Wednesday, January 30, 2008

   2 fucks for the price of 1
I'm just in a ...I dunno, really depressed mood and I don't effing know why. In my life, I'm past that emo bullshit. I really am. But I just feel so disillusioned right now.

College isn't exactly what I thought it'd be. It's great, and I love Portland. But, I feel like I don't have any great friends here. I like people but no one's Tamara or Mayte, or Antonio.

Part of me just wants to go home and see my family and my pets. Part of me wants to quit and go home and not try anymore and curl up and just watch tv.

But nothing's on.

Part of me wants to just do community college, and get married, and have kids. A couple weeks ago, I thought I was pregnant. Becky and I went back on the calender and my situation got even more troublesome. No one ever taught me about the "time table" but I'm always very careful. Still doesn't mean anything is full proof. But I'm almost NEVER late, so I was worried. I decided to jinx it by deciding on names for the kids. It worked.

By the way, my kids names will be:
(girls) Tirza Blue and/or Ofelia Rei
(boys) James Matthew or Trent Michael (ahahaha)

whatever. I don't know. You can ignore this; I'm fine, I just needed to vent a little. I'll stay in college because I want to be able to have a job I like, and to travel, and to be able to provide for my family. I want to be in college. I just...don't know

For your viewing pleasure:


ahahahahah!!!



this made me laugh



maybe I just need a kitty =3thank you!
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Monday, January 28, 2008

   rawr!!!
I got 9/10 on my homework. yay me!!!

And I love Malcolm in the Middle. yayyyy

My nephew is so cute <3

and my sister.

she's a liar xD

and her school is a BUTCHER SHOP!!!! she said they disected a squid and then fried the legs and ate them. She said next they're gonna disect a pig and fry the bacon to eat xDDDD

I'm not sure I believe them.

Wow. Half-wit factory between your legs. >_>

OH!!!!! Around here (Portland, Oregon), snow is the devil. Apparantly. Okay. I'm from Denver, Colorado. And while it doesn't snow THAT much there, more than here.

Lake Oswego got a tad bit of snow, maybe 3 inches, and the kids got school off. What the fuck!!! The roads were PERFECTLY clear and the sidewalks had footprints in the snow through which you could see the cement.

the kids were sledding on a hill with grass poking through the snow xD

I'm not angry or outraged or anything. I just think it's HILARIOUS and a little pathetic. I know it's cos they aren't used to driving in snow but...come on. Last year, in Denver we got 6 inches of snow a week AFTER getting about 3 feet in a day. we couldn't see the pavement for like 70 days. And we only missed 3 days of school.

my cousin got 2 feet of snow and didn't miss.

xD oh well. I hope it snows here~~~thank you!
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Sunday, January 27, 2008

   hrmmm
Poor LordSesshomaru. Didn't know chimps are apes and he's been wrong all this time. What about a monkey butler, like a capuchin monkey? they're cute and trainable. Oh, but they're usually the dancing, accordian fiends. >_> hmmmmmm

not much to say...friday was a day, a day in which I, um. went shopping. Which I did on saturday. And Sunday. I got some good deals. I did.

but I spent way too much money. I need a job before I can buy anything else. Dammit. I needed clothes, but I bought shit I don't need. I might take it back >_> without using it, of course...

but I DID get my nephew a Mr. Potato Head for his birthday and it only cost $4!!! SCORE!!!!!!!!!

Today I was eating lunch at the mall food court with Becky and Derek, and I spilled my rice and teriyaki chicken ALL over the place. I looked at it, looked up, and smiled. Then, I said, "oh my God, disaster!!!!"

heh. I also absolutely love the GrindHouse films (Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarrintino). Planet Terror was more fun and I liked it much better. But Death Proof was good in a different way. It made me feel very feminist, and I'm not really a feminist person.

I saw those movies for free so it was a good deal. I also got free candy, popcorn, and cupcakes that evening. It was a very victorious day.

Plus. Rose McGowan is fucking GORGEOUS and sexy, and...Freddy Rodriguez is damn sexy too! and cute... >_>



I also saw "El Orfanato," or "The Orphanage" which is not directed by, but produced by, Guillermo del Torro, the same guy who did "Pan's Labrynth." (That's my 2nd favorite movie there)

"El Orfanato" was daaaamn suspenseful. Not the scariest, but scary. It wasn't as good as "Pan's Labrynth," but it was good. Next, I wanna see "Persopolis" because it looks really good.

I bought Kill Bill xD so excited. Also bought the movie Uzumaki and some Outlaw Star!!! yay!

In sad news, please put an old classmate of mine, Meaghun Crookston, in your thoughts/prayers. Her high school sweetheart and husband, Duncan, died on Friday due to injuries he got in Iraq. It's a really hard time for her, for all of us. They graduated the year before me, but were in a lot of my classes.

But, that's all I want to go into with that so =P

thanks for taking time to read this, and take care!!!


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
bwahahahahahahahathank you!
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Friday, January 25, 2008

   90%=we're all gettin' laid tonight!!!
You guessed it!!! I checked my test scores, and on my Biology test, I got an A. 90%. 45/50. I'm ECSTATIC!!!! I called my mom to tell her, and jumped around like a monkey and was super happy.

