myOtaku.com: Sage of Magic
Monday, November 10, 2008
That title is probably the best thing to describe my mood right now.
So, life's been hectic as usual but in an annoying sense. I'm making stupid mistakes everywhere on stuff I know by heart. It's really cutting into my self esteem. I used to pride myself in being somewhat intelligent and now I'm wondering what happened for me to lose that. Plus I'm just not motivated for anything anymore because of it.
Tried scanning with my friend's scanner. Didn't work. It washed out all the intricate shading details I put into it so it looked like pure lineart. This is fustrating because I spend DAYS on shading to make it look good. And some of the shades I used were pretty dark too ):
I'm also in a spazzy mood because I just made the wonderful mistake of sending an e-mail to a guy I've had a crush on 3 years about how I've liked him so long. I'm 3 hours away from the dude so this will turn out...interesting to say the least. If he turns me down, I really don't care. I just wanna be able to continue seeing him occassionally.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnd yeah...I'm in the mood for doritos.