Wednesday, November 2, 2005

   It hurts.....

*crying serioulsy*Hi everyone.....I'm still not happy and I still am going to take that break. This is to you Mikey......Why are you doing this to me? Why did you have to post that on your site Mikey? I don't need you to be the best, I just need you to be with me....please don't leave me in the dark again.....please....It hurts....the pain....You were my hope, my light, you made me trust again...I couldn't trust that much people last yr. because of what my dad did to my mom, and I couldn't trust any more guys.....but you helped me even though you don't know.....What was it that I did? please don't leave me.......but whatever your decision is, I'll bear....So I'm thinking instead of a month, I feel no need to go on theO again, since Mikey is leaving me....I feel pain, and heart broken, I feel as though i can never trust again.....So I might take a yr.....I don't know anymore......If you guys didn't read my first post please read it, it has club joining info on it...Well love you, and I have no reason to go on here, when my heart hurts.....So love you ,and thank you for being my friends, you all are great, snd I wish I didn't go through this....*can't stop crying, it just gets louder*

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   I want to say I'm sry to you all.......

Hi everyone.....Me isn't to hyper and happy now...I'm sick again, I was thinking and crying to much, and I got myself sick, I can't really talk....And I want to say sry to you guys.....Why? 'Cause I'm leaveing theO for real now.....Many peoplz had tried to stop me a couple of times be fore, and they succeeded......But I'm doing it now 'cause I can't take it anymore, Mikey's left me in the dark for over a week, and I was thinking alot and crying, and when those to combines I get really sick, and I don't want myself really sick. I'm sick right now, so I need to get better. I was thinking of takeing a yr.s break, but decided to only take a months break. I won't be on AIM or Yahoo! Messenger either, but I will be on all of them and this after Nov. ends.....I'm sry I'm doing this to you all, but I can't take it, Mikey's my first bf, even though I can't hug him and all, but it feels like I can't do anything to help him feel better, I found out Monday, that he was really sick, and he's really busy, and I don't want to bug him, so this is all I can do to keep him off my mind. I'm really sry you guys...My heart aches with pain, and I'm sry to those I haven't talked to a while, I love you all and will be back in a month.....*hugs* Will be on at Thanksgiving eve and Thanksgiving.^_^ Love you. Good bye to all!!!! Also please join my Friends Are 4ever club? Just send me a pm, and I'll get right on it, even though I won't be on....But I'll make banners, and sign gb's.....So yeah. Tell me which banner you want or what type of anime peoplz you want and I'll get right on it, if the banners aren't what you want. So yeah, and please don't just copy and paste it from my site to yours....Cause I put a special thing on my members banner......

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Monday, October 31, 2005

   I just don't know anymore........

Happy Halloweenz everyone!!! And if you don't celebrate it, you can wake me in the side of the head.......Actually just wake me if you do celebrate it anyway, because my heart hurts, I rather be unconcious, then sit here and think......Mikey hasn't pmed me for 6 days, I haven't talked to him for 6 days, it's almost a week, my heart feels like it's been shattered into a million pieces, without him even saying anything.....I know this happened before, but this is longer then before.....It hurts....I don't want to worry you guys, but it feels like he's ignoring me......Or he might be busy, but he always get on here in the morning, he promised me he would at least pm me once, because I told him that even if it's just one pm it'll make me happy....But I'm good, yeah..Nothing to worry about, me is super!!!! *tears starts formimg*It's ok!!! I'm ok!! I've been through worse, this is nothing....Just felt so happy to have my first bf, even though I can't hug him....But at least I got some time with him, and I would be sad if he left me now, but happy because I got to at least spend some time with him....So yuo guys don't need to worry, when I'm sad I'll just fake it like when I was really sad last yr. I'm really good at that. I don't want my friends to be sad....I love you all to much to make you worried or sad. So just pretend you never saw the top part ok? well tell you about my weekend when I get home from school......

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

I have plans for this weekend!!!!!!

