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Wednesday, March 23, 2005


A mall day...
Well this is still march 22 but im puting this up at 11:25 so yeah..
anyway... I had an ok day manily cuz I was out all day with me two bestest freinds in the world.
We hung out at the mall and ate yummy orange chicken for din din ^^D


*Shiffty eyes* And we did not follow that hot punk guy around!!! *cough cough*
Or throw a napkin ball at some worker from the second floor!!!
*Spazim coughing*


Heh Heh... ok yeah were trouble makers... *Shrugg* what can I say. *EVIl grin*


Sigh... ohh I love hot topic... but frick they are so pricey its nuts! so of course I left empty handed...aw well.


Well I took this awesome quizz purty pictures...
I also got a guy angel that protects thoughs I come in contact with so feel special your protected ^^D.


WEll salut for now~~~~!






What Does Your Guardian Angel Look Like::guys and girls:: by angel_drifter
Name/Username:
Age:
Favorite Colors:
What Your Angel Looks Like:
Why Has Your Angel Been Guarding You:they dont want to see you get hurt
How Long Have You Been Guarded(years):7
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005


Just let me be me...

My parents are seriously making me loose my mind.
I cant take them anymore, they wont let me do anything.
I cant dye my hair...
I cant go to a concert... because my mom doesent think being "15 and freshman year is old enough."
not to mention id be going with my 19 and 21 year old friends... who wouldnt let anything happen to me on their life.


And then my dad is just being retarded... hes acting like nobody loves him, because when he comes home we dont spend every minute with him.


WEll lets see.. the man never has anything nice to say.. always picks out the tiniest thing wrong.
For example:


Friday I vacumed the whole house for my mom, well he came home when I was about to do his room. Now there are piles of clothes i have to vacume around and I know he wants to take a shower, so Im doing a fast job but im getting everything.


I put the thing away in his closet and he goes 'very sloppy job... did you hear me?' "Yeah I heard you" 'Very sloppy job.' "Well if it bugs you so much then you can go over it yourself next time".


My mom yelled at me later for talking like that to him. But hell, I mean there was nothing on the floor, he could have said .."honey thanks for vacuming but this part right here looks like it could be gone over again, could you please do that?"


But no... why the hell should i be nice all the time if he's not nice to me. >:K grrrr.
We have nothing in common, Im the only one in my house who likes rock... Im diffrent from everyone in this house hold, and they have no fricken idea what kind of things I like.
Im loosing it. I donno Do i sound like a total bitch? Do you guys know what im talking about or do I just seem like im over reacting... Im serious though thoughs are just a few things there are tons more. And I suck it up alot. gahh i donno want to do...


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Monday, March 21, 2005


My Day....

Ugh... I just ate so much pizza..
I feel ill. Lol- Anyway, not much happend today... I woke up at the ripe old time of Noon ^^D heheh.
In wich I took a shower, and then came downstairs and ate the rest of the ice cream in the house..Ramen noodles (Chiken flavor.. the best), and then a fried balonge sandwich.


Then I watched the boring daytime tv... nothing good ever comes on till 3:00. And then i raided the house for something candish and found my moms hidden stash of M&m's..
*SHifty eyes* Muhahaha.
Then I drew... and been online since.


Yup thats how my day went... then I came here and adjusted some of my site so it would look purty for you people.. What do you think of it??


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Friday, March 18, 2005


SPRINGBREAK! ~'D'~ !!!!!



Weee Heee!!
Finally Spring break!
Though I have mission for you...
Call the weather man and ask
WHY THE HELL ITS SNOWING IN MARCH!!
Grrr...figures we get off and the weather sux's!
I actually had to shovle the driveway yesterday... that sucked.




Hmmm so the hair thing, got my mom convinced for the red tips, now I just have to wait while she convinces my dad.
Thats gonna be a while.


Sorry I havent updated in a bit,
Got involved in books...
Vampires, I am now obsessed.
And im still in a depressed mood,
and slowly understading why I feel
Like I am. Basically feel like all aspects of my life are being controled by everyone but me.
Yeah its pissing me off...
Its like I cant be who I am.


If it was up to me my walls would be black and I would have a crimson comferter, but my parents think it should be how they want it so that can never happen, and my walls will stay there light purple childness, not that its a bad color I just dont like it on my walls.


