Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   >_<;

I am so done for. Seriously. I have only half of my java project done, and I have no idea how to do the other half. And it's due Thursday. So right now, all my hope rests on my friend who'd gotten the same project as I did. He should have an inkling on how to do it. And another thing that irks me the most is that I can't download the application. I'vbe tried, but I can't download JCreator. Oh well. Still, the Chinese New Year break was great. Happy New Year! ^^ Gong xi fa cai, sin yen quai le! ^^ I got in touch with my Chinese roots, and got to learn some Chinese phrases. ^^ And I got hongbao: MoNeY!!! ^^ Yay... I'm not broke anymore. More manga for me... or not. Most probably, all this money will go to the bank. On a good note: FMA's third ending Motherland is so good! ^^ I'm hooked to that song now. And I only have three more episodes of FMA to go. EdRoy is the pairing I'm hooked to reading now, too. Fluffy fanfics are the best. ^^ And I just watched CCS the movie: the second one where Sakura and Syaoran danced in the play... so kawaii!!! ^^ But the sad thing was that the whole show was in Mandarin, and I couldn't understand a word of it! And it didn't have English subtitles. It was dual sound, which means that if my tv had the function, I could watch it in Japanese, but alas, my tv doesn't. So in the end, I watched the show as it is. But it wasn't too bad, since I'd already watched it before with English subs, and I gushed at the kawaii parts. ^^ Yes, I'm hyper, now. ^^ Please pardon me. lol. Back to doing my reports. ugh. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

   This sucks.

I am on the verge of breaking down into tears because of my java project. I have no idea how to do it, and the submission date's coming up, and this project constitutes 40% of my total grade! It's a core subject, and if I fail this thing, I'll have to retake it again, and it'll affect my GPA! I'm screwed. I seriously need help, but no one can help me! -_-; Then, I have this oral presentation for my Sociology. Although it's really unfair that I have to present it this coming tuesday while all the other groups are presenting two weeks after that, I am more concerned about my group's performance for this. My group members never even bothered to come for the meeting. There are seven of us in the group, and only four of us were there: one guy was sick, one girl had to participate in a school activity, and the other guy was painting his house, so he couldn't come. What kind of group is this? Just because we got an A for the essay (written by yours truly; I'm so proud of myself) we don't need to put in a effort for our presentation? Jeez! But I guess it'll all turn out alright. I hope. Still, my biggest concern is my Java Programming project. Oh well. I will survive. All the best, minna. Take care, and may God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

   WAHAHA!!!

YES!!! I'm so happy right now, because I've already finished both my bio essay and my presentation! ^^ I DID IT!!! :cheers: I did my essay in about five hours, and my presentation in three hours. I am so proud of myself. I found my mood, and I'm on a roll! But now, it's time to get off the computer, I've been on it long enough. And that means no surfing for me. -_-; But that isn't so bad. School comes first. So... quick update. Tests are coming and final exams are in three weeks. So, I wish you all luck, and wish me luck, too. All the best! Take care, God Bless. PS: Anyone here java-literate? I need some help in my java project. ^^; ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

   Eid-ul Adha

It's the Eid today! Eid-ul Adha, the festival of sacrifice. ^^ Ate this glutinous rice thingy called pulut that my mum cooked. Really yummy, one of my favourite dishes. ^^ Went to my grandparents', got $40 from my granddad and $15 from my granddad's friend. ^^ And to think I was already broke yesterday. lol. The run was so bloody irritating! We were supposed to run at least three rounds, and I ran the first two rounds, and the last was more like a power walk. So I only got two sticks instead of three. You get a stick for every round you run. I feel so ashamed... I can't run 1.2km to save my life. All my friends ran at least three rounds, and some even ten! And so, now I have even more projects to complete, including two oral presentations. GYAAH! I've never did a formal oral presentation before! :takes a deep breath: I will survive! ^^; Have a good day, minna. Take care, God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   zZzZzZz

