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Friday, January 13, 2006


   Calf name!!!
For one of my calves, I'm going with what XxDark AngelxX said. I will be naming him Hatsuharu aka Haru. It some how goes with him well. He would try to be weak, yet he does not know his oun strangth. I'm about 200 and his like under 100 lb. He almost pushed me over. HE'S GONE BLACK!!! He does have his white side too.
THe next thing is is working on another calf name. Yes, I know ANOTHER CALF!! I can have two, but only one can be taken to the fair to be showen. Lambs is a MUST that you have two. A female and a male. That is always fun.
Rare thing. I have a poem that I wrote last night. It just came to me. I'm still at a lose on why it came to me. Yes, I know it might suck, but bare with it.

I feel you here with me
Day and night I see you
It seems you sent your spirit to guide me through the day.
At night, I feel your arms around me,
Yet you are far from me.

I hear your voice,
Yet I have not heared you speak.
I see your face,
Yet I have not seen you.
We live two lives,
Yet some how we are one.

When ever you are sad,
I am sad with you.
I want to make you happy,
Even if it means that I must go to hell and back.
I wish to see you smile.
I will lessen to what say and try to help you.

I long for you,
Yet you do not see that.
If I say "I love you"
What will you say?
Will you push it off and think it never happend?
Or will you tell me the words that I long to hear?
The words of "I love you, too."

I ask that day and night.
Do you love me or is it one-way?
I long to see you face to face.
To speak with you just once.

I find myself running,
Running to some where safe.
Yet, I do not see you there.
I call to you,
Yet you do not answer.
I yell for you,
And all hear is myself.

Where have you gone to?
I need you here with me.
I cry myself to sleep,
Yet you do not confort me.
When I am deep in thought,
You try and get me out.
Yet, when I try and kill myself,
You let me go through it.

I will do any thing to make you happy.
I will give you anything.
The only thing I ask from you is a simple " I love you."

I will be your star that will help you in your time of need.
To see you trought your hard ships.
I wish to be your ears,
To lessen to what you have to say.

Open up to me.
I will not tell a soul what you have told me.
It will go with me to my deathbed.

Yes, I know it is long. I realy don't know who it would be for. That was something that came to me last night. So I wrote it down. I'm not that good of a poet. I'll let you be the judge on this one.


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