Monday, July 7, 2008

life sucks
yes, yes it does. My mom was found ealier, she was beaten and attacked, doctors said she lost quite a bit of blood, they dunno if she'll make it. Just what my family really needs, we've lost way too many family members as it is. My dad showed up yesterday afternoon, says that if mom don't make it we'll have ta go live with him, which sucks, cuz i don't really like my dad. like i really wanna go live with him and his hooker wife.

my sisters have been major pains in the butt, askin me about things they shouldn't know till their older, stuff older brothers shouldn't be the ones to tell them about. i just wanna strangle em, but that would get me in a lot of trouble.

My ankle's been feelin better, doctor says it shouldn't be more than two weeks before its completely healed.

I'm bout five seconds from strangling my dumbass twin, he will not shut up bout his girlfriend, its makin me crazy. And when he does shut up i can still him hear in my mind, i curse my stupid twin telepathy.

I guess i don't got much ta say, i gotta get off and go see my mom at the hospital.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

blarg
My ankle's been killin me, and my dumbass brothers won't let me do shit, so i've been up in my attic watchin tv, readin manga, and eatin ice cream. Seth went home, said he was worried bout his kids.

My mom's been out for awhile now, i'm gettin a bit worried bout her, she's never been gone for more than a night, but i haven't seen her since thursday night when she left for the bar. I talked ta my dad and he said he was coming down as soon as he could, i really don't give a damn that my mom's been gone, but she is my mother and i do worry bout her.
Vicious, Gemini, Yatsu, Jay, and Shay are out lookin for her, so far no luck. I hope she hasn't been killed or anything.

I talked ta Saora, she's been busy tutorin her neighbors' daughter and learning German. She's sad cuz she hasn't gotten ta see Asami in a little over a month. I feel bad for her.

I wish my ankle wasn't broken, i hate bein cooped up in my house. Emily's been comin over everyday ta help out, she takes care of the girls for me.

Well i ain't got much to do or say, so i s'pose i'll go watch tv or eat or sumin, hell i dunno.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

yep...
i slept well, course somehow i fell off of meh bed and out of my attic... i think i might just go sleep in the basement with Ren and Roy, its not so dangerous down there... course there is a secret passageway with some weird dude livin in it.

Seth's helpin my sisters... they just love him, thank god for that, otherwise i'd be the one helpin em. I really wanna kill my sister Ru, she's only eight and she came down yesterday wearin my mom's clothes, very nasty clothes little girls shouldn't wear. She reminds me of Kira...

Yatsu went ta Lizzie's house, so i'm not bein bugged my dumbass twin, i just recently found out he was my twin, we were going through medical records and everything my mom threw at us, and yeah. i has way too many siblings, its horrible.

I should probably go and help Ren and Roy get that weird dude outta the basement, so yeah...

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

wishin i was asleep
but i'm not... didn't sleep good cuz of my ankle, Yatsu suggested knocking me out, so i knocked him out, for a twin he is really annoying. I still find it so hard to believe he's my twin...

Seth's a little sad cuz today's his older sister's birthday but she died awhile ago, along with her husband and five year old daughter, leaving her two week old son alone, Seth signed some papers agreeing to if anything happened to his sister and her husband he would get the kids, so that's how he got one of his sons... he found the other one and after awhile when no one claimed it he adopted it. They're both cute little babies. Seth's a bit older than me and he has two kids.
He's been a real help, he helps me around the house and whatnot, he's a good guy. Just most people don't know that, they atomatically think he's a freak and everything. At school i always had to beat the dumbass jocks up for him, (not to mention for my brothers too).

i'm sleepy so i think i'll go crawl to my attic and fall asleep.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

stupid frigin door
well i wasn't payin attention last night and i left my attic door open (its in the floor) and i fell straight through, broke my frigin ankle. I spent all of last night and most of this morning at the hospital. Yatsu keeps laughin at me, so i pushed him down my door when i got home, its not very nice, but he didn't get hurt (Sadly).

Emily and Elizabeth are on vacation, which sucks. Vicious is staying with us cuz Audra's hiding somewhere in their apartment and he's afraid she'll jump out and attack him. i think she just enjoys scarin the crap outta him, no one else can. For cryin out loud the guy's name is Vicious!

My fried Saora's birthday is only a month or two away, if i get a job soon i wanna get her this necklace with this dude from her favorite band on it, she's been wantin it for a long time now, and she's been workin her ass off savin money (she don't got much saved).

I'm extremely tired but happy, my friend Seth came ta visit, he needed a vacation away from his husband and kids... one of his sons tries to eat himself on a daily basis. I haven't seen Seth is awhile, he used to live just down the block from me... I'm glad he moved, when he lived in my town he got jumped a lot, once when he was thirteen by some gang, then when he was sixteen by some guys from our school...

