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Friday, May 23, 2008


   Heeeey Guys. xD

I got bored and visited again. W00T!

A lot has happened to me. I have moved to Florida and have a new house. Kinda sucks right now, but it will get better. I'm almost out of school. NO MORE BEING A JUNIOR. :D

Yeeah. It's so nostalgic coming back here. Maybe I will pst some of my new art here as well. If anyone notices me. >_>

That's all for now. SHORT POST. xD

Later~. ;D ~Zi-kun~

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Thursday, February 21, 2008


   ZOMG! It feels like years! : O

WOW.

I haven't been here in awhile. >_> I just recently remembered I had one. =X

I dunno if I'll keep posting daily and such, but be on the look out if I decide to post once in awhile. : D ~Zi-kun~

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Friday, August 10, 2007


   Naruto Will Never Die In My Heart

Mood: Giddy
Listening to: Michi by Aluto (Naruto Shippuuden Ending 2)
Currently Working On: A drawing o_o
Reading: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows


Hey there!

You know, i would like to dedicate this post to Naruto. I don't know where I would be without this series. It has inspired me to do so much. Let me tell you what it has done for me.

This series, truthfully, is what inspired me to start drawing and writing. The art is absolutly beautiful and the concepts of it showed me that the dialog is also wonderful. It teaches you that outsiders deserve a place in this world, that we should stick together, and the true power of friendship. I know what might be going through your mind:

DUDE! IT'S JUST AN ANIME!

No...To me, this series is the heart and soul of my life. I can relate to Naruto, alone and hated, yet in the end, having the best friends ever.

I will literally cry when this series ends. I want Naruto to live on forever, but know all things come to an end. That doesn't mean it will die in my heart. There will always be a place for it. And not just that it makes wonderful yaoi pairings. THis show just makes me smile whenever I watch it, or when a character dies that I liked, I cry for days. The Haku Arc killed me. I loved the bond Naruto and Sasuke had in this Arc, just becoming true friends, but was sad when Zabuza and Haku died like they did. Ask my friends...I still cry over it. lol

Well that is all for now. I will try and post again tomorrow. Cherrio~

~Zi-kun~

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007


   Back?

Hey there.

Well, it took me long enough, ne? xD

I have been doing so many things that I can't even begin to get into. But I have been having fun here in flordia, but still miss my friends.

Poor Zi-kun.

Alot of people have probably forgot me. I mean, only 3 people commented my hiatus post. Made me kinda sad.

So, that is all for now. Cherrio~

~Zi-kun~

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Tuesday, July 3, 2007


   Gone For Zeh Week.

Yonees.

i hope you like the theme, but i may change it. Not as depressed as I was beofre, but still sad..

I ish moving away on the 7th and i have to pack my comp tomorrow...T________T

Now, about yesterday!

I went to Banrnes and Nobles with Kris and we got into a new series called Yurara. I read vol. 1 and it is awesome. ^^ Then we went to the mall and then my house. Yay for us. xD

Now then, one week or so, and i'll be back. Don't be too mad if i's longer. (you know how movers are xD)

So i will be back soon!

Cherrio~

~Zi-kun~

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Saturday, June 30, 2007


   ...

Just here to say a new theme will be here soon...

Oh yeah. Im depressed...Like always, right?

~Zi-kun~

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Sunday, June 24, 2007


   What is wrong with me...

Mood: Sad and Lonely
Listening to: My Immortal - Evanescense
Currently Working On: Nothing cuz i'm too sad
Reading: Nothing for the same reason


...

Why is fate so cruel...

Why did I have to see him again...I thought i was done seeing him...forever...

But he still haunts me...Darell...

I thought it would be a pleasent time at the mall...but seeing him makes me sick...

I still fucking like him...and i dont know why. He sees me and makes me miserable...and i dont think he means to or knows his presence hurts me.