I'm tired. What is it with school? It's only the second day of school, and I'm already tired. How am I going to survive..?! I need sleep! I've just handed in my Sociology essay. It was supposed to have not more than 2000 words, but when I finished writing it, I had 2171 words. And after my teacher had read through the draft, she said to keep it within 2000 words, or else marks will be deducted. So I had to edit the whole bloody essay. And I still have a Biomedical Fundamentals essay to hand in. Luckily, it's due date is next week. But lately, it's been project this, project that, project, project, project! And my Java hasn't even been started! :scream: NOOOOOO~!!! Well, this friday, my classmates and I have been assigned to run with Dr William Tan, who wants to set a world record of a 24 hour hand cycling. He's disabled, and he was the first man to ever run a marathon in a wheelchair in Antartica. So he's doing this record in my school, and we have to support him. So I'll have to run and miss classes. But I don't run! I think I'll just walk for one kilometre. lol. I just don't like running. Ah, I need to complete my projects now... all the best! Take care, and May God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Friday, December 30, 2005

   Happy New Year~!

Happy New Year everyone! Although it's tomorrow, I'm posting earlier. Newsflash: my assignments aren't completed. I'm half-way done with my biofund and sociolgy, but my java and english haven't been touched. -_-; Procranstinating again... On a happy note, I just found out yesterday that they're showing Full Metal Alchemist and Mythical Detective Loki! ^^ I'm so happy! I just hope that there will be english subtitles. Wheee~! I'm so happy! My ex-science teacher had given birth to a baby girl last week. ^^ My teacher kept saying that we (her students) had won, because the baby is a girl... I was in an all girls school, see. My friends are going to visit her today...^^ I'm going, too. I hope. See, my Daddy's friend's daughter id getting married today. And of course, I'll have to go. So I might not get to go with my friends. -_-; Oh well, maybe I can force my Mum to go to the wedding early and I'll leave in time to meet my friends. Hmm.. that's a good idea! lol. Well, my resolution this New Year is to procrastinate less. But knowing me, it won't happen. lol. Best wishes, minna! Take care, God Bless. Happy Holidays! ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Monday, December 26, 2005

   Ahh... home sweet home...

Man... I am tired... slept after one yesterday... my sister just came back. Whew, was everyone relieved. There were a lot of problems, and almost everyone on the trip got sick. The girls only! And it was a puzzling thing... why was it that only the girls got sick? Why didn't the boys get sick? There was vomitting, diarrhea, dizziness, according to my sister... food poisoning? Whichever it is, we were waiting for the kids to get out of the baggage claim area... you know, the revloving conveyer belt thingy where your bags all come out of the hole in the wall... and they didn't come out. We waited for quite a while... which led me to wonder: does it really take that long to clear the Singapore customs when you're a Singaporean? :shakes head: Really! Still, all went well in the end... and my sister kept talking and talking all the way home about her experiences... -_-; Gah. As long as everyone's okay and happy. By the way, thanks for all your support! ^^ My sis was really touched. Have a Happy Xmas minna! And a Happy New Year! Though I'll have to get on my assignments before the New Year starts, or I'll get a zero! :sobs: I'm a procrastinator, but still a student who needs to maintain her grades. After that stupid killer test :kicks bloody Edevices down the drain: on which I had bluffed my way through half the questions, I really need to make up for it... -_-; :bangs head on table: So... I have to get started before the stupid barbeque tonight. And my sister wants to use the computer after beign deprived of it for a whole week. Imagine a week without the internet... or the tv, for that matter. :shudder: I'll get whiny and depressed. Have a great holidays, everyone. Take care, and stay safe. God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   -_-;

It's snowing! Wahaha... I'm a procrastinator, all right... I'm supposed to be studying my biochem, but look what I'm doing now... updating! :shakes head and tells self:'If you fail your tests and get a lower gpa because of that, I'll kill you!': Still, I'm feelinga little bit stressed out at my upcoming term tests... which is tomorrow... and I haven't even started yet... And my sister's flying out tomorrow, too, on a field trip. Luckily, my exam's in the afternoon. Whichever it is, I'm posting to say a Merry Christmas to everyone! And a Happy New Year! ^^ I'm off to study now... All the best, God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

   Problem...

