going to miss them both so much [Crying].
Oh dear, have I been hooked on DeviantART, I have a grand total of 13 deviantions xD I suck! I should bring in more deviations during Summer Vacation eh? I have like, 33 people watching me which also makes me sad.
OMG, it's like I have nothing to talk about with you guys, even after having to be away for like a month O_o?
Well um, I got really depressed in March, my parents started calling me useless and a bunch of sh*t like that, I “failed” math, because apperantly if I get anything under 80% I'm a huge failure! They kept on saying that I was going to drop out or whatever. Pfft, they get my so angry! Like I would ever drop out! I don't know why they always say these things to me, it's like they hate me or something! Am I really that shameful? I really sick and tired of getting slapped in the face with a bunch of self depreciating comments, honestly, I don't know what to think of them anymore. Are they trying to help me? Are they just worried about me? Or do they just...simply...hate me? Ugh, whatever, it's nothing important right ^^;
Now, to pass the time, some random questions!
1)What is your take on life? Why do you think we live and die?
2)What is your favorite Song, and who is your favorite artist?
3)How many languages can you speak fluently, and what are they?
4)Do you hate me :3
5)What is the one thing you want to be good at, but find yourself lacking
Okies, enjoy thoes questions below are my answers kk's?
1)Well, to me it's very unclear, I have yet to find a “true” meaning to life it's self. I often question myslef on this subject, because I really have no idea, my ideas change as time goes by. The way I precive things change to. So, this I cannot answer, I'm sorry ^^;;
2)Oh noes D: i can't say, but at the momment I really like the song “4 words to choke upon” by Bullet for my Valentine
3)2-English and French
4)Um,i can't answer that...I'm me...but do I hate myself? Well, that's another story ;D
5)Math DX I'm horrible at math! I wish I was good at math x]
Well take care everyone [Waves]
[EDIT]: Thank you so much Le Kun for the "advertisment" ( I don't really knwo what to call it) and thanks Shizuka for the vote ^^
OMG! GUESS WHO'S BACK?
Listening to: Bullet for my Valentine
Reading: Angels and Demons
I can't believe it either, I convinced my parents to let me back on Myotaku! I'm so happy right now [Hugs] you have no idea how much I missed you guys, I'm just so delighted I can be with you guys again!
While I was in my "absence" (lets just call it that) I got 3 wonderful e-mails from three wonderful friends on myotaku [Smiles], so I thank you guys bunchies for them, thankyou Angel Zakuro, LeKun, and E.n.D.l.E.s.S! Thank you so much [Hugs]
So, what have you guys been up to?
I have finals coming up, I think I told Kelsey about the 6 hour exam I have for math >/\< I hate math!
It's horrile [Laughs] but I'm just so happy to be back ^^
Um, I'm just making a short update just to tell you that, yes, I am alive, and I'm sorry...
I might not be able to come back on MyOtaku, this is not by choice. My Parents don't like the fact that I have an account and am sharing personal information on the internet....so there going to block the site some time soon [Hugs] I'm going to miss you guys soooo much!!