Monday, April 12, 2010

Tomorrow

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Tomorrow is women's ministry at my church. It's my first meeting with the other ladies, so I'm a bit excited! ^^ Then church wednesday, and so the week goes. The 24th I've got to go to Griffin to compete in teen talent. Wish me luck!

roseeyes out!

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Saturday, March 27, 2010

Appalachian trail

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I saw the appalachian trail on National Geographic this morning and I want to take it one day! XD It looked like so much fun!!! All the way from my home state of Georgia to Maine...

Yesterday was fun. I got to spend the morning with mama and the afternoon with Dustin and Zan (one of my best friends). We went to starbucks, which was surprising, and Dustin bought me coffee cake and black tea! ^^ Then he drank about a quarter of his coffee and gave me the rest. Isn't that SWEET?! I went and put sugar, chocolate, vanilla, and cinnamon in it. It tasted great!

Okay, Dustin likes his coffee black (ugh! :P) So that's why I had to doctor it up. The sugar canister had sugar in it, but it was all stuck to the bottom of the canister! So I had to take the popsickle stick mixing thing (that's really what they used to mix it) and had to chip mas much sugar as I could off of it! It was an adventure getting my coffee sweetened!

I also got some new clothes yesterday, and the Code Lyoko game for the DS. I've been playing Square Enix's The World Ends With You, today.

Off to other things!



roseeyes out!

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Monday, March 22, 2010

I'm not a chicken!

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I just got done listening to Joyce Meyer's sermon on Eagles and chickens. It was really moving to me. She said that there is an Eagle in all of the children of God, in all of his people, so I have decided that I'm going to do what it takes to be an Eagle. I'm going to come out of the chicken yard and be a majestic Eagle, shouting God's love to the rest of the world. I know it won't be easy, but with God I can do anything that's in His will (and he wants us all to be Eagles). ^^

Thank you so much, Lord Jesus!!!!!! More of you and less of me ( I don't want to be a peacock, either...>_>)!



roseeyes out!

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A bit down

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It's sad what you can unknowingly get yourself into...>_> But I'm going to be responsible and get this thing done, whatever it takes, because that's what it means to be a grown up!

I might not feel like an adult very often, but I am one, and even though I'm only eighteen, people are still going to treat me like an adult, so I've gotta step up to the plate.

Father God...please be with me as I do this, Lord. Be with me Lord Jesus and let me know with your grace that everything's going to be okay.

Amen.

roseeyes out!

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Saturday, March 20, 2010

Ordeal

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Sorry I haven't been on. Monday - Thursday I was helping a friend move (she's pregnant and on top of that has back problems). This is probably going to be another short post, guys.

Yesterday though I got to spend time with Dustin. ^^ He wanted to get all high and mighty about how I hadn't spent my spring break with him, but I refuse to feel bad about helping folks out! I refuse. We settled our differences and ended up having a good time. I had a headache most of the time, but it eventually went away.

I finally got Sensual Phrase volume 3! YAY! I've been waiting to read that book for over a year, so I finally broke down and ordered it and then it disappeared! :O They couldn't find it anywhere! Then Dustin spotted it somewhere where they had all looked before, so it literally appeared out of thin air! Thank you, Lord! ^^

I have two questions: Why is it that people are so reluctant to admit that something is their fault too? I mean, people are so quick to point the finger at someone and blame them for something, but so unreluctant to admit that they're involved, too. That's the problem with the world today...why do they do it?

Also, why do people say the popular opinion on something and not what they really think? Like people are so ready to jump ship with everyone else and then just go with the flow? It makes me sick...

Finally, I got the 8th volume of Yu Yu Hakusho yesterday! ^^ Getting so close to that halfway mark. I love Yu Yu Hakusho. It's my favorite anime anything.



A world where nothing matters...

roseeyes out!

