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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

   8 hours of cleaning...fun, fun.
I had to clean my aunts house for 8 hours today. Tired as hell I say. I want my boyfriend here so that I can fall asleep on him
ok, before I go too far with the boyfriend thing, let me tell you one thing. My boyfriend is not from the states. He lives in Wales, which is a part of Europe. He has never been inside the US before. So when he comes next year this will be his first time in the US.
There I said my mind, I hope you all get that little bit too.


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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Not so down about my boyfriend being in Wales any more. I still do want him here though. I'm finding myself listening to the type of music that he does. Some how it puts me to ease every day. His music is the metal/heavy metal music. I'm used to it, but I find myself listening to Korn when I'm not talking to him. I'm trying to find the Tool cd that my brother has, because that is one of my boyfriends fav. bands.

Well that is about it.

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Monday, August 14, 2006

   A little better
I've gotten over the fact that my boyfriend lives in Wales, but it doesn't mean that I still want him here though. I'm hoping that he does come soon though. I really want to met him and get to know him more. It also doesn't mean that I don't long for him to hold me, or kiss me neather.

It looks like we are going to get rain today. I hope we do so I can skip band tonight. Don't want to go to that.

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

   Still not all together yet
I know, I know. Day 3 and I still feel like shit. Sorry for you younger readers, but I am 17 after all. I know that my boyfriend told all of you that he would came as soon as he had the money. But this feeling is not going away. Its not some thing that I can get out of my mind so quick. I only wish that it would. One of my friends know what I'm going through right now, but her boyfriend is in the same state as we are though, when mine is on the other side of the ocean over 10000 miles away from me. I'm hoping that he can go to college over here, if not then I will go to college over there then. I don't know yet. I still have this year to find out what I want to do after high school yet. Just as long as I can be near him that is all I care about.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

I still feel like crap today. The thought of my boyfriend on the other side of the ocean is going though my mind last night and this morning. I really didn't want to get up this morning because of the dream that I was having. I know I must sound crazy right now, but I'm not. Its hard on me and I know it must be hard on him too.

That is really all that I have to say. I know that I might not talk to my boyfriend tonight, and that is the thought that is killing me.

Well, I'll ttyl

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Friday, August 11, 2006

   I don't know what it is
I think it might be the fact that my boyfriend is just so far away from me, I feel like the world is coming down on me. I want him here to hold me, I know one of my friends would say that I'm crazy. Yet another would tell me she feels the same way. I know it has to be hard on my boyfriend to know this because there is little for him to do too.
Anyways the background is for my boyfriend really. I found it, and liked it. I also found his too. Although, we don't match when it comes to this kind of thing. He wanted Roy in his background, but I can't complain because I like Roy myself. it has Hawkeye, so I'm happy on that.
Well, I hope every one had a good day. Night and sweet dreams every one

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   I'm lost??
Why do guys always run when you tell them that you are taken?? Even if they are taken themselves why do they want every girl they talk to be single?? But when I talk to my boyfriends friends they think of me as part of their group?? Plus I never did that to my boyfriend when he was still going out with some one. I treated him as a friend and nothing more then that. Its as if guys want you there so that if they need some one to turn to that is not taken to go out with them so that they have a fall back to get into another relashionship to make their ex's mad at them. But what they should really know is that no one will ever change even if they are going out. I should know, my boyfriend has not changed me in anyway, nor will I change him.
Anyways, I could go on about that all day if I wanted to. But I will not to save you all from the Schultz's questions that could kill any one. Not really, but that is how I see them as. Lets see here, its been almost a month that Flame Alchemist29 and I have been going out, and no one knew...ish.
Well that is all from me.

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

   I think you all might know now
Ok, if you have not read flame alchemist29 post I will tell you then. I am dating him, and yes I know that some ppl say that long distint relationships never work, I would like to prove them wrong now
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One thing that I didn't tell you all was that I have gone to the Silverleaf ren fair. Really fun there. I had a knight trying to woe me, don't tell Flame Alchemist 29 that I think he would hunt him down for that, also had a few friends on the cast doing the same thing, my guy friends. But its done for the year. I want to go next year too. I'm hoping to go to Holly, which is another ren fair here in Michigan. The only thing is the day that my friends want to go the band has a comp that day, and I want to skip the comp and go to Holly... I don't know, I'll see if my mom can't take a day so that a friend and I can't go to Holly for the day.
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   Nothing much yet again
Well, nothing new. School starts next month, my last year and I'm not going to miss it at all. Thinking of two different colleges that I want to go to. One here in Michigan the other closer to my boyfriend in Wales. Not really sure where I want to go to. I want to be near him, and his friends are really cool too. They treat me like they have known me all the time. I'm hoping that my boyfriend will come to the states next year and visit.
Well, I think that is about it.
See ya later

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