myOtaku.com: Sheena X Zelos

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-11-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Newfoundland, Canada
Member Since
• 2006-05-05
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Thea

Personal

Achievements
• none at the moment
Anime Fan Since
• since I can remember!!
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Gravitation, Evangelion, Kannazuki no Miko, DearS, Beck
Goals
• To become a famous art director
Hobbies
• Drawing, Writing, Singing, and making peple laugh
Talents
• Um... that's for you to decide :P

myOtaku.com: Sheena X Zelos

Monday, July 17, 2006

Completely and totally broken
Well some people may be wondering why I'm feeling so down. Here is the MySpace blog I posted explaining it:

"That is exactly how I feel right now. I'm like way too wicked depressed to even talk. At least my tears have finally stopped. That I am thankful for.

Why the hell were you crying you might ask? If you know me any you'd probably say that I have nothing to be sad about but the truth is, deep down in my heart I feel so broken inside. I can be happy and laughing for a few minutes and then I'm back to tears again. I wanna be left alone but I feel so lonely otherwise. I don't understand my problem whatsoever. I'm like black and white, high and low. I'm the complete opposite on both sides of myself and I'm not even a gemeni. Funny huh? I feel more and more confused every single day, and it just keeps getting worse instead of better.

My parents are really getting on my nerves. I'm on msn, talking to both of them at the exact same time and I know that they hate each other. I'm sitting here in my grandmas basement all alone, one telling me how he can't come see me while I'm here because he has no money and the other telling me she's gonna take me home as soon as possable. The thing is, I don't wanna go home yet because I'll just be a burden to everyone if I go home now. It just keeps getting worse...

I wanna go camping with my friends, and I wanna meet Amy and Kyle, people who are there frm away and I've been dieing to meet in person forever, but for some reason I know I wouldn't be up to it, even though I love camping.

I'm so confused in my own head right now and I just don't know what to do. I hate being sad, and mad and hating the people I love just because I know... but... I just don't know, which is why I take my leave for now and here's hoping tomorrow will make more sense then the past few months..."

and that's pretty much it!!

I'll update again soon...

Comments (1)

« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page