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Tuesday, May 3, 2005


Mood: Do i need to say?... ._.
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First i want to apologise for not posting yesterday what i had promise, i promise i would do and i didn't...i'm so sorry for that, really am...

It just i spend yesterday all day wandering around the house, doing nothing, just thinking and crying, because we had more news from the doctor of my older bother Simão and its not that good, i just feel sad and..and lonely, i know i'm not lonely, i have friends and family, but the feeling won't get away, and feel responsible for my brother being so sick, and i can't talk about what i'm feeling with my family because i don't wanna worry them, it just i don't have anyone to talk except here, and all this feelings are....consuming me....
That's why i didn't post yesterday, it would be such awfull and to painfull for you to read it...
I was going to do today as well, but i can't be away from here to many time 'cause i miss myotaku really much, its kinda a obscession a good one think*little smille*
Anyway i went to panda site and it make remember i'm not the only one who have problems, so many people have worst then mine, saddly panda have, wish she doesn't though*sigh*, please she really need to be confort and you know a bit of love don't hurt anyone, so please make her a visit and pray for her, she really needs...
Panda all my family is praying for you and your mother!All our thoughts go to both of you!Just keep strong*hugs*
I really hope all of you are okie...and don't forget that i love you guys*hugs crying*

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Shadow..

[PS:Anyho if your still interested you can see everything
here on this site, is in english and i really advise you to read, its really beautifull....]

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