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Friday, October 21, 2005


   I'm dying inside...literally.


Mood: Sad; sleepy

Music: Underneath Your Clothes by Shakira

Thursday:
Okay...well. I got to school and then I didnt feel well. So I called home and asked my gramma if I cud get a ride home. She said that either my mom or aunt will come up and get me. My aunt came up, got me, and then took me to McDonalds since I didnt have anything to eat for a while and I was starving.

Once I got home my mom told me she was taking me to the doctors to see what these pains in my side were that I was having since late Saturday night. I went and they asked me what was going on and stuff. Theyn they made me go to the hospital and get an ultrasound(NO I'm NOT pregnant -.-U) Well, they did the ultra sound of my appendix and pelvis region. And wow, come to find out I have a 6 1/2 centimeter cyst on my right ovary! A normal ovary size is around 3 centimeters, so the cyst hanging off of it is over twice its size. Wow, and how glorius to find out that this ALSO runs in my family! -.-U

This happened to my gramma too when she was younger, and she had to have the whole ovary removed. I actually just think they shud remove mine. I always wanted to get some sort of surgery and stay in the hospital. Off subject, anyways...Then we wated the results back from the ultra sound. They said it was a pretty big cyst. Then they wanted to check the blood flow, so they pretty much gave me another ultra sound. I swear, I was being treated like a pregnant woman. -.-U.

Then they say that they have to give me a pregnancy test! Me and my mom were like 'what the hell!?' and my mom told the nurse 'my kid never leaves the house unless for school, i mean c`mon. And she knows I wud kill her if she got pregnant'. Blah, I felt so embarassed for some reason.

Now, All I have to do is take some kind of alieve. If that don`t work, then Monday I have to go get put on birth control. -.-U

Well, I got to miss most of school today and I get to miss school tomorrow. Oh yeah, and my little mini party is re-scheduled now! No, my wine coolers! DX

Friday:
No school today. Weee. I woke up and got on the chat and Seen Eiyuu (Meh husband/boyfreind) Was on...Yeah...he's changed alot since the last time I've seen him. What triggered the change, I'm not sure. But I dun like it...he seemed to have been slight...psychotic. And well...when he left he didn`t even say bye to me....><;;

I've gone through plenty of mishaphs with him...I'll just keep my mouth shut and not say a word. I only feel like my insecurities bug him.

Gtg.

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