Monday, February 23, 2009

Boyfriend

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I was texting Angel Zakuro yesterday about my boyfriend. He made me so mad yesterday! >.< He calls me at 10 in the morning right, asking if i had the afternoon free, which pretty much means that he wanted to go somewhere. So I was like 'yay, date!' ^^ But after that he wouldn't pick up the phone, and I called, and called, and called...until five rolled around and he called me, but I didn't answer. He called three times after that, until I IGNORED his call, then he quit for a while. He always does that: Leading me on that he'll take me somewhere and then not answering his phone until it's time to eat, then coming over, hanging out for a bit, eating our food, and then leaving. I'm sick of this bullshit, because he only takes me somewhere when he's in trouble to earn brownie points - he never takes me somewhere of his own accord, he just pulls the same crap that he pulled yesterday, and I was so angry that I could have cried...

Mama or Daddy's picking me up today instead of him, I'm almost finished with Brinsingr, and I found out that I get ill at people so much because I don't understand why they do the stupid shit that they do.

And...that's it.

roseeyes out!

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Friday, February 20, 2009

Yesterday

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Ya'll are getting a condensed version of this. I typed it all earlier, but then the internet went down and I am not typing that epic again, and it was perfect too... T.T

Yesterday I didn't go to school, I went to a used book sale with mama. It was her day off, so I skipped and went with her to save daddy the trip because he was sick. The booksale was so big it was confusing!

We had taco bell on the drive home. We were gone from 9 in the morning til 2:30 in the afternoon. Apparently, because of the career fair, nothing was really done in my classes.

We lost both remotes yesterday. Daddy slept most of the day because he was sick, and lost the dvr remote. So we went and got one of those monster remotes, and when we got home, we found the dvr remote. At least we have a tv remote now.

My boyfriend came over and was an ass, read most of the time he was over, and didn't say one nice thing to me til he left. I got on his ass when we were eating, and he tried to say that there was a reason he was in a pissy mood, but there's no reason to be in an ill mood around people. None. I sent him home shortly afterwards, and he said he loved me, but I think it was just because I got on to him.

Phyllip's going to be gone all weekend for his band. I'm going to miss him.

roseeyes out!

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

School

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I get to stay after school today to work on my project for FCCLA. It's a writing assignment, but I get out of school for doing something I like to do, so go me! ^^

Yesterday I didn't see my boyfriend because he was fixing his car from where the sow hit it. And now I probably won't get to see him today, either. Daddy or Mama's supposed to pick me up today, but if they can't, then Aunt Tracy's coming to get me. Go Aunt Tracy! She's a great person with one leg and is just like me! (personality wise) ^^

Tomorrow I get to help in my school's career fair. Note my enthusiasm...



My job's not that hard, but it wouldn't be so bad if I weren't the only one who was working on it! My PARTNER was too lazy to do anything, so I looked up the low calorie foods BY MYSELF and I typed it BY MYSELF and I presented it BY MYSELF. I'm a little angry, because every group I get in, I always do the work. I just thought that because he was my "friend" (note, this is the guy that I had problems with earlier, the one I was ignoring for a while?), but no, I did all the work, and Mrs. Green knows it, so he's getting a zero. I can't stand lazy people. I really can't; if you know you've got to do something, DO IT!!!!!

I'm understanding math a lot better now, and we're on a topic that I finally half-way get, so I think I'll be okay. ^^

Does anyone love Grunties?

Grunty:



ISN'T IT ADORABLE?!?!?!?!?!?!

I apologize for the long post. Goodbye.

roseeyes out!

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Weekend

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Thanks for the comments. He hit the hog as in oink oink dead piggy goodness, not the motorcycle. The sow died, unfortunately. T.T He showed me where he had left it on the side of the road and there were sunken parts where her heart, stomach and other stuff was supposed to be. He was right when he said that that was all the animals would mess with.

