Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Because I have a guilty conscience...
Neglect. Is the best word I find to describe what I've been doing for god knows how many months around here but hey I pop up now and then with my silly blurbs so in the end that's not too bad.
Anyway, tonight or (should I say early morning?It's 3am anyway) I'm merely updating to let ya know that I'm alive.Well.Sort off.
I thought I recovered from my flu, it took a long time to heal and I really thought my body beat it but guess I was wrong. It's back and this time it's twice as strong than the last time.
Its very hard to breath sometimes and because of that I get dizzy heh, that's why I'm still up. I just can't stay still and fall asleep buut I'm doing all I can to beat it up again. We'll see.
And oh, going to the hospital won't work, last time I went there the doctor asked me what was I doing there and she kept suspicious all the time I was there, apparently I can pretend very well that I'm healthy when I'm actually not. Go figure.
So yeah, that's why I barely come on lately or update this thing heh and Le kun, I haven't forgotten you, I'll get to you and help you out as soon as I recover okay? I know you've been waiting for so long, I'm sorry about that.
And Vicky love, I may have not comment your posts lately but I've read them, if you need a friend, you know where to find me. Things will get better, you'll see.
Well it's 4am so I'm off and see if I can get some sleep. Take care.