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Thursday, August 30, 2007


   Erk. Sorry Gais.
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Time: 1:43 p.m.
Location: School Newspaper Room
Mood: Morose, Downtrodden
Thinking: "Are the Powers That Be trying to Fuck me over?"
Listening To: Nothing. ._.


XxApologyxX
Sorry for not finishing my post yesterday. Things kind of worse after I left school. How are you guys? ;___;

XxProblemsxX
Well, this weekend I was supposed to go to GA, but my family are making things complicated for me and my mother to go. My boyfriend and I were supposed to see each other(He lives in GA), but my Family doesn't think my 32 year old mom is Experienced enough to drive down there! Why?! She's only been driving for about 5 or 6 months now. But she's 32! Everyone has to learn sometime! You can't always be sheltered forever. They just don't want me to go because they are fucking retarded. I don't care if they care or not, I want to be fucking selfish. Just ONCE. How hard is it to ask for such a small thing?! They don't have to give us money, they aren't going, they don't have to do a damn thing, but they are trying to make my trip not happen. And BOY, let me tell you what will happen if they succeed. I will go off so bad, they will never hear the end of it. ._. I need a vacation. And this is it, until Christmas. Its also until Christmas that I get to see my BOYFRIEND again. So if this oppurntunity gets fucked, I will get even. . . That kind of sounds a little harsh, but I do know what will happen. We'll move out, my mom and I. Because My Mom feels like they are trying to keep her in a "prison" and raise me, THEIR way.

But I'm afraid to move out. . . because of my Dad. But its a risk I'm almost willing to take. Because we've traded one domineering, psychotic man, for a naggy, controlling woman. Domineering + controlling = Same thing. It bothers us. It bothers her more than me, and hurts me more than her. =/

...End Rant. . .

I really needed to get that off my mind.
Thanks Guys. -Hearts love and peace-


P.S: I would like to note that I have a theory: (By the way, I am agnostic in Religion, so I have some interesting views, but if you are offended, I'm terribly sorry, it was all in Jest.)

Anyway, my theory is this: You think God, Allah, Buddha, Mary, St. Catherine, whoever you believe is up there, is really up there. I was talking to a friend of mine, and I told her, "You know I wouldn't be surprised if when I got up to heaven, I walked past the gates to see those three old women from Hercules sitting at that table all grumpy-like!" And she started ROFLing. ...That's all. o_o;

Question: What is your religion and why?

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