Hey peoplz!!!! Ok, I'm not going to be on today or tomorrow, busy.....And Sry bout not posting yesterday.......Really tired....lol.^_^ Not going to tell you about it though......Too tired.....lol. Well I have plans for this weekend!!!!!! I'm going to Chihiro7'ss house to sleep over.^_^ I haven't seen her for a long time, because I moved.... So I'm soooooo happy!!!! I get to see her, first she's coming here, and then I'm going to her house......FUN. And maybe we'll go trick or treating at the mall.....Depends if we feel right.....lol.^_^ YAy I'm soooo happy.^_^ I have plans^_^ And since Mikey isn't on, and I haven't talked to him, I won't be on for a while.....this is payback Mike......^_^ Yep. Me=mad at you.....jk, I know your busy, so I'm going to go find something to do to keep me busy, or maybe busy forever....So then you can go find another girl who isn't too busy for you, so you can talk with her, and hug her, and do other happy gf,and bf things with her.........Sry, went into a thing.....lol. Yeah, but I mean it Mike. As you can see, I'm calling you Mike, not Mikey, sweety,cupcake,pumpkin,cookie......Just Mike. lol. I still love you hun. even if your too busy for me.^_^ Yep. Ok. Right, going back on track. I had alot of fun yesterday. Fun,fun,fun.^_^ So yeah, I'm going to go cut my hair again tomorrow, and I want to highlight it, but I have to ask my sis. I want it her color.^_^ pretty. And I'm getting it cut layered again, so me=busy...lol.^_^ I'm sooooo happy.^_^ I want a cookie!!!!!!!!!! lol. Well any ways, I'll be on at J's house maybe, I don't know, unless I have something to distract me.....lol. I lost 5 lbs.......Scary....lol.Also I'm making a club, it's called "Friends 4ever", so if you want to join fell free to pm me, and ask. I'll post all the banners up.^_^ Or you can ask me for what theme you want it to be and I'll try........ Well anyway, talk to you when I can.^_^ Love yall's bye!!!!!!!

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   HAHAHA, I can finally remeber what I forgot yesterday!!!!!!

Hey!!!!!!! I can finally remeber what I forgot about yesterday!!!!! LOL. I'm weird........LOL. It's not my fault I like joining school events........I love joining things!!!!! Well any way, I'm going to join this thing in my school, it's called Ghost Out........And I can't talk all day, it's a thing, and theres a reason.......This week is red ribbon week, and whoever lives in Florida, has to know what that is.......And if you don't I'll tell you, after I tell you about this Ghost Out thing.....Ok, they could only pick 20 students out of the whole school, and I'm one of them.......YAY!!!!! lol. well the thing is for drugs thing, this weeks school activitys are for the drugs and other gangs, or bad things related.......And well a grimmreaper is going to tape on us, and we'll like be dead, and we can't talk all day....This reminds me of that other post I posted that you guys read......lol. No talking all day, and well I get to paint my face white.^_^ And well it's a thing......And it shows you what happens to you been you do drug, or be in gangs, etc.........Yeah. And well red ribbon week is a thing, telling kids that we shouldn't do drugs, and all of that other thing........Yeah......I'm pretty sure you guys had that, and the dance was about that too.......Tomorrow, in my 5th per. were going to the gymnasium for a night vision thing......^_^ This is fun.^_^ I join everything.......lol. I love showing school spirit, or things to make peoplz understand.......So yeah, the other thing I forgot.....I'm not going to be on for really long or alot for a couple of weeks...... I'm doing a science project, I have to invent a Newton's scooter thingy........By using Newton's third law......Argh.......lol. ^_^ So yeah project, I have a partner.....^_^ So yeah, my day is just packed with things.....lol. It's all sooooo fun.^_^ Yep.^_^ Well today was a fun day.^_^ I'm hyper!!!!!!! lol. Well talk to you all later, 'cause I don't have that much hw, and I'm not doing my project yet, because she isn't here........^_^ Love you all!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

   WOW, I'm soooooo tired..........LOL.

Hey my great friends!!!!!!!! I just got home from the school dance.^_^ HAHAHAHAHAHA. I had to much soda, now I'm sugar high!!!!!!! So hyper!!!! But I'm like tired, and dead......LOL. I never knew that was possible....LOL. I was tiring, and I don't feel like telling it our on post........LOL. Well Sean didn't go....WAHHHHHHHH........LOL. Oh well.........LOL. ^_^ I stayed there for 2 hrs.......YUM!!!!!! DAncing fun, I also helped with food, and other things.....Heavy cans........LOL. I missed you guys!!!!! ^_^ And I want a cookie!!!!!!!! LOL. I named Sean Kookie.......LOL.^_^ My nick name last yr. was cookie........YUM........LOL.*goes get ice-cream, comes back later* Sry...........HAHAHA. I guess it's took me 1 hr. or so longer to write this post.......LOL. HAHAHA. Well I'll stop here, before I like go cookoo........LOL. Love ya. talk to y'alls later!!!!!! LOL.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

   My pics are up!!!!!!!!!

Hi everyone!!!!!!!!! I finally have my pics. up, and I hate cameras..........They make you look soooo fat.....WAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I'm fat!!!!!!!! Ok, now that I got that out........I'm good........So yeah, tell me iff you think I'm fat too, and tell the truth or else.........LOL. Also won't be on till late like around 5 or soooo tomorrow......because I'm helping decorate, and other stuffs for the dance.......Yep.^_^ I'm just volunteering for alot of stuffs.........LOL. And after the dance I'm taking down the things, and Sean said he'll try to buy a ticket, so he can go to the dance with me.^_^I get to get in free, because I'm helping out.^_^ YAY me!!! LOL. I'm signing up for Ghost Out, where I died and I can't talk all day.....LOL.^_^ I'm soooo weird, to day was cold, but I wasn't cold.....LOL. HAHAHAHA. Well I forgot what else to say.....LOL. But yeah the pics. are going to start moving after 2 days........OK.^_^ Well love ya, and tell me if I'm fat.....Bye.^_^

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Monday, October 24, 2005

   Hurricane Wilma.................

