Birthday • 1992-07-14 Gender •
Female Location • Earth? Member Since • 2004-12-30 Occupation • young and aspiring somethingorother. Real Name • terentia
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Achievements • here and there. Anime Fan Since • birth. Favorite Anime • anything. maybe FLCL/EVA Goals • live... among many other things. Hobbies • a lot. Talents • yeah, ive got a few tricks.
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sun was high [so was i]...
heeeey whats up MyO.... how i missed you :3
though it is still very very quiet here. so i thought i'd come back for old times sake.
dang, what has happened since i last posted...
well i've finally graduated and i am going off to college on August 19th. one of my bestest friends is going to the same school so its a good thing to have at least one familiar person around. the school's not too far away from where i am now. about 3 hours isnt that bad. far enough haha...
oooh man i am psyched as hell for this. :D
many many many other things have happened as well... many things that i take forever to write about here. but it's been pretty interesting, i suppose.
i think i'm at a point in my life where i'm ready for a change of scenery. i feel like i've said this a million times before on here but it's so so so so true haha... i dont think i can stand this place any longer. the people.... some of them i love to death, but some people i've come to resent, i guess. it's not the best feeling in the world. there are just a lot of people/things that i need to separate myself from.
hmmm what else... my 18th birthday is quickly approaching. hurrah! lol but i still need to get my drivers license... it would be a very convenient thing to have, especially since i'm finally going to be on my own, sort of.
:B
saw a good show this past week. Tortoise came, and they were amazing amazing amazing. i was about to just forget about it altogether but i am so glad i didn't.
hmm, a little tidbit. just something i remembered from school. won 3rd place in a poetry contest in school. yay :3 a little tiny accomplishment of mine. it's a small thing but i'm proud of it. i've been writing a lot lately, and have got a nice little collection of poems going. portfolio and whatnot. my teacher was so cool. i <3 u Ms.K!
music skillz are improving a bit now. teehee
but i've been listening to this song nonstop for the past 2 days... so summery and drifty and relaxed. learned how to play it, cause it's ridiculously easy. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xdansEXFjg ciao bellas! Comments (0) |
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
throwback!
dang man. haven't been here in FOREVAR so i thought i'd give ya'll a holler.
HOLLA
this sure is a blast from the past.
anywho.... senior year is pretty irritating at the moment ._. tests and applications and more tests and AP's and all sorts of troublesome stuff. and a bigass pile of homework on top of that. November is a pretty troublesome month, ladies and gentlemen. i'll get all this stuff straight sooner or later. overall, i can't wait to get the fuck outta here.
so i'm looking at: Ohio state, Oberlin, Miami of OH, Rochester, Wittenberg, also visited a SUNY school Fredonia but that was a total bust haha, Otterbein, Bowling Green but it was terrible, and St. Johns in Queens. haha there's a couple more but i forget the rest.
but more importantly, how are you all doing? havent seen much of anyone around here until just about 10 or so minutes ago.
uuhhm lets see here. homecoming, just recently, was pretty dang cool. went with a big group of my friends. p.s.: dates are for losers. i went dutch, haha. but some parts were a little bit awkward. like the whole wearing a dress thing... yeah ._. it was 'aight, yo.
so, i've got red hair now. haven't got a camera at the moment, so yeah. uh nevermind haha
eh, no secksay mans at school, but there are others elsewhere. must seek them out. haha, people at school are completely uninteresting the majority of the time. meh
it's very strange to think about how people have progressed as people, i suppose. i mean people have changed so much and its funny to think about the people youll meet later. good to think about, too becuase i've been dying for a change of scenery around here. so many things are bothering me, and some people too. but i suppose its not really healthy to avoid all of that either. i feel like i've been avoiding people on purpose just because i feel like we're going to part ways anyhow. eh.
i also feel that sometimes i shouldn't expect anything from anyone, so that if something good happens, i'll feel better about the entire situation. this isn't very good to do, but it helps for now, i guess.
uhhhm at the moment i'm too busy to watch any anime -___- so i feel a bit of withdrawal haha.
but the musics, i've got a lot of. i've been listening to a shitload of dubstep, trance and house. Broken social scene, Boards (of course!), Animal Collective and a couple of their side projects, Burial, Prefuse 73, Blonde redhead....yadda yadda. Grizzly Bear's latest album is real good.
though this one is from the album "Yellow House" i love this song right now.
wow, this looks pretty long so i'll stop here.
Listening to: that song down there. Mood: lackadaisical Reading: The Fuck Up... on and off, tho
inoperable
ahh i finally got my computer back and these days have been pretty quiet. i'm 17 and i dont really feel any different. well, i suppose i can get into R rated movies all by myself now. haha :3 but yes, not much has been happening except random visits to friends, college tours and my bday party is this weekend and my buddy Jill's is the next day. pretty good weekend, i'd say.
Obama's at my school today :D but i couldn't get any tickets. sawds.
