Monday, February 12, 2007

   sleepy
The past couple of days have meant 2 things, sickness and pain. Today I was sleepy, tonight I will sleep and in the morning I'll work, but I'll be sure to sleep as deep as I can. This always puts me in a sort of sleepy mood, so here it is for you all. Good night.



Bonus! Here's a quiz too, I find it surprising, but rin probably wouldn't, am I really melting this much?

Whats inside your soul? Boys and Girls (PICS)

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think; just analyze them to see what they think.Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. Because you are a focused person that does things when they are need to be done. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously. You believe in joyful moments an perhaps a bit wild. You seem really nice, we should be friends. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

   not much...
so here, for you rin. for everyone else, nothing happened today, I feel sick... but anyway, no quiz today, only a video for rin.


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Thursday, February 8, 2007

   Nothing
Nothing at all was accomplished today other than sleeping in. If that is an accomplishment to you, reader, then good for you, go sleep now.
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

   simple
No frills today. plain post only. I had a rough day, much stress, no rin, no comfort, and about 3 hours of sleep. now it's late and I'm posting to be consistent only. good night.
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Monday, February 5, 2007

   I wish, I could...live a litlle more...
Somedays, when life grinds down, I feel awful, and I get all depressed. I think about what I need. More often than not, these days come when I am alone, and left with my thoughts. Here is the song that probably sums up what I feel when Rin leaves my side, if for a few minutes, I still feel it.


As per usual, here's a quiz, since I'm in the mood...

What Color Rose Are You? (beautiful pix)

***You are a red rose***You are romantic and dramatic and maybe even a smidgen self absorbed. sign your most like-Aries or capircorn Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I do know full well there are sparklies, I am well aware, but quizilla is becoming more and more female oriented these days and well, I have come to terms with it.
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

Late night
To continue my thoughts from earlier, I feel like I'm facing an uncertain future, which would force me down a path I couldn't be sure of. Who knows where I'll go from here? Like being pulled from the small kiddie section of the pool through to the deeper wider more lonely parts, passing over and under various waterfalls. I just feel strange that I seem to be the only one I know suffering from this, zell is treating it as though he earned a vacation of sorts, and he now works for a civilian company for a living. Still has the same attitude though.

Alas, I must sing to keep up things, does anyone remember this song? I remember it being one of my favorites. So hopefully youtube is going to work here.


Here's a quiz for all you people who love them so...

Which fantasy class are you?

Greatknight-You are usually stern, but friendly. Honor and Courage are important to you, but sometimes you can get a little homesick. You are just kind of a well-rounded person. In battle, you are in the thick of the action, usuing your heavy weaponry to smash through the enemy. Your favorite weapon is the broadsword.
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Yes, I do know the picture is female, however great knights are of both genders...
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Friday, February 2, 2007

   Lazy Advanced Education Days...
I've been drifting since graduating... Been a weird few months. Rin gets to graduate this year, wonder if she'll miss it as much as I do when it's over. It is the fact that you leave a place you've spent so much of your life in, and you know that you can never ever go back to that place and have it be the way it used to be with all the people who were so familiar and all the instructors who gave valuable lessons. It is moving up, but the scattering and destruction of what was the class of 06 really hurts, in some small way I felt I'd be with these people forever, despite knowing that forever ended after four years. Perhaps its my ease of attatchment that has had me avoiding people most of my life, perhaps I should change. Ellone, Elle, she would want me to, but could I? I don't know... Until then, this really hurts and it doesn't go away.

~Squall
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   Rin's still gone...
and I'm staying up late, having really shitty days, and overall not doing well. Life stinks, perhaps thats why I got this result on the following quiz:

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??

Hades
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I do tend to be judgemental, because it pisses me off to see people getting away with things. That and I want to see justice given to all people, especially those who are ignored or forgotten, like me...

~Squall...
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Friday, June 23, 2006

Opinions...
I still miss my rin... But I'll deal with it. Life goes on and every passing day is another day closer to the one she comes back.
In other news, for the 2 people who read this, I'd like your opinion on the following: Should I post one music video on my profile, or should I post one in one of my posts so that when that post rolls over I can post a new video, which would probably result in 2 new videos a month or so.
If you understand what I mean, I'd like your input. Now here's a quiz!

How do people see you?

An Idle-you are the person every one looks up too and wishes they could be...you have the brains and the looks but dont ever brag about them.
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I know, it's a bit androgynous, but people always refer to me as bishie, so....

~Squall
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   Rin's gone....
Off to europe that is... I can't believe it, she's actually gone! I can rest in peace and live life the way I've always wanted, at least thats what I want to say. But alas, I miss you rin, it's confusing and hard because I'm happy for you (yes, me, happy, deal with it), but I miss you and wish you could stay. At least I know you'll grow and be a better person, someone I could love even more, were it possible. See you when you return, july 7th in case anyone needs to know.

~Squall

Here's a quiz, I suppose it's sort of true... if rin were here, she'd evaluate it...

How well do you Kiss?( Great anime pics)

You are a shy kisser. You only kiss if the feelings right and when your right your right.
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