Good Morning peoplz!!!! It is 7:51 A.M., where me Miss V. See the MIss? I'm not married just to let you all know......LOL. I've lost it.........But yeah, my forcast for this morning.........It is quite cloudy, dark, and rainy today, because of of a certain something.........That I want to kick or kill, because it wouldn't leave me alone this yr!!!!!!!! Sry, I'm just annoyed by so many hurricanes......I went through 4 last yr. and I missed school soooooo much.....I mean it was only the first week of school, and we couldn't even finish it last yr......So we kept haveing to stay home, and the freakin school board I guess for the whole Orange County decided to make us have to pay back those missed days......So yeah, I didn't have short Wednesday anymore, and I had extra days for school, so we didn't leave school for summer break like every other county did, and we WERE the ONLY ONE who did it........That's why dispise hurricanes........And when it rains I get sleepy, and I get a runny nose, and my whole body aches, like now........It's a side effect thing, but only for like storms, when it hurts painfully........And I'm going to get those headaches.........I love the rain, but.........great now my headache is here.......................................................................I'm going to go, drink medicine......So I'm not sure if I'll be on........I might be......*lost, headache, aching everywhere*........Welllove you all, night........It's still dark.....So yeah. Talk to you all laterz.....*hug and kisses* Love you!!!! And my pic. posting, I guess it's going to be postponed.......I doubt any pharmacy will be opened to let me go develope my pic.s.........unless one is crazy enough to do it.....I'll find out later in the day......But I don't know, I guess I'll have to post it tomorrow...........

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

   Happy Birthday Matt!!!!!!!!!!
Today is someones special day!!!!!! It's my friend Matt's Birthday!!!!!!!! His Otaku name is tucker.^_^ I want you guys to do a favor for me.^_^ Can you drop by his site and wish him a happy 16th Birthday? Thanks.^_^ I apreciate it, but if you can't can you wish him a happy B-day here? Would mean alot to me.^_^ Thanks guys.^_^ And this is a gift for you from me.^_^ Hope you like it.^_^

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

   Sakura's: My First Love
Hi Peoplz............sry took so long....well here's the begining of the story leading into the second part.......
It was the middle of spring, and I would always go out and look at the beautiful Sakura trees, but I’ve stopped doing that since something terrible happened………….. My life was torn apart from that tragic moment I saw him lying there, and soon I began to lose my sight, because it pains me so much………… What is this you so call, love? My love has been taken away from me just like that, and left me empty, and full of sorrow. I at times just want to disappear from this world, and fly away until I could fly no more……. I love you all and will be leaving soon to get my operation, so I can see again, and I will tell you what love really means……………..
Ok, that was the first part, to let you refresh your memories..LOL. Hope you enjoy the second part...........

WOW!!!!!!!! These trees are beautiful!!!!!! I love them soooo much Mom!!!!
Will you take a picture of me with them? Sure honey……..Rini, can you stand still, and stop moving so much? How Can I? Look at them fall Mom!!! It’s so peaceful……….*Rini looks across from her and sees a couple together, she watches with admiration* I hope I could fall in love under these beautiful blooming trees……….*Rini stood there thinking of the day it will happen* Mom do you think I will ever fall in love under these trees? I don’t know, but if you keep hoping it may come true…………So Rini kept hoping for the day her love will appear……..*Rini is 13* 5 yrs. later………Mom!!!! I’m home!!!!! Rini, did you go to the park again? You’ve been doing it everyday now………I know mom, but it’s so beautiful there……..I can’t help but not go……Well ok, I won’t stop you but you better keep up with your work, and stop daydreaming in class……..Ok Mom, I wasn’t really daydreaming though…….Awwwww man!!!!! I’m late again!!!!!! Mom why didn’t you wake me up!!!! She always does this to me…….She could have woken me up when she was going to leave for work…………..*runs out of the door* Ok…………..Where’s a short cut………..MAN!!!!! Wait I can go through the park…………*Rini runs into the park and just suddenly decides to get side tracked*….*then she remembers about school, which she only has 4 mins. Left till she’s late……*Man, me and my lack of……I’m not sure….But I better run…….*she was looking were she was running and bumped into a guy, which makes him drops his things*
HAHAHA. I make you wait!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. Sry hyperness is kicking in………LOL. Hope you enjoyed……………..

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