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Saturday, September 16, 2006


   depressed now in heart rending poetry
crap, its been 6 months sense my best friend Cali left my life, i want to repair the damage but i dont know how. i dont think shell ever even be my friend again. being depressed sucks, i dont want to draw, read, do homework (like i ever do), i had to force my self to post this thing right here. well any way, its not like anybody really can help me right now. what ever. this is a poem i though up while struggeling to fall asleep tonight. i hope you all like it, and maybe let some of you know what im going through.........who knows, maybe she'll see it, i doubt it though.


Cold and Gray

Six months it’s been almost to the day,
My life became so cold and gray
I never did think or know,
You’d leave me standing in to snow
That day you went and walked away,
I did not know what I could say
And still I don’t know what to do,
Though I still long to be with you
The act that cut our friend friendships life
The cruel most unforgiving knife
Was just my act to try and protect
The one that soon would me reject
So now my life is bitter cold
Without the one I wished to hold
The one I suffer for, in the snow
Will she even let me show?
My love for her in such a way
To end this life, so cold and gray

By Josh Stewart (Seph Cloud)

To Cali
Where ever you are


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