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Sunday, March 22, 2009


it won't be long, yeah

i know i owe you a letter, cassandra.
i wrote one, but can no longer find it, and i need to find the one you wrote me to make a proper response. so just hold your horses.

today was weird. i felt off when i woke up. took a shower, re-read the letter i wrote for matt, cringed at how awful it was, walked to kwik trip of all places to get a stamp and mail it, walked back home. lindsey came by to pick me up so we could go to hannah's house, stopped by target. i whined about how awful the twilight movie was, and then actually went to hannah's. got molested on the couch, and went home.
once i got home, i was in the worst mood i've been in since i don't know when. got a killer headache and had random crying jags, mostly cause by thinking about him.
i finally got better, and decided to sit outside in my driveway for a few hours. it got really cold so i went back inside.

now, i'm still here, and i still feel sort of off. i hate this feeling, more than anything.
:/
but i am talking to him now, so i'm probably doing okay.

'til i belong to you.
<3



me: i re-read it in the morning, and it was incoherent and pointless. but quaint, which is the only reason i didn't rewrite it.
him: I will cherish it forever.

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