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Saturday, July 3, 2004


   If I could draw what I saw in my mind...I'd draw you my heaven....But now, my hands are too stained with tears to draw anything...
Hey guys....I guess a lot happened today, but what I want to say is that I got some doughnuts jus for me and some KFC chicken ^^; But the day wasn't that good. First of all last night was pretty bad after I got off the compi....it was around 11:45pm and my mom was jus arguing with me, and what she tells me dad, lie or the truth, he believes her most of the time and she got my dad to get in it too. Nothing serious, jus that they were talking about my "health" and then why I spend so much time on the computer.

I'm glad I'm not gonna be telling anyone what went through my head last night, but trust me, it was pretty crazy...really stupid things and the voices came back. That whole situation and thinking about it kept me up pretty late. I'm glad they're concerned about my health but...argh >.< the whole thing is jus too hard to explain and I think I'll end it there.

But lucky me I guess, something came up this morning which got my mom happy and she isn't mad at me anymore at the moment, stupid health problems ~_~. Anywayz....gosh she was about to take me to hospital cuz of that lil thing--it wasn't that much of a big deal for me, but if it's something to get them off that subject and leave me alone a bit...I'm happy...yea. And also, last night I decided that over the summer break I'm gonna jus be drawing what I can and if I can get this pic drawn that came to my mind. Jus something for me to do and blow off some steam.

Okie dokie...but I feel sick now....I haven't had a nice night's sleep in...a while. I can't help it, I'd like to go to sleep a bit earlier and all, but every night I finally get some shut-eye either 3 something or around 4 in the morning. It's a great thing I don't have school at the moment or else I'd really be falling asleep in class, but I end up getting a head ache in the middle of the night and then a head ache when I wake up.

Oh, I'm sorry I made you guys read through all of this ^^; I wasn't expecting to type up this much -.-' Well I'll try to close it here. Uhm....well Thanx for reading and buh bye guys! Tomorrow's Independence Day, so happy early 4th of July for those who celebrate it ^^; and guys, take my advice....don't throw fire crackers into a fish tank full of water...it won't defuse I would know ~_~ daddy got bored and thought it'd defuse once it got into the water....we all heard this funny lil ::pop:: noise and all laughed cuz it sounded funny...but then 2 seconds later our fishy tank broke O.O But don't worry, no fishies were in there and it was out in our backyard ^_^ It's gonna be another rainy fourth of July this year though. Too bad we won't make it over to the Pier downtown T_T...I'm too good for those singers anywayz, don't need to see them XD

Thank you guys so much for reading and I'll try to get to as many pags as I can tonight and well...I'll have to find out what's up with Inuyasha and Wolf's Rain. Oh, and something funny...while on our way home from this fireworks place we passed a building that said:

Social Security Association

And then I bursted out with, "Hey, backwards the first letters spell: A.S.S!!!" LMAO!!!! (no I didn't say L..M..A...O..that's jus describing what I did -.-

Ok I think that's all...I hope...(Sorry if most of the post didn't make sense...I can't think straight today, but when do I ever?)...well bye guys! ^_^..OH NO!! Hiccups!! WAHHH!! I don't deserve this!!!!

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