Heya! I'm a good mood, because I'm listening to two great songs... D N Angel's opening True Light, and also Tsubasa Chronicle's insert song Tsubasa by FictionJunction Kaori which is in English... I love them~! If you want the song, pm me with your email address and I'll give them to you... ^^ I want to spread the love! Tsubasa the anime was totally great~! I'm only up to episode 16, but whoa, I was impressed at the graphics and the vocals... though the scenes move abit too slowly at times. ^^ I also got a new wallpaper... featuring Kira, Athrun ad Shinn... beautiful! ^^ I've got a problem I'm facing now at school, and isn't related to studies. It's got to do with relationships. See, this girlfriend of mine, S, is irritated at another girlfriend of mine M. S labels M a hypocrite, because M only sticks with me and S at certain times only... and always only when it comes to studies... and when it comes to leisure, M hangs out with the other girls. It's like when it comes to studying and all, M will stick to me and S, because we're the more studious and 'smarter' that the other girls, but later, say, during lunch, M'll go to the other girls and eat with them, who are 'less smarter and gets lower marks in exams'. Right now, I feel a strain on our relationship, the three of us. Sure, we hang out together sometimes, and act normally, but always M will somehow drift over to the other girls. I haven't got a problem with this, since me and S are quite tight, and we're content with each other. I've always been indifferent to these kind of things, my opinon is that to let people be. I have difficulty in trusting people, so I don't make commitments to too many people. And I also don't make comments verbally, I keep things that irritate me inside. I'd listen to S ranting about M's hypocrite acts because she's the type of person who needs to let things out. I've never encountered this kind of behaviour and feelings before, so I really have no idea what to do. To make things more complicated, M doesn't realise that her actions are creating a tension between her and S. I've been honour-bound not to say anything to M, so I won't, also because I wouldn't know what to say... I'm awkard in this kind of situations... I've never trusted people wholly. At first, I didn't want to aggravate the situation, so I'd ignored this, thinking that it's a one time thing. But it's been recurring more often now, and I can't simply just tell S to let go. She isn't that kind of person. I've learned to let go and let people be, but since people usually influence how you think, I've had, at certain times, feelings of resentment and it's making me uncomfortable. I don't wish to bring this matter up at all with either M, S, or any of my friends. So I'm asking for your advice. What do you think? I've succumbed to posting weekly, so expect that for the next few weeks. ^^ All the best, minna, God Bless. I support TezuRyo! ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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Sunday, December 4, 2005

   Hey...

Heya! Had a good weekend. ^^ Still, I've got three quizzes this week, and and I haven't actually studied for them. Okay... I've skimmed through my notes, and that's why I'm on the computer. -_-; I'm really a procrastinator! Yesterday, I had a talk like thingy which was called a NE forum. It's compulsory for all students to attend at least two NE forums over the three years in school. -_-; Why must we attend this thing, anyway? I mean, we sat in the Convention Centre for two hours, half-listening to a talk about how the world's population is increasing and we need to reduce energy consumption, yada yada yada... It was a complete waste of time. Geez! I saw most people either have headphones on, playing handphone games, or actually studying! I was one of those, of course, or at least, I tried to. I finished the first few pages. And I still ahve a lot more to go. But after that, since I was feeling a little bored, and was in a mood to go out, I decided to go and meet my long time best friend Ami. We ate KFC's Cheese Fries (Oh, I absolutely LOVE those!) and went window shopping! I just wanted to hang out for a bit, and didn't spend anything, on the account of only having two dollars in my wallet after the Cheese Fries. So we went to a used book store, and I was amazed at the amount of books there! And I found several books that I had been after for so long. Didn't have any money, though... -_-; And one thing I found out was that Star Wars the New Jedi Order series has a sequel! I was so estatic at that that I went to try and find the book at the library, but to no avail. I guess it isn't available yet. This morning, I really really wanted to watch GSD because it's the episode where Athrun was wallowing in self-pity, but I didn't get to watch in the end even though I was at home. See, I had to go and attend a distant cousin's wedding, and my Mum was rushing us and my friend called to ask a Biochem question and I was in a total confusion (I was multitasking: Putting my wallet in my handbag, trying to find my notes to bring on the trip, my Mum was yelling at us to move, and I was trying to answer my friend's queries) that I missed the part that I had really intended to watch, and the tv was right in front of me! -_-; The food at the wedding was great though! I'm not really coherent today, I think. -_-; My sentences are all jumbled up and my grammar isn't perfect. Ah, well. -_-; But I have an english quiz on Wednesday... Gotta go. All the best, minna... Take care, and May God Bless. ^*^*^*^*^ I will not allow mediocrity. God Bless.

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