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Monday, January 29, 2007


Chicken Poptarts.
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Time: 2:48 p.m.
Mood: Melancholy/Heartbroken
Listening To: VH1 Nelly Furtado- "Say It Right"


Hallu Hallu you all! -she would wave and hug everyone- First of all, I would like to say thanks for so many fsking comments on my last post. I've not had that many comments in God knows when, so thnx! <3 Anyway, How are you guys doing, and on with the postage!

XxExplanationxX
About my brokenheartedness, my teacher came over to my compy on the last update and was like, ">O WHAT IS THAT?!" So I just pretty much hit "Post" without finishing my post. T_T But...yes, I have had my first heartbreak...ever. I think I've come to realize THAT is the worse feeling in the world. The pain is so freaking physical I can feel it hurting. But...he was so sweet about it, so I couldn't hate him. In a way, I wish he had done it hatefully, because maybe then I could have reacted differently. But instead he told me he loved and adored me as a friend, and he'd like to think we could be together, but it just wouldn't work. So I took my broken heart, and I still talk to him. But I don't tell him I love him anymore. He broke me down completely. One of the few people that had the power, and he abused it. -she sighed-

XxIn other sad newsxX
My Aunt Died on Friday. Yesterday was the Receiving of Friends and Today was the Funeral. I had to miss work yesterday for the Receiving of Friends, and do you know what my work had the AUDACITY TO SAY?! That I need a signed not from the director of the Funeral HOME SAYING I WAS THERE! Dx WHAT KIND OF RUDE MF'ERS ASK SOMETHING OF THAT?! -she huffed- But the ceremony was sad today. I didn't cry, and I feel awful, because everyone else did. I just wasn't that close to my aunt, even though she raised me. I mean, I Feel horrible that she died, but I didn't cry. =/ Does that make me a bad person?

Anyway, that's all in the world of Shadow. Here is the piccie, but I'm too lazy to get lyrics. xD

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What is says:

"How can I fly?
With broken wings
How Can I soar?
my wildest dreams
How can I reach?
The top of the world?
How can I say?
Those lovely words

How can I sing?
If there's no tune
How can I be happy?
If you cause my life to doom
How can I feel safe?
If my life is full of fears
How can I cry?
If there's not tears

Its titled broken Love. I thought it was appropriate.

~Shadow~

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