He talks of how happy he is with his girlfriend and how moving wont be so bad...as if he knows what i'm going through...He says he has felt my pain...

FUCK NO HE HASN'T! HE DUMPED ME SO EASILY FOR ANOTHER...HE WILL NEVER KNOW HAT PAIN, SINCE HE DOESN'T CARE IF SOMEONE DUMPS HIM. HE CAN HAVE ALL THE LOVER HE WANTS! IT WONT MAKE HIM TRULY HAPPY!

...

I'm crying...I can't take this shit...Why was I thrown like some rag doll...My heart aches...God damn this fucking place...Not otaku...the world...I need to go somewhere peaceful...I yearn for a life with no more pain...but i now that is just a fleeting dream...I have learned True Happiness cannot possibly exsist...not with the way humans are...I have only felt it from 3 people...One is dead because of me...one threw me away..and one is still here, being supportive and at my side...That is Kris...FC-chan...She is the only one that really understands me and what the hell I've been through...she has it worse than I...Yet she still lends a hand to me...She is why i cling on to the idea of true happiness...why i can still believe in it...But slowly, people are prying me away from it. That is way i need to get away from it all. When Me, Kris, and Amy all move away together. Maybe then...We will find true hapiness...

~Zi-kun~

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Friday, June 22, 2007


   Tis a New Post and a New Theme

Mood: Inbetween Moods
Listening to: Dream of An Absolution {LB Vs JB Remix] - Lee Brotherton (Remix Factory) & Jun Senoue
Currently Working On: ALot of things I have slacked on @_@;;
Reading: Hopefully, the DNAngwel series. @_@


Ello...

Well, i am in a kinda...I dont care mood.

THere is good news and bad news. Lets start with the good news to make me feel better about myself. =D
Well, I am friends again with Hieis Dark Kitten. It makes me so happy. i was being kinda overprotective and have seen the error of my ways. So yay. =D

Bad news:
-Thinking of Darell AGAIN
-Thinking of Noel AGAIN
-Kris is leaving for another week
-Ultimatelifeform is sick
-ToS is actually starting to wear off me (not the OVA though. Just came out xD)
-Painful memories brought back in my mind
-I have a migrain

...

Yeah... ¬_¬

So then, yesterday, i went to Ra-chan's (Doesn't feel like typing ultimatelifeform everytime) house at 7 in the morning and we play ToS for basically 10 hours. Maybe that's why it is starting to bore...anyway, when we got bored, we invited FC-chan over to swim with us. YAY. Though i think it really tired Ra-chan out and made her sicker. T_T So then, i left her house at 10 pm and went to FC-chans until about 11 pm. i wanted Ra-chan to rest at her house. Now i'm home, eating spagetti. o_o

So now i shall go mope somewhere. Cherrio~

P.S. I hope you like the theme as much as I do. =D

~Zi-kun~

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Sunday, June 10, 2007


   OYG!!!!!!!!!!!!

FC-CHAN ISH BACK!!!!!!!!

...

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY I AM CRYING.

Greatest moment in my Life. =D

~Zi-kun~

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Saturday, June 9, 2007


   Life...Pfft

Mood: Sick of Stupid Sadness
Listening to: Memories - Within Temptation
Currently Working On: Video in tribute to my friends I'll be leaving...
Reading: N/a


Ello...

*Sigh* Don't mind the attitude. It will pass...Just been thinking aboutt he move and all the peopel I am goign to be leaving behind...I know we will all keep in contact...but not being able to see their faces...It's hard...And I am crying while typing...Damn it...

So...anyway...FC-chan (FACE-CHAN xD) is comming home tomorrow. Yay! I am going to glomp her SO HARD! I miss her so much. T_T

Well, I have been home the past 2 days and am still too god damn busy to work on my writing...I swaer i am goin gto dedicate a day to noting but writing...maybe monday. @_@

Well, I guess I'm off. I will post soon...I hope. Cherrio~

~Zi-kun~

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