Gah, life sux's right now.
But I'll stop my ranting because its really pointless, but I needed to vent so sorry. Spring break!!! Yessss.



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Monday, March 14, 2005


I Just wanna live......


I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out

It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid about the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They're saying
“Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
And fake ass girls all know your names and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Was your first hit aren't you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

Stop your messin' around boy
Better think a your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The wealth that this life can bring

Now we're expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live








Ahh got to love that song!!
So yeah I have some issues with fire, will explain another time when i have more time.
But anyway, Im really gettin pissed with my parents. They are being daft. I want to dye my hair tips scarlet! Sooo pretty *Pets red font* But they say no basically.
Its dumb its my hair!!!
Im 15 leave me alone shesh!
Really come on it's just the tips too! There making me very angery. I plan on working on them tonight at dinner... if all else fails.... *Shiffty eyes*
I have the right mind to go and dye it anyway. MUHAHAHA I can smell grounded for a month but hey, they can bite me!




Anything esle knew not really..
I Have a wonderful vampire book!!
HEHEHE *Huggles aurbery* He's such a hott vampire. Lol- the only other thing... SPRINGBREAK BABY 4 DAYS AND COUNTING! *Dances*

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005


  


Well I pulled the C on my French test... go me!
I had a pretty boring day at school... it was one of those days that seem to drag on forever.
Plus im in one of those not mad- not happy, but sad and seemingly depressed moods I i dont know why.


Then I got ripped a bit by the mother for not calling my dad yesterday for his birthday cuz he was gone.
I know I know I deserved it,
but I didnt do it on purpose,
I was late out to the bus and couldnt call in the morning,
and then when i got home I had so much on my mind.
Grrr, anyway you can make me feel better by more people signing my guest book! lol-
And if you have any suggestions on how to make my site more spiffy I am open for Idea's!!

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Saturday, March 5, 2005




YEAH!!!!!
*Dances*
He's not dead he's not dead!
He didnt commite suicide!
YEAHHHHH!
Ok so apparently he was in a car chrash, and he's in the hospital.
So that means his dumb friends lied to us, or this was all planed.
I donno, its all very confusing.
But he's not dead and thats awesome!!!
Weeeee!


Hrmm, I think i failed my math test, but im pretty sure I pulled at least a C on french^^D yeah!

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Thursday, March 3, 2005



Well I feel alot better today ^^
Getting over other stuff.
Whoop friday tommarow! Thank god, I cant take school. I hate it, except for friends of course and the everyday dramma.

Gah I have a french test and math test tommoarow to. grrr Ok math is a deffinate fail, french i might be able to pull of a C. Two worst sumbjects. Anyway im in a happy mood cuz I finally got the dumb picutre down there to work. lol- well guess thats all for today.

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005


   Ever just wonder ....Why?

Today, it started well. School was fine until lunch. I found something out and it made me almost cry. There was a guy, who I never really talked to, and only saw pictures of. He and my friend talked alot and he really loved her. And she really liked him. He was really cool, and he was absolutely genius in how he wrote songs and poems, which I was allowed to read by my friend that he sent them too. He was very good looking and he was awesome at taking pictures too.


But today I found that he committed suicide. This just really has torn me up. My heart really hurts, because I didn’t know him well, but I knew he was a good person. I don’t understand what can drive people to do such things like this. But there is no point. I believe there is someone out there for everyone, a lover and\or friend(s). I believe if you look you will find them.


I don’t know why things like this have to happen... but please don’t give up on life. If something seems impossible and unbearable, look around you and maybe even farther. There will always be someone somewhere who wants to help you however they can.


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Friday, February 25, 2005


   YES ITS FRIDAY!!!!!


Yes its finally the weekend!!! HURAYY! Lol- Today was pretty good at school, nothing was bad really, actually it was fun. And my wonderful freind burned me the 3 days grace cd ^_^ Whoop!!! Well im working my mom into letting me dye my hair tips scarlet-red ^^ I think im doing alright.


Tommarow I have to go to my sisters Winter Formal... I feel stupid. I cant belive I said I would go... I hate dress's, but the one I got it actually pretty cool. It short black and pink trimmed, and it fans out sorta when I spin lol. I just hope I have fun and she dosent try and shrug some weird ugly guy off on me X_X Well Ill tell you how it goes tommarow...

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