Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I was on the verge of tears the whole chemistry class.
I had this little "pissed at the world" speech to go off about.
I talked to the one who's caused half my grief and feel much better.
lol i'm so angry at everything that instead of forcing myself to be nice to the people i hate I'M ACTUALLY TELLING THEM THAT THEY ANNOY ME AND PLEASE STOP TALKING TO ME AND NO I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR SEXUALITY OR THAT YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ME OR THAT YOU LIKE NARUTO OR THAT YOU WANT MATH HELP OR THAT YOU THINK I'M ON DRUGS OR THAT YOU'RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE FUN OF ME IN A NICE WAY(even though you have shit for brains) oh, and I get my new best friend mad at me. Nice. I told her I don't think she has a mental problem. I told her I thought her doctor was over prescribing her. "You don't know anything about me" ooooh okay sorry if thinking that YOU DON'T HAVE PROBLEMS is a bad thing.
If I lose her, I don't know who I would have to talk to.
And I'm going to lose her eventually anyway, she's military.
Someone just shoot me. I'd like to be dead for about a week.