Thursday, May 10, 2007

   I Can Have What I Wanted... but.... do I really want it anymore...
...I'm with L... I know I love him... I do!! But now... Light says he wants me back and... if I did go back to him... would he later push me away again like last time...?

-sighs- This is just all so wrong... I should stay with L... but temptation is at it's peak for me... and I'm slowly breaking down as it grows more inside me...

What do I do... I'm truly lost... do I stay with L... or go back to Light...?

Rem... help me...
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

   I'm...married... eh heh...
Well... at least L will treat me with dignity and respect... apparently Matsuda married us yesterday.

^//^ Now we're trying for a baby since I kind of gave up the idea of modeling...

It's hard because sometimes I really miss Light... but L's so nice to me and I know I'm falling in love with him... -sighs- Did I jump the gun too soon? ...Mello, don't you dare answer that.
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Someone... do me a favor and just pull a gun to my head and shoot... SHOOT UNTIL THERE'S NOTHING LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The only thing I loved in my life is gone... SO WHY SHOULD I BE HERE?!?!? I WAS SUPPOSED TO DIE WITH MOM AND DAD ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Monday, May 7, 2007

Light... what... what would you think... if Misa fell in love with someone else...
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Saturday, May 5, 2007

   Misa is so bored... ~sighs~ Anyway...

If any of you watched the new Death Note ep, isn't it just so sad?

And Light... yeah... I WAS IN MY UNDIES!

I kind of like that new shinigami... Shidoh... he was so cute with the chocolate...

Now I want some... I AM OFF TO FIND CHOCOLATE! HYAH!
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   ~yawn~ I'm finally feeling a tad better thanks to Near taking care of me and Light. HE HUGGED ME! ~squeals and faints~

So what's up with da rest of ya?! ^_^
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

light-kun... please pay attention to my plea... i don't feel good from the drugs... my mouth still hrts... plez...

near won't let me call anyone eithr...plz...
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Oh... and before I go! Dis is meh! As... me... -sweat drop- Uh... yeah...


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   I won't be here this weekend, going with possibly Near and a few others down state to check out a college and hang with our friends.

Drop me a PM if you want, ok? I'm leaving tomorrow. AND YOU BETTER EITHER MISS ME OR COME WITH ME, LIGHT!!!
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

   Just updating, not PMing tonight unless you want more than my heart... TEEHEE!!!!

I just called Neary-kun's house, and guess what? MELLO ANSWERED!!! XD He's such a funny bunny, and I'm going over LIGHT'S house tonight... it's a day off of school tomorrow for us all, and let's just say, Ima make it worth my love's while...

So leave me a PM and stuff, and Mello... DO NEAR GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!! ^^
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