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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Personal Life Rant
I don't understand my mother's logic. She seems to think the only reason I'm failing is because I have no guidance in my life. So, instead of giving me more time to think about what I really want to do, she's giving me a month to apply to three different (more expensive) colleges. Not only that, but she told me, "You should just break down and go into education." That's setting myself up for the ultimate rejection. It doesn't matter how smart she thinks I am--no one is going to higher a lesbian with anger management issues to teach children. There's that piece of shit stigma that gay people are all pedophiles. Not to mention I'm all ready having problems getting a job because of other undiagnosed psychological problems. I'm pretty sure there's no miracle drug for all of my problems, either.

I don't want to teach to people that young, anyway. I feel like I'd lose what's left of my mind if I did that. At the same time, if I just settle for teaching English, instead of persuing my dream, I know I'll end up being one of those crabby teachers whose completely burned out. Try as I might, I can't keep up a pleasant, optimestic demeanor for seven hours.

I don't know why I'm telling you this. I guess it's because I don't feel that close to anyone here, except for Dani. If you're reading this, Dani, in all seriousness, don't tell April what I just said here. Don't tell her about my other problems, either. Please, it would mean a lot to me to not be lectured by people who don't understand.

Thanks for reading. Take care, everyone.

--Joker
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