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Sunday, February 11, 2007


   What's on Zi-kun's Mind Currently >_>
Hallo! Gruess Dich! ^_^

How are you all? I'm ok i guess. I just seem kinda out of it lately. I feel so...alone, for some reason. I mean, i always hang out with friends, but i cant help but feel like an outcast. I mean, im not depressed, but i cant help but ponder. Here are some of the reasons i have come up with for this feeling:

1) I'm like THE only boy in our effing group.
2) I'm the only one who is bi.
3) I'm never allowed to stay the night with my friends (since they are girls)

So yeeaaahhh >___>

Also, I have been attracted to alot of people lately, even people I despise. Am I that desperate..? *sigh* I guess I have been thing ALOT about how my future is going to turn out. I'm going to live with one of my friends, but she wants to go to Europe. Now, America has a ton of problems and sometimes, I despise it, but we do have it better here than in better countries. I try to tell her that, but she doesn't listen. She truely hates this country. So, I don't know what to do. T_T

Also, my school is slowly figuring out that I am bi. Now, I don't care if people call me names or make fun of me, but there are some kids to hate Gay/Bi people to a point where they try to get us kicked out or beat us up. So yeah, I don't mind if some people know, but not THOSE mean people...

So um...*thinks about what else I could possibly talk about*

I have been having many addictions lately. Those are:

1) Full Throttle
2) Soul Cailiber 3
3) The Ninja-RPG
4) Saying "Dumbass"
5) Burning CD's
6) Caffine/Sugar

LOL ^^"""

Yeah >_> Watching Eureka 7. This show is really interesting. Renton is cute! O///O Too bad he likes Eureka. X333 I've also watched alot of Bleach and Naruto lately. I swear Ichigo and Naruto look SO alike. XDD

So, i guess I'm done. OH! I hope you like the new theme! ^_^ (Itachi ish watchin' you @___@) XD

Sag, Auf Wiedersehn! (So, Good Bye!) ~Zi-kun~

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