I had a four day weekend and loved every minute of it. I'm so tired because I woke up at four this morning and took little five minute naps from then til six, my normal get-up time. Yeah, I'm flying on auto pilot today...

I don't know if I posted this before, but mama's sick. Yesterday she came home early from work and had to go lay down. DX She kind of sent me and Phyllip out of the house after I rubbed her hair for a while, so me and my boyfriend went to his house (He had college while I was on holiday XD) We hung out for a while and then came home. We ate chicken and after we ate I sent him home to keep my 8:30 going to bed schedule. It helps you get rest...when you actually SLEEP! -_- I was awake in bed for about an hour waiting for my brother to get home, because I was worried about him, then I finally went to sleep...yay sleep...only to dream about an Inuyasha fanfic I'm thinking about writing.

Anyway, that's my weekend, other than I practiced math like a mad scientist. Wait, wouldn't that be a mad mathmatician...? I'll think on it later.

roseeyes out!

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

V-Day

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My V-day was actually nice. We had it a day early, so everything was fine (he had to work on valentine's day...). He was actually really sweet, and was willing to keep our date, although I'm the one who called to ask if he still wanted to go, and he said it was up to me, but...would I have asked if I wanted to go?

We ended up going and he was really nice. We ate in the mall and I got him a manga and he got me two and I also bought one for myself and my brother (hah! Your punishment for being mean to me! You only got ONE!!! ^^)

My boyfriend also hit a hog last night. It messed his Mustang up pretty bad, although he was all right. We were supposed to go to his house today, but he never got back to me on that, so here I sit in a cyber cafe typing this...

How is everyone?

roseeyes out!

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

Grades

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Everything turned out fine in the end. Mama said that she wasn't mad because she knows that I did my best, and daddy did too! ^^ My teacher let me take a book home so that I could learn better, so I should be fine now.

Ooooohhhh, my boyfriend hurt my feelings so bad yesterday! T.T I seriously almost cried. Why does he have to be so mean?! He told me I oculdn't be a pediatrician for a number of reasons: that I sucked at math, that my vision is terrible (I have a vision disability, there's nothing they can do about it...) and that my PERSONALITY won't allow me to be a doctor! My fucking personality! I told him that I could do it, trying not to get mad, and he tried to tell me I couldn't give a child a shot, and I told him I oculd, and then he pulled out a knife and said for me to dig a splinter out of him. If I took that knife, I would have stabbed him with it, and it was either that or cry so I went inside and called Mama and told her what happened...

She was pissed.

She told me to stay inside until she got there, and then she demanded of my boyfriend what gave him the right to tell me that I CAN'T do something? She said that 'Samantha Grace Floyd can do anything that she sets her mind too.' That's my name. ^^ And then she said that he'd hurt my feelings and severly pissed her off and he left. She didn't even give him time to speak! Go mama! Go mama! ^^

She's picking me up oday, so i texted him last night to tell him that, and he said that he wasn't worried about it, founting some B.S. about how 'he was just being honest, and that he loved me enough to be honest, and if something didn't change that he was going to go crazy'. Basically blaming everything on me, like he always does. Daddy says that in the very near and dear that he needs to have a talk with my boyfriend oncontrolling issues, because he seems to think that if he doesn't suggest something I do, or it doesn't get his seal of approval, that it's stupid and he ridicules me for it.

I know this has been a rant, but I'm sorry. How is everyone?

roseeyes out!

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Monday, February 9, 2009

Grades

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We got progress reports today and I almost made straight A's. I got a 49 in math, though. -_- I try, and understand the material, I just do terribly on the quizzes. I don't know why...



I ate nothing but junk food all weekend save for last night, we had ribies, and mashed potatoes, and green beans...Mmmmm...

I finished my FMA story saturday at like 3am, so technically it was sunday morning, but still...it's done! ^^ I'll post the site you can read it on later.

I also finished my drawing I posted about today. It looks pretty good. Speaking of drawing, sketching Toboe in his wolf form really helped when I was upset about my math grade (Like almost crying kind of upset...)



