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Monday, November 27, 2006
honestly
I love my boyfriend to death.
he's one of the main reasons I'm not dead.
I hate myself.
I cut, but not alot.
I smoke.
I drink.
I've done drugs.
I think I'm a chubby loser, and I'm UGLY!!!!
Everyone tells me I'm uber pretty.
My mom wastes money on therapy for me, but it's not helping, and I think we might need the money, not to spend it on me, but the things we need to live.
I've had to many therapists.
I worry we'll be poor soon.
I sometimes wish I could just kill myself.
I wish my dad would have loved me.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I had more friends.
I HATE my school with a deep passion.
I'm popular, it's ok.
I'm sorry, but the kids who go to my school who dress like me are fakes. You've never had a bad life, and you should be thankful you aren't me.
Why envy me?
I hate West Virginia.
I always feel alone, even with people, but not my boyfriend.
He makes me feel so alive, it's hard to explain.
I wish I was skinney as a rod.
I think my boobs are too big.
I constantly seek approval.
I don't know weather or not to love my mom.
I want to be in an asylum.
I pour my medication down the sink.
I have a low self-esteem.
I wish I would have had a childhood.
I wish I could get my childhood back.
I think getting my dad out of my house didn't even help my depression.
I have severe depression.
also...
Asthma
ADHA
Bi Polar
and
Teenager.
I'm scared of going to Hell.
I love Jesus, but why does He let all these bad things happen to me.
I think my name is sorta gay.
Bi sexual emo guys are hott.
I think this site is stupid and pointless.
I have a Myspace obsession.
I tell people I'm NOT a virgin.
Technically I am.
I lie ALL THE TIME!!!!
I'm from New York City.
That's the truth.
I don't know what to do with my life.
I want to be in a famous band.
I'm a rockin guitarist.
A good singer.
I'm a champion at Guitar Hero and Dance Dance Revolution.
I'm obsessed with The Lion King.
I'm told the music I listen to will get me to Hell. But I can't give it up.
I want my dad to apoligize.
He never has, never will.
I can't put my past behind me.
I'm just fucked up..........
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