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Monday, March 15, 2010

Spring Break

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Spring break is here and I'm loving it! I got new reviews for Black Angel, a girl from Cincinatti REALLY loved it and said that I should go for being an author if I wanted to! YAY!!! ^^

I also found out that sour cream and chocolate chip cookies taste great together.

FInally, me and mama cooked questionable hamburgers for lunchand they tasted bad, so they are dog food when we get home and we're cooking cheese dogs now.

roseeyes out!

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

Cheer

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I don't know what's been wrong with me lately, but I've decided not to take this lying down! I'm going to pray, read, and laugh until I feel better! Yes.

I know that seemed pointless, but I have been down for the past few days. I know now that negative emotions are a normal part of being human, but I can't stand being constantly depressed. I'm not getting on that boat again. Un-uh!

I spent the night at Chanlin's last night and we had a pretty good time. I know I mess up a lot, but she's patient and points these things out to me. I don't mean to judge people, but I know that I do sometimes, just like I know that I can be selfish...which I'm going to do something about, or at least try to do something about it and pray very hard.

In the Bible it talks about that people go through things and that God will help you through those things. I believe that, this is just a valley, and everything'll be okay! ^^

Tomorrow after church the youth are going skating and I'm going to! ^^ I get to go roller-blading and then eat pizza on top of going to church! I'm happy about that.

I love God.

That's about it.

roseeyes out!

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Gloom

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alphonse13: Thanks for your comment. I'd like to talk with you more about what you believe in and stuff. We haven't talked in forever! XD

I feel really gloomy for some wierd reason. There's no cause for it, and I'm not usually like this, but I feel down today. Usually I'm bubbly as a soda, but...not today.

I think a little of it had to do with Dr. Dan's class today. We somehow got on the topic of gov't and religion, and it seemed to me that I was the only person that was standing up for God. It made me sick, because no one seemed to care that much, but I do. It's like I tell everyone who questions my religion: I'd rather go through life believing that there is a God and find out that there's not after I die than to live my life not believing in Him and find out that He DOES exist when I die, you know? I don't want a one-way ticket to Hell. Un-unh, no thank you!

How's everyone else? Please pray that my day will improve!

Have a great day!



roseeyes out!

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Monday, March 1, 2010

Tired

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I've been up since around 4:30 this morning...I am so tired... Papa had his surgeries today so I've been in a hospital for the better part of today. I'm glad he's going to be fine, but the waiting thing sucked.

Services for Levander are Friday. I'm going to do my best to go, I really want to.

I pray that he had God in him, because just being a good person doesn't mean a good thing if you're not saved - that's why they say that the road to Hell is paved on good intentions. But he didn't die right away, so hopefully he had time to get straight with God...Lord, I pray that that happened.

I almost got ran over today because I fell in the hospital parking lot, but I was able to fall into the grassy area, so it worked out just fine.

Today's just been a day. I lost an earring, my great-grandpa had surgery twice, and I got to spend the day with my family... Not a bad day by any means, but still a long one.

roseeyes out!

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Friday, February 26, 2010

The good and the bad

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Me and Dustin went out yesterday and had a good time. I finally found a copy (actually, Dustin found it) of Tales of the Abyss, my game that got stolen. I was pretty happy about that. I made 84% on my French test, and have a 96.5 in the class. I also get to be with Dustin tomorrow and get to spend tonight with my bf Chanlin.

On a sadder note, Levander Smith, a guy that I graduated with, was killed last night. I heard the special sirens that the police only use in extreme emergencies when a cop car tore by my house last night, and I found out this morning that it was because two brothers went to eat last night, argued on the way home, and when they got home the younger 13 year old brother went and got a gun from his room and shot his older brother in front of their mom dead. I just found out that the dead boy is Levander.

...He was one of the sweetest guys I knew, it's so hard to imagine him being dead...He was so nice and soft spoken, never hurt anyone... Why do things like this have to happen to people who are nice?!

Please pray that he had God inside of him. I want so badly for him to go to heaven.



roseeyes out!

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