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myOtaku.com: Ruiji Hametsu


Monday, May 30, 2005

...and the blood stains...they never go away

‡Piece of mind‡

A few days ago, after coming home from taking pictures all day, I was so tired I went to sleep all day. My parents woke me up later for me to shower and eat so I did. Then around one in the morning my mom told me to go to sleep so I went to sleep in my room. Then, around 1:30 I was awaken by the sound of a bag. It sounded like someone was in my room, but I knew no one was (I have this kind of feeling, where I can feel if there are people in the room, and I can close my eyes and still know how many. I think it's an energy reading?). I being the lazy bum (haha never gets old) that I am, went back to sleep, only to be awaken nijigoro. This time, it felt like someone was stroking my hair. I was so scared I turned on the lights, but nobody was there. Then I disregarded the whole thing, telling myself that I was just tired from working too much, so I went back to sleep, then it happened again, so I grabbed my blankets and everything and went into the living room but not downstairs cause I was too scared (I'm still upstairs, my house is asian, so I have one upstairs and down). Outside, I was able to sleep at approximately 3:00. Then I dreamt the dream

~Dream~
I wake up in my mom's room covered in blood, because my two front teeth came out. I'm in pain, and shock at the same time. There is so much blood everywhere, and I'm crying. In an attempt to put my teeth back in, I run to the bathroom. I turn on the faucet and look in the mirror, only everything behind me is black, and so I turn around and see a trail of blood, and I just screamed, then I woke up. The dream only took 10mins, but it felt as if It's been hours.
~end~

The dream may seem like nothing, but it involves an asian myth/superstition. You see, your two front teeth on the top belong to your parents, and if you dream that it comes out, it represents death. I've been debating for a while, whether to tell my parents, but I'm saying this now because I told them. I just didn't want to burden them. To dream something like this is extremely bad. It's happening again. Last time something like this happened, I dreamt that my grandfather and I were walking (he loved to walk) and he told me that he was moving to a better place. A few days later, he passed away. I just don't know what to think now. It's the Ace...the one that was behind me in my fortune asapin...the one we saw and were wondering about. The one we thought already happened...
I really hope that me trying to put my teeth back in means something maybe nothing will happen...maybe their boon mai toong...then that just makes it all worse ;_;

could it be that the hand I felt was for a reason? Did someone visit me? I miss my grandpa...


...and the blood stains...they never go away
at this point, anything's possible

-Arima

TM tHoUgHtZ oF bLuE

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