myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• In the darkest depths of my room, in the void between Life and Death
Member Since
• 2006-11-23
Real Name
• Dusk


Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: ShatteredAngel

Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.

Pages (7): [ First ][ Previous ] 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 [ Next ] [ Last ]



Wednesday, December 27, 2006

well I'm back and I was right....now I have a huge headache from everyone yelling at each other ~sigh~

I hope all of yur yules where wonderful

~Dusk~
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (4) | Permalink



Monday, December 25, 2006

Happy Yule everyone, i'm going to be gone for a few days. I have to spend yule with my family (who are constently fighting)

hope you all have fun

~Dusk~
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (2) | Permalink



Sunday, December 24, 2006

You and Me

I said goodnight]
You said goodbye
I called you next night
You did not reply
I said hello in the school hallway
You just walked be and ignored me
You turned and tried to walk right through me
I though ou said you knew me
But if you had
You would have seen my tears
You would have heard my voice
And you would have felt that I was there
Sut you obviously lied to me
Because you don't even acknowledge my existence anymore


You're Pathetic

You called me names
Though I've wondered why
You made me feel bad
Anf made me cry

You know what you are
You're pathetic

You hit and kicked me
Pulled my hair
Made fun of me
In front of my friends

You know what you are
You're pathetic


Voices in my head

I hear them all the time
They never leave
They tell me to do things
I don't really want to do
But they're in my head
What else am I todo?
So I just obey them
And its because of them
I'm about to end my life


Tears

Tear tracks now stain my face
You broke my heart on to many times
Now I'm crying
In the depths of my room
The only place that doesn't remind me of you
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (3) | Permalink



Saturday, December 23, 2006

Invisible

I wish I was alone
No longer here
Visibility lost
I wish not to be seen
Sightless
All alone
Be by myself
Lost
Empty space where I used to stand


Dead

Death
Empty
Alone
Darkness

Death

Dark
Ending
Alone
Tears
Hurt


Crimson Tears

I said I would never cry for you
I said I would never bleed for you
But it looks like I've gone against my word
Because I'm crying crimson tears
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (1) | Permalink



Friday, December 22, 2006

oh just so you know, if you have any questions for me about my poetry PM them to me and I will answer then

Lonely Runaway

I ran away
To try to escape
But running away has only mad me unhappy
Unloved
And lonely

No one understoods the pain I felt
So I ran
No one understands the pain I feel
So I just keep running

All I want is for someone to understand me
And make me stop running
But I know that, that someone doesn't exsist
That, that somesonenever exsisted
And never will
So I just keep running
Each day becoming unhappier
More unloved
And lonlier....


Lost
Left behind
On my own
Seen never again
Time has never been so slow


Lost and Abandoned

Abandoned
Lost
Is anyone there?

Nothing
No one
It's empty
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (2) | Permalink



Thursday, December 21, 2006

sorry that I haven't updated recently, I've been really busy with Yule being so close (Christmas)

Deception

You promised you woul always be there for me
You promised me that you understood my feelings and me
You promised you would never lie to me
Or keep secrets from me

But you see I know you were lying to me
Even as you said those words
I was looking right into your eyes
As you promised me these things
Your eyes are what gave you away
They are what told me you were just saying them
Not meaning them
Just saying them to keep me happy
To keep me quiet
You didn't realise that it would all backfire on you
That its because of your lies to me
That I'm now sitting here
Sitting here holdiing a razor blade to my throat
You didn't realsie that your lies would be my end


If I....

If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That I'm in pain all because of you
If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That you're torturing me by not letting me leave
If I open my eyes
Will you realise
That its because of you
I'm crying myself to sleep each night


False Hope

You said you would help me
Help me through my times of need and dispair

You said I could tell you all my secrets and darkest fears
And help me figre them out and cope

You said if I told you everything
If I just opened up
You'd keep them secret
And cope with what I told you
No matter how harsh, hazardous or dangerous

I didn't want to open up
I wanted to keep my feelings locked up inside
I wanted to keep my fears and secrets to myself

But you made me feel safe, secure
So I opened up and told you everything
Not knowing that you would soon end your life
Just because of me....
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (4) | Permalink



Saturday, December 16, 2006

Soulon the Other Side of the Mirror

Been looking in the mirror for so long
I've come to believe my soul is on the other side
The little pieces falling
Shattering around me
Sgards of me
To sharp to put back together
But to small to matter
Big enough to cut me into little pieces
Ijust sit here staring at the mirror
Still believing my soul is on the other side....
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (6) | Permalink



Friday, December 15, 2006

Only one poem today, but please could you all visit two good friends of mine Kaiz Dark Angel05 and Merrick-FMA. Thank you

Bloody Tears of Pain

Blood stains the cuff of my shirt
Lonely and abandoned
Outcasted by others
Oblivious to the facts are my friends
Death is the only this I want
Yearning for it all to end soon

Tormented by daily life
Empty and self-doubt
Anger builds up inside until I take it out on myself
Regretting it soon after
Solitude from the world is my only hope

Only I know the real me and my fate
Forsaken to walk the Earth, full of shame and misery

Pathetic I am
Alone always
Invisible to the world
Nothing would change if I suddenly died

Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (5) | Permalink



Thursday, December 14, 2006

Shadow

Shade
Hole
Alone
Darkness
Oblivion
Wraith


Shadows

Somewhere to
Hide from the world
Away from the people who
Don't love me
Out of sight, between
Walls of alleyways with lots of
Shade to hide in


Lost in total Darkness

Depressed and all alone
No one understands the pain I feel
No one
tries to help ease the pain
And even if they did
I would just push them away

So its no use
But I have to cope
I have to survive this pain
The pain that I have lived with all my life

To me this pain is darkness
And I am lost
No one will ever find me
Because I'm too lost in this darkness
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (4) | Permalink



Wednesday, December 13, 2006

ok I'm going to start posting my poetry again and I'll start from the beginning of my poetry book and work back. Short poems I'll post two or three, long poems I'll post one, ok? This way you can see my earlier poetry and see how it has changed over the years


Alone

Abandoned
Lost Oblivion
Nothing
Empty


Darkness

Death
Alone
Raven
Killer
Nothingness
Emptiness
Solitude
Suicide


Depression can lead to being suicidal

Depression
Thats an emotion
Just incase you didn't know

Depressed
Thats a feeling
And thats how I usually feel

Suicide
What a nice word!
It's misunderstood
As something quite wrong
And hated

Suicidal
Not thats how some people get
When they have been depressed for far to long

Not if your wondering how I know
Well thats quite simple
I am depressed and very nearly suicidal
Click Here If you need help with World of War Craft!
Click Here for designing web site skills help!
Click Here for The Corel Photo-paint X3 Insider: Indust
Click Here to The Photoshop Companion: Industrial Stre.
Comments (2) | Permalink

Pages (7): [ First ][ Previous ] 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 [ Next ] [ Last ]