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Tuesday, July 17, 2012


i've started to wonder what my life's playlist would look like

i'm thinking something like this:

1. some nights - fun
2. shots - lmfao
3. sleazy - ke$ha
4. walk of shame - the like

and repeat repeat repeat.

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Wednesday, April 6, 2011


i didn't even bother to check how long it had been since i last posted.

it doesn't really matter in the long run though, right?

i suppose i don't even really know what to say, haha. there's a lot i could say. a lot i'd rather not say.

so how about this:

i've begun second guessing my life choices. (again).
after going out to california, and having all this time to think about things, i don't know what i want to do with my life. well, that's a little inaccurate. there is a lot that i know i want to do with my life, i just don't know where to start. i don't know if it's a matter of putting my finger down at random and setting out, or if it's a matter of plucking up the courage and just going without rhyme or reason.

if it's a courage thing, i doubt i'll ever have it.

but i don't want to run away from home without some validation here, without a plan. i can't be like jake and mckade. their whole mindset is geared for that sort of thing. they were made to leave.

i'm the sort of girl that wishes she could have that life, but isn't sure enough of herself to go out and get it.

sooner or later, i'll get it right.

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Thursday, February 11, 2010


one thing i've learned
is that everyone is poisonous.
the worst part is, some people
don't have an antidote.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009


merry christmas.
go watch a christmas story
and eat too many cookies,
maybe open a gift or two.
it's fucking christmas, muhfuckaah.

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Thursday, November 19, 2009


bitte, gibt mir nuir ein wort.




not.
never speak to me again.

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Thursday, November 12, 2009


i'm not the first
or the last, but
i am possibly the
prettiest.
i'm a fighter,
past my prime.
i'm in the gutter,
waving.
i'll be just fine.

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Thursday, November 5, 2009


remember, remember
the fifth of november
the gunpowder treason and plot.
i know of no reason
for the gunpowder treason
to ever be forgot.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009


you were right.
i was wrong.
like i always am.
and you always are.

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009


boxed blondes have less fun.


closet whores take it from themmmm.



i'm so insightful, these days.

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Saturday, October 24, 2009


minor link dump.


twitter -
calamity

tumblr -
zombiekisses


go.

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