Some girls, probably drunk, TP'd our floor. not the floor-floor. The 6th floor. Our floor, but not the one we step on. You get it.

Ummm in self-defense class today, I was utterly confused as to why, when I rolled away, I wound up back on my feet and why everyone else was on the floor still. I was supposed to be on the floor. But I can't roll without standing up, or something. I don't know. Anyway.

Uhhmmmm I think something bad is going to happen, because I keep getting red flashes with static randomly. baaaad premonition. Bad movie, too.

I want to see Strange Wilderness, or whatever that movie is. Also, I've decided that unless I'm hurried, sick, tired, or carrying something awkward, I will take the stairs instead of the elevator. I needs to lose weight, dude.


Tamara, my nerdy sister <333


I like how I look in grey >_>

that's it for now ^__^ take care minna!!!thank you!
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

   biolology test tomorrow....
I know, if you're gonna take the test, know what the subject-o is.

well, I DO know, i just tenderly call biology biolology. sometimes there are some extra "lo's" in there.

I'm not as worried as for last term, because this stuff sticks better, for me. still, i HAVE to study.

Today was a fine day. nothing to report.

But I have some pictures ^^


after my tattoo was done. OWWWW


you can see the yellow ink and...on the frog, red blood


I was trying to meditate out the pain...but it didn't work xD


but there's my froggy, beautiful.


kawaii becky da!


this picture of Jason looks perverted


Gabe really likes Orange xD


Keri can tast the rainbow!


we is rockstars


=3 this is the most accurate picture of me. Ever. thank you!
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

   don't ask why i'm posting random posts throughout the day.
i know i know.

myspace sucks.

Does this happen to you in the morning

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ninja guard cats. kind of...

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...that grey cat is dumb. some idiots were leaving comments bitching about the cat got hurt. yeah whatever, cats are tough.

it irritates me when there's a Chinese/Japanese/Asian video of an animal, there is INVARIABLY a plethora of idiots feeling sorry for the poor animals that will be "eaten."

...uhm, they don't eat their pets. especially in Japan where most people are, by world standards, quite wealthy.

Puppy and Duckling - ETERNAL love!

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this is one of those examples

Panda sneeze,FUNNY!!!

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...i'm gonna steal that pandathank you!
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   oh, spare me!
on my other, secret blog, some girl commented. which is rare because I just rant there and don't expect anyone to write back.

this is the comment she wrote:

"ur friend is lucky to have u...look at me ..i am all alone in this world...dont have anyone..no friend at all"

**MAJOR eyeroll**

spare me your emo, self-pity bullcrap.

there are a lot of people without friends, and they don't manage to sound that pathetic. and, I think they can spell "you" instead of "u"

seriously. emo-crap like that makes me laugh. I laughed when I read it. A lot. I hope she wasn't serious.

because that would be way too lame.thank you!
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   do you ever think that you may have worms?
I'm up, at 5, watching TV before class, and this commercial comes on. i'm half paying attention because i'm drinking my tea

but i hear this lady say "do you ever think that you may have worms?"

and I'm thinking, "what the fuck??? WORMS?"

so i look and it's an ad for computer shit. Oh. CompUTER worms.

And yes, LordSesshomaru, the people who abuse animals are stupid, and often times very selfish.thank you!
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Monday, January 21, 2008

   ow! i slept weird
I slept weird so my back and neck and bones are hurting. baaaaad.

ahahaha! Becky just asked me, "If I buy Ice Cream, will you help me eat it?"

xD of COURSE i will, Becky!

and now we are talking about "butt cramps," specifically, what does a butt cramp feel like?

Jeez. we have weird conversations sometimes. We've even discussed our boyfriends, lol, so often.

So. Friday I don't recall what I did, oh wait yes I do, I went shopping! Saturday I went to see Cloverfield, and while many people love it, I was not that impressed. It was okay, I've seen far worse. It was a good idea. But it was just kinda boring. >_<

Then, Sunday, I did LAUNDRY for SEVEN HOURS!!!!!!!!! it was terrible. I also cleaned my room, which is now immaculate. kinda. it's still clean. I went kinda "mommie dearest" with the comet, though

haha.

I'm hungry. Whatta fatass.

Ow. spongebob made my head hurt. yuck.

I need to go to the school store andddddddd do my homework and studying.

Oh. My. God. this is an edit, but I'm watching Animal Cops, and, FUCK these people. Some people had a bunch of huge bears and tigers in TINY cages. The poor bears couldn't even stand up. Seriously. the cages must've been 10 feet by 8 feet by like 6 feet. That's NOTHING for a huge animal. that's NOTHING for even a damn house cat. Plus, these animals were on hard concrete, without even WATER. here's a note, folks. If you've got animals, make sure they have WATER.

especially if you have fish ;-)

gotta go!!! take care!thank you!
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

   cloverfield sucked.
just as the subject says, I was NOT impressed with the movie Cloverfield. It made me tired and bored the crap out of me.

not literally, but if I HAD the crap literally bored out of me, at least I would not have been KEPT bored. Damn.

I mean, the group I went with liked it, and wouldn't shut up about it. Just personally I wanted to burn the reel and leave. It was not a good movie. but it did have good aspects, to be fair.

anyway. not much to say. gotta do laundry and homework. yikes.

gonna go now!~thank you!
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