Listening to: Department Of Eagles///balmy Night Mood: idk ._.
i know i know i know
ahhhh summer is getting pretty interesting :D and in some ways i can't really explain. cause see, i'm torn between two things at the moment ._. or 2 people, rather. but this could just be me acting silly again :p and it's one of those things that sounds completely rational and it makes total sense when you think about it in your head, but when you try to explain it to someone else it sounds totally crazy xD so yeah i'm not gonna get into it right now.
what i'm trying to do is wait a little while and see what happens.
anywho, there's quite a bit planned for me these days... college visits D: but i guess that has to be a little bit exciting, huh??? uhhm also volunteer work and trying to find a regular job, some good shows and quit possibly some mind altering substances XD but idk about that for sure lmao
uhhhhm by pal Joe's grad/birthday party is tomorrow so that sould be pretty cool. haven't seen her in a while so yea
i need to make plans cause i'm a bit bored now ._. lol
whassup with all you folks? it's rare to see some folks around here anymore D:
Listening to: Rat Is Dead///CSS Mood: whatev/mellow Reading: The Fuck Up...haha.
ready, able
ah hello there.... one more final for me and then i'm a senior!! i'm almost sitting here in disbelief. well i'll be a senior if i pass my math test and everything, so i certainly hope i do ._.
haha... well, this weather hasn't been feeling much like summer for the past couple days. well, i guess that's cleveland as always, yeah -_- haha
as for the summer, i couldn't get my application for artworks in on time, so i guess i'll have to shoor tor some job elsewhere. and these days especially, i hear its pretty difficult ._.
but yeah, not much else is really happening these days... cept maybe a graduation party on saturday and a CMSS concert. i think that'll all go over well, yes.
btw. Grizzly Bear's new album is fabulous. there's not a single track i don't like :D
Listening to: Grizzly Bear///Veckatimest Mood: listless, excited, mellow.
Ciao Bellas
EDIT: aaaaaah SUMMERTIME :D
LOOL ps... watch these XD good 'ol Clevelandtown...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysmLA5TqbIY
ah-haaaa
whooa what a week... awfully interesting xD
but i think it'd take a little bit to explain everything and i'd really rather not get into it that much :B things were rather confusing.
but things are alright now, i think.
this weekend was pretty dang nice though. absolutely beautiful weather we're having lately :D got to go outside and see people, and that's always good. bought some shirts and there's this green one i really like :p i wear a lot of green lately, i notice... but hey, idk.
oh yeahhh i had to take the SAT's yesterday, too. iit was alright but there were some math questions that gave me a bit of trouble. but i get to take it again next year... seniooooor year :D so i should probably take a class to help with math so i won't be captain of the failboat.
and now my brain is already on vacation :D summer mode is nice, but not really when you've still got finals to take :p
but man, oh man... i've made a few decisions about college. i really like Fredonia in Buffalo, NY, i like Tulane in New Orleans and Maryville in Tennessee... my dad's trying to get me into a few warm weather schools so he and my mom can retire there xD my dad is such a poophead sometimes but hey... but there were quite a few that i really liked. i can't remember the names of, either.
lo and behold, i actually thought of a question, if you so choose to answer it...
+ if your life were a movie, show, anime or what have you.... which artists would be on the soundtrack?
--->i would have a bunch... Kaki King, Department ot Eagles/Grizzly Bear, Andrew Bird, Four Tet, prolly some Boards, Elliott Smith, Bright Eyes, Blonde Redhead....jeez
Listening to: Family Romance///Department Of Eagles
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hey there folks... its been a while since i've been here but i sorta have to keep it short for now. i've been back in the country for a little while now, about 2 weeks and i'm definitely ready to be going back now.
all these projects and whatnot, it's rather troublesome =______________="""
i have to have read "The Namesake" by tomorrow, all 308 pages of it.... thank goodness for sparknotes.
school in general has been rather irritating, in fact. fourth quarter will be quite a trip, i suspect. but i got an 80 on my last math test, thank goodness.
and now i'm pretending to work so my parents'll get off my back... wow, what does that say, i wonder...? so now i'm actually working. sort of.
this post makes absolutely no sense... i feel rather scatterbrained lately as well, so i'm glad the year's almost over. i'm thinking of taking another job this summer, cause i don't really like being broke anymore ha... i'm thinking guitar center, since i've become somewhat better at guitar and bass and whatnot. noplace to fool around with cellos and stuff since Lentine's closed down.
so, how have y'all been doing these days?
anyhow, i'd best be getting back to work D:
Listening to: Four Tet///Rivers Become Oceans, Warmer Places, And They All Look Broken Hearted.
so i'd say it's been a relatively interesting week... only thursday though. we had a lockdown drill, something that we do when we think someone's about to shoot up the school. but it's procedure so we lock the doors and cover the windows.... this particular lockdown drill takes a whole lot longer than it usually does so we know that something's going on.
i was in Chinese at the time, so my teacher gets an email that there are 2 or 3 people in the school or the nearby elementary schools with guns. thats because somebody at the police station called anonymously and told them that. so nobody knows if the call was a prank or not.
my class was pretty calm about the whole thing but i heard some people really started to flip out and everything.
what a day that was...
well, there's only 3 more days until i'm outta here.
yeah, so before i was working on college stuff and it really sucks. the admissions people really want to hear about conflict and obstacles and whatnot and i have to say, my life is relatively unexciting. oh well, i'll think of something... hopefully ._.
gahh, nothing left to say :B
Listening to: XiuXiu,Return To Forever///vulcan worlds...youtube it. it's amazing Watching: Sigur Ros @MoMA
"fuck ugly"
whoooa its been forever since i've been here, and nobody's been around for a while ._. and there's been quite a few things going on, i suppose.
the weather is absolutely gorgeous today. i'm really glad that people are starting to come outside.
i leave for Italy next Wednesday. hellz yeah.
a lot of school stuff however. college, mostly. there's a really cool school in Minnesota that i'm looking at. Macalester sounds good to me. and a few other good schools, but i'm not quite sure yet.
there was a dance and it was alright... danced and whatnot but i think i hurt this one kid's feelings. i didn't realize it until i came home.... oh boy.
i got to see some special folks last weekend too. that made me happy.
not much is happening so i'll see you folks later, hopefully.
sun was high [so was i]...