Toboe's just so cute! ^^ I love him to death. I've got the second half of Wolf's Rain, but not the first...but I will get it!

I hope you guys have a great day. Here's to hoping my parents don't kill me....

roseeyes out!

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Thursday, February 5, 2009

I swear, if they come over here one more time...

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I can't stand stupid people. I think I've already established this, but let me be frank - if you have nothing better to do than go against all common sense and act like an idiot...then you're stupid, point blank and simple.

There's this stupid boy who keeps messing with me in this class period and thinks it's funny. I swear, if he touches me one more time...I have a perfect record, but it would be worth it. Trust me.

Mama's picking me up today because it's too cold for me to be sitting outside with my boyfriend. Free day for me! YAY! ^^

I'm taking my project of three days home with me today. It's a picture of L and Light chibified and I'm not though drawing it yet, then I've got to color it, so I'm excited about it! ^^ Here's what it looks like:



Isn't it cute?! I'm still drawing Light, but after that I'm going to color it! I can't wait! I'm doing it on this humongoid piece of paper, and I've never drawn on anything bigger than conputer paper, so I'm excited about it.

I got the first chapter of The Meaning Of Life (I changed the name from Noir Rouge) up and I got two comments for it and the prologue both wanting to hear more! I'm so happy about that! I'm almost done with the story, and the ending is very sad in a way...

Hope you guys have a great day!

roseeyes out!

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Nightwish

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They have got to be my favorite English band of all time (and in english, I mean singing in english...) They're gothic rock, and they're awesome! ^^ They sing in an old fashioned opera style with heavy guitar solos that's awesome! ^^ lol.

Yesterday didn't go so well with my boyfriend. It started out good, then I wanted to do something for him, and he wanted too much, WAY too much than I was willing to give. Use your imagination. So, in short, my daddy's picking me up today. Yay daddy! ^^ Don't get me wrong, my boyfriend is the one who suggested it, so I'm taking a free day. Although this is tearing me apart. Why does everything have to go wrong when I try to do something nice for him?!

I feel lonely when I don't see him, even when he's gotten on my nerves...why do I feel this way? Is it because I love him? I've never felt this way before...

That's about it. Talk to you guys later.

roseeyes out!

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Monday, February 2, 2009

Over the weekend

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Thanks for all your comments. alphonse13: yes, my boyfriend is fun...when he wants to be. Deadly Neko: he hasn't gotten the game yet, but when he does...*shudders* it's on! Elves: thanks for saying my boyfriend is sweet.

I finished the first one, and it looks pretty acurate anatomic wise. I think it's kind of cute, that's just me. I've already got in mind what the second will look like! ^^ Hey, when you give your word and lose a bet on it, what can you do, I mean really? He said it looked fine, and that he was in no hurry for them. Last night when he was over he kept looking at me all gentle and stuff, and giving those 'barely touch you' touches that boyfriend's are so fond of. He's not usually so romantic, or doesn't show it, at least, so that sent me up the wall! XD I'll be the first to admit that I'm the guy in the relationship - I'm foul-mouthed (though not as much as he is...*sweatdrop*), crude to the point of where it's rude, and straight up about everything, so in short, I'm a bitch, but I'm a kind bitch, meaning that I won't hurt anyone on purpose, if I can help it. So there.

I get to see my boyfriend again today! Yay!!! ^^ I've been looking forward to it all day! I can't wait!

Anyway, I'm almost through with my EdxEnvy fanfic, although I won't have the courage to post it anywhere (I can't post it on the otaku for...*ahem* certain themes portrayed), so please read Twilight Princess!!!! T.T After that, I'm going to TRY a trunksx17 one from DBZ. Wish me luck on that...

See everyone later! And off I go to comment!

I just got up the start of my EdxEnvy story! ^^ This is the site to go to read it.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4835955/1/Noir_Rouge

roseeyes out!

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