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Friday, August 6, 2004


   Crave (Thank you, heruchigu)

Crave



I need to taste you
This vampires dying with hunger
So long have I went without a taste
The taste of mortal blood
So warmly it fills me but it quickly turns cold
The night is young the hours seem endless
I hide away in the infinite darkness
I am eager for you to arrive
As I wait the pain is too real
I need to taste you now
Or I will surely die
So passionately I kill, I feed off of the living
But I will save my thirst for you
The cries of the night surround me
Yet I still remain
I can sense you, you are so near
I can smell your blood, almost taste it
I am aware of what you dread
And I’m coming for you
As I penetrate your flesh
I love every drop, savoring every drink
So easily I forget how passionate the feed is to me
So I drink and watch you pale
You are quickly weakening, as I suck your life away
Your breath is slowing down
Your heart is slowly dying
You take one last scratch at my hands
But it does no good
Because you are dead now you see
Dead just like me
I kill to live and it is your misfortune
Now I am satisfied, now I can rest
The dawn is coming, I must be off now
Back to the dark corridor of whence I came
Back to that coffin of sorrow and torment
Until the sun sets again
And the world is shrouded in darkness
Where I shall remain for all of eternity

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   The Verge of Death, Mayhaps...?

I...I'm not quite sure what happened...

I just know that it was hard to breathe...

My mind felt...odd...like, free...

I couldn't think right...

My limbs felt...distant...almost as if they'd been torn away from my body thanks to the sharp, torturing pain that wracked my body...

I was awake...and then...darkness.

...It felt like I was dead for a moment...whatever death feels like...

It just felt that weird... Like, you're in a dream-state, but....you can still feel so much... And pain was my factor.

It hurt, badly... And...then there was nothing, and then --- ...what? I...I don't remember....






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Thursday, August 5, 2004


   ...new colors...

Despise my weakening state, I have managed to convert the colors of my Otaku into....a blue-realm! ...I think I'll be changing it to black again, soon. I like black. Blue is nice, though....

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   Report card from summer school, random question 4

Yeah, I rock!! Both A's in my classes from summer school!! [does a Selphie victory dance] Suck that, stupid school system!!

Oh, time for question 4:

What aspect that you have, that sets you apart from others? (Err, that didn't sound right... Must re-phrase...)

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Wednesday, August 4, 2004


   ...PM and My SQL?

When I try sending a PM, I get the stupid My SQL error. I'm not much of a webmaster person...so....

WTF?!!!!

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Feh...

I've been sleeping-in so much lately. w00t. I like catching up on my sleep... I'm a nocturnal type of person, so yeah. Sunlight...horrible, horrible sunlight hurts my eyes.

At any rate, lemme think... Nope, nothing to say. Boring ol' me is making an appearance. >_< But....in a few more days, movie time!! Whee. Uhm, and then I go to the Wildlife Park...and then movies again. So I'll probably be blabbing on those days. XD Yeah, readers, get ready to be bored and be ready to read uber long posts of a teenage girl.

[pauses] Not to mention that the day I turn 14 is drawing closer and closer... [sigh] I dun wanna grow up :'( Ebil.

Eh, I guess tis is all for now. Bye-byez!~ <3

I wub you guys for visiting. :)

[leaves random crystal figurines of anime characters] ..don't ask me how I came across them.. [looks at black suit stuck in the trashbin and thinks to self: must burn it up...]

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Monday, August 2, 2004


   Lots of sleep...

[slept until 13:00 PST] ...and I'm still sleepy. I feel drained of energy.... [nods]

Monday. No school. Feels...weird. Meep. I may be addicted to school! [traumatized] Uh, hope not. Uhmmm... Not much to report today, sadly. Probably since I just like woke up XD

I decided to play a bit of Xenosaga Episode 1. Any of you guys play the game? :P Any of you guys even heard of it?

Er, I'm like so bored. Do something, peoples!! [tickles Ozz] ^____^ I so wanna play Tales of Symphonia though :'(

I guess I'm off. [yawns] Sleep more or something x_x;;

[leaves pieces of cake for everyone, along with napkins and forks]

Latez, all.

P.S.

Artukei, I call a few of my friends "Sweetie" - nothing personal... ~_^

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Sunday, August 1, 2004


   Uh-huh!!! =D

Yay!! My counter thingie has finally hit 1000!! ;_; God, took me long enough XDD I've had this for like a year now... Lmao I'll never catch up to everyone up in the top 100...NEVAR!! I mean, look at James; he deleted roughly 2000 hits and look at his ranking. You gotta admire that guy, really :)

Uhm, well, since I'm at it, I wanna say something...

Wouldn't you guys agree, that what the webmaster(s) have done here is wonderful and amazing? They've brought people from around the globe to some sort of harmony or something. That's my opinion, though. And, like, I think most of us have made many new and good friends. I know I have for sure!!

So, I guess what I really feel like saying, that is summed up in a nutshell is:

THANK YOU OTAKU FOUNDERS!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

^______________^ YEAH! Ok, I'm hyperactive today. XDD

Latez.

[leaves a box of random presents for everyone] Dun worry, unlike Kisho, I keep 'em non-explosive ;)

P.S.

Uh...mind saying hi to my friend, Ethan? Click here to get linked over!

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   New background image and stuff

I'm going to update the background image to something else. [coughs] And I turn 14 in less than 10 days. WOO-HOO!!! I'm such a baby! XDD

Lesse... Who here plays Final Fantasy XI? Or Resident Evil: Outbreak?

[pauses] This idiot keeps calling!!! God, no matter what we say, he won't leave us alone. We're going to have to unplug the phone. I hope it isn't Peter doing the goddamn prank calling -_-; If it is you, Peter, I will kill you. I swear. Not a threat, but a promise.

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Saturday, July 31, 2004


   More questions, whee!!!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. Do you think I'll get married? If so, to whom and when?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you think I could kill someone?
15. Describe me in one word.
16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Courtesy of Kisho ^_^

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