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Friday, May 19, 2006


   Aaaaagh.
This week has been the worst ever. Man, I thought way back a few months ago was bad, but now, omg. X_X FREAKING AWFUL. I've been so upset on today and Wednesday that I've actually cried. THAT BAD. And I feel like no one loves me, I can't do anything, and I don't have anything to look forward to in life. My mom keeps saying that I get too upset easily, but how can I when she keeps pestering me about it and she doesn't know how upset I am? It's easy to say "It's okay, just cheer up", but do you ever really think about what the person you're saying it to feels like?

I went to the school councelor again today. It's nice to talk to someone who won't go "zomg stop getting upset. STOP IT. Dude, just stop! DUDE!!ONE!1". ^_^x I actually missed lunch and stuff. Well, at least, when all the other 8th graders were eating. I ate with the councelor in the lunchroom/gym while the lunch ladies were getting out food for 6th graders.

...ah, my mom just came in and talked to me a minute ago. She told me nice things this time, and didn't flip out and tell me to stop getting upset. She said that my family, relatives, and friends (which I said) are here for me. Awww... ^_^x

I'm kind of not as sad anymore. Ah, but I want to get my hair cut like NAOKI's. It's super spiffeh, but my mom and dad and brothers are all like "d00d then we'd only see half of your face lolz." T_T Umm... I only want a few wisps falling into my face, NOT A WHOLE CHUNK. I don't wanna be emo. D: (Though, there's nothing wrong with that.)

Aaaaad, I finally AAA'd 1998 on Standard in DDR. Seeeee? X3 (for some reason paint made it all pixely and stuff. Eh.)

Oh yeah... and look- SUPER HOT NAOKI PICTURE!!! (Lawlz, I sound so dumb XD)


See how his hair is? That's how I want it, only a dark red with darker red roots. That's what color it is now... I saw him in an interview on gamespot.com that was from January. I WISH I COULD MEET HIMMM!! It's my dream. X3 But, my friends were making fun of him before school today and stuff. D: Eh well, they always do that.

Okay, I think I should go now. It's 9:50.

I am super happy there's no school tomorrow... ah, but there's an art festival! x3 Yayz.

Later's ya'll!

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