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Sunday, January 29, 2006


   PLEASE READ...AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR ME....
Why...?

Why...?

Just this January 27, 2006....
...I turned 16...
I cannot exactly permit myself to be called sweet16 because...

1) My birthday turned out to be a complete...
......well....mess!
All I ever wanted was to be remembered as I turn a year older... especially since most teenagers look forward for an "Engrande" Birthday Bash Blowout upon reaching this age.
Like those dudes and dudettes seen on reality shows having "Hot Cars" as gifts and spending their SWEET16 Birthdays inside "Exclusively Reserved Bars", I decided to have a simple birthday. I wouldn't mind to have it more simple because ON THAT VERY DAY:

a) We still had classes although most of the schools in the city didn't (Because Iloilo was having a Dinagyang Opening that time...you know...crowded streets...no means of transportation allowed), and we still had to take a "Career Test", which is a grave requirement for all third-years.

b) And then I realized THAT ONLY A FEW PEOPLE (Literally, FEW) CAN REMEMBER ME....and it really shattered me that day. I CAN'T BELIEVE THE FACT THAT I HAVE BEEN STUDYING IN THAT SCHOOL FOR TWELVE (take note, 12; 10+2) YEARS STRAIGHT, EVEN MY CURRENT TEACHER ADVISER OR MY PAST ONES DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE THAT IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY THEN! EVEN MY CLASSMATES, MY SEATMATES, MY FELLOW SCHOOLMATES AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS...
It's really tragic...because if my CLOSE FRIENDS (and not to say, those FEW people who were able to remember me)DIDN'T GREET ME OUT LOUD AND REMINDED THOSE "ALIENS", None of them even tried to greet me...!

c) Afterwhich since our classes were for half-a-day only, Me and my family went home and ate a smple lunch...NO CAKES, NO PARSELY SODA's, NOT EVEN TIC-TACS! BUT...we still had an experiment @ our classmate's house which we badly needed to finish. I WAS THE ONE ASKED TO BRING 2POTS OF ALOEVERA, A BLENDER and the one tasked to PRINT OUT the hardcopy of our output. Such a shame...
EVEN SOME OF MY GROUPMATES DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY. The time spent for the experiment could have been spent for myself and my family.

d) Finally...all I am asking for my Birthday is "ONE PEACEFULL DAY.....JUST ONE"...yet it seemed impossible for the people around me to give.

e) As far as I know, we had a dinner outside in a simple restaurant together with Azren//Iceshadow and her family, and with my grandmother...

That's it! Couldn't be sadder than such, I guess....But anyways...I just feel like expressing it...


Ciao!
=Rueniss=

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