im guessing im not completely screwed by bills and all that crap. I am not completely sure how we are pulling thru but some how we are pulling it but still i feel a little uneasy
well i feel every thing slipping away from me now. i may not have internet any more soon. cuz things just not getting paid. my mom already plans to move to my g ma's house in fact there's boxes in her room. and the cpu that my g ma's has is run by dial up and it will take forever to load it just drives me crazy. if only dad knew how to pay the bills other than other stuff he does...
nothing is really going on today. all i did was have a friend come over and he brought his laptop. (luck bastard) anyways he also has games on it like Counter Strike. it is friggen sweet lol.i was thinking about getting it for my cpu but as crazy as my cpu can be at times i having second thoughts...
well its 7 in the morning and i just got ready for school. and now my dad realize he has a flat tire.... well heck i should tell him that im not feeling all to well any way. and it would probably take him too much time to get air in his tire from a friend. so i may not be able to go to school...
Dammit all! i having all these bull shit moments again! ok my new gf is a fucking ..... ! she broke up with me telling me that she loves me so deeply......... if she really fucking loved me she would of stayed with me!!!! why is it every time i find the girl that loves me and it never turns out to be true....... i just dont understand girls n e more.... but dont worry i wont step down to the level of wrist cutting no offense for the ppl that does do that.... now i feel sick.... even fucking better. as you can see i dont take break ups to well. i knew that i shouldnt of gone back out with her the first time she did it. oh yeah i didnt mention that the first time! this isnt the first time she has ever done this to me.... FUCK!
well it's 6 in the friggen morning so i decided to hop up on here. doesnt seem like there is anything on the internet now lol. well except some youtube videos. youtube is like my personal tv lol. speaking of youtube:
omg thank god for my uncle for being a cpu wiz lol he fixed the cpu and gave it a new antivirus software! so now i dont have to get a damn job XD. only problem is now every thing looks a little smaller i'll fix that later.... better yet nah dont wanna screw any thing else up. but still i hope this will be the last of my friggin cpu problems.