My ankle is killin me, Ren, Roy, Gemini, and Jay (the quadruplets) had ta pin me down at the hospital and had to just an hour ago to put some ice on it, my ankle hurts like hell, i really don't wanna no one touchin it.

I think i'll go take a nap or push Yatsu outta my bedroom, i really dunno...

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Monday, June 9, 2008

   yeah....
i'm extremely tired... Kira's stupid friends kept callin me cell last night asking where she is, i will kill her for givin those people my number. Kira hasn't been around for awhile, still livin with our retarded dad and his hooker wife. I don't really care, but her twin does... yeah Kira has a twin, his name's Shay, he's a really good kid, better than his twin.

I hung out with my girlfriend Emily yesterday, she brought over her anime DVDs, purpossly forgettin ta tell they were yaoi before we watched em... not sumin i really enjoy watchin. I ain't got notin against gay guys, two of my best friends are gay and they got married, and they have two kids. i miss them... they moved to a bigger house in the country, i rarely talk ta em anymore.

Since movin back with my rents i ran into meh old friend Satoshi, we grew up together but he moved and his mum never really let us hang out cuz to her i was on the wrong side of the tracks. She never liked me, but oh well i never liked her. Found out two of my old friends are dead, both O.D.'ed.... figures... but i wonder about my friend who's goal was to get hit by a train? i dunno, hope he ain't dead too. wow i hung out with a bunch of retards.

i think i'll go up to the attic and take a nap, the attic is my room, i like it up there, its fun pushin Yatsu out of it. hehehehehe

--Strawberry Miyavi--
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Monday, April 21, 2008

blahdie blah blah
Well haven't done much, i'm startin ta pass math. and I got grounded cuz I called Kira a bitch, but because my little brother Gemini (yeah he happens to be my little brother, Ren and Roy's triplet) is a psychotic geunis i can still use the computer, when Gemini says sumin's gonna happen, it happens.

So tired... cuz I had ta babysit my sisters and none wanted ta go ta sleep. Vicious couldn't come help cuz he had Audra ta deal with, Gemini was too busy helpin his frined Jay, both geniuses... Ren and Roy were too busy spazzin out and Yastu was bein an ass... so much for bein meh twin, yeah I have a twin that I never knew about and it turns out to be my idiotic drummer. And meh girlfriend Emily was too busy laughin at me, but thank god my friend Lizzie helped out... she bribed them with cake!

Kira supposed to be comin out in a couple of days ta spend the summer with us... just what i need another brat ta babysit.

Ren, Roy, Gemini, Yatsu, and I moved back in with our 'rents, but we're still in London, the one i grew up in, i ain't so happy bein back in it. No one can break in to it, i can't even get in the front door the normal with out being barbiqued!

hmmmmm, ain't notin ta talk bout, so meh leavin.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i hate school
i'm failin math, my teachers don't help us at all...! they keep pressurin me, sayin i ain't gonna graduate, i won't get into a good school and i'll be a bum!!! I frigin hate this school. at my old school the teachers actually tried ta help. my granparents grounded me from tv, phone, playin my instruments, and friends, they can't ground me from the computer, seeing as i'm the one who bought the damn thing. I was late for school yesterday and didn't get my assignment to the teacher in time and now i have detintion for a month! and my teachers keep comparin me ta Vicious, cuz Vicious never gets bad grades!

i'm tryin ta write a novel just cuz i'm bored. haven't heard from my 'rents, but i got a letter from meh stepdad, (i was scared when i got it) he said he missed us... very disturbin ta me.

and people i should probably get off.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

very sore and tired...
I had ta help Vicious move into his new apartment, he and his girlfriend Audra are gettin married and she's gonna have a kid, i'll be an uncle, again... i had a big brother and he had a daughter but they dead... Vicious is actually my brother, i have way too many siblings, sixteen siblings is bad! i swear my parents are rabbits....

and i got a job, it's called cleaning Vicious' apartment while he's at work... i'm startin ta want ta kill him.

Kira is grounded, which in our family grounded is just like prison, no phone calls, no nothing. i've wrote a few songs, one for each of my little sisters and one for my little brother.

guess i'm gonna take a nap, maybe play a video game. bye.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

hi
I'm watchin music videos and kid rock's got a good vid, and i don't like this dude. i'm just really bored, haven't talked ta Kira lately, oh well not that i care... she's got her own life and i got mine. gran and graps went out of town for awhile leavin me in charge, awesome, i'm the boss of Ren and Roy! nah, i ain't gonna boss em around unless they try ta steal my couch then they gonna die.

i talked my sisters on the phone today, they seem to be doin good, i miss them a lot. man... sometimes i miss home... i'm startin ta miss that horrid home...

Vicious and Gemini passed out on the floor, they were wrestling, over a doughnut... -_-'' no one won cuz my cat ate it. those two worry me so very much. any way i'm gonna get back to the music vids, maube not i don't wanna watch them now evil people are on... gonna go ta bed... so later.

--Strawberry Miyavi--

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