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"Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong"



Sunday, November 5, 2006


Top Ten Things That I Love...
I like doing top ten lists, and i have nothing else to do right now... so here ya go

10.Sunsets
9.Chicago (Navy Peir)
8.Criminology
7.The fact that i get to move out soon!
6.my anatomy class... cuz its ammmmazing!
5.Inside jokes between friends.
4.the fact that i'm actually happy with everything right now.
3.my kitty cat!
2. Of course, my lovely friends...
and number 1 is...
My Mitchell!! yay! lol.

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Sunday, October 1, 2006


WARNING: this is kinda confusing lol
Ok, just because i'm a loser, and i think about this sort of stuff, I'm gonna write about it. I've always wondered why everything is the way it is. Like, why did i end up having to live here. why couldnt my parents have stayed together? why do i have red hair? is it really fate, or is it just all consequtive happenings? I've never really known whether or not to believe in God, as i think its kind of weird to believe in the unknown. However, I have come to the point in my life where i think i need to find something, whether it be God, mythology, astrology, anything, to believe in. I don't think people are good without faith. I suppose one could believe in themselves. They know for a fact they are real. they are the only ones they know they can rely on and trust, and believing in one's own self proves to create more confidence and self-esteem. But if someone gets so wrapped up in themselves, they would lose touch with reality thus creating a gap between the real world and them. But if u think about it, if you become obsessed with religion you also become that way. I know I am contradicting myself and pretty much babbling, but it is stuff like this that makes my brain tick. Maybe it is is better to have faith in nothing. you wouldnt lose out on the things happening around you. I dont know. if anyone would like to comment on this please, do so. i'm going to bed now, because my brain is tired.
Love today and forever,
~Ginger~

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006


   I'm back!
sorry it has been soo freakin long. anyway, for a short update, i'm still dating mitch ~<3~ I'm going to France this summer, today is clash day and i'm all dressed up, and i still hate school!
Anyway, last night i went to the college fair at the mall. i think i've decided on Saint Mary's because i get free tuition and they have small classes. but i dunno. college is confusing. bleh!! my grades are fairly good too. surprising i know. i'm ini english, guitar, anatomy, and adult roles and responsibilities. anatomy is AWESOME and i LOVE it. almost as much as i love ice cream and chocolate... oh i work at pizza hut now!! tis scrumptious. lol. for about 6 months. wowzers, i have been gone a long time. well, my people, i must leave again because i am at school, and the bell is about to ring.

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006



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Tuesday, May 2, 2006


  i got my haircut... woot woot. yea... thats about it. i'm gonna go see silent